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Nightmares and Memories
Diana was in the bathroom changing, she took of her top and jeans and put on a large shirt and sweat pants. She was walking towards her bed when she noticed that John was sleeping but the covers were on the floor. It was a really cold night so she approached John's bed and picked up the covers and placed them on him. Then she kissed his forehead and whispered "Good night."
Dean wasn't asleep so he saw the whole thing. 'She is mad at dad but she still worries about him, that's nice' Dean thought.
Diana got into her bed and tried to sleep. After a while, she was finally able to fall sleep but then the nightmares began.
The scene in her nightmare was very familiar. A living room filled with roses and candles with classical music playing in the background. Then, all of a sudden, she was thrown against a wall and the shadow of a man came up and started beating her. She couldn't defend herself, she was too weak. Then she felt a stinging sensation in her stomach drew her gaze and she saw blood. Realization set in as a crippling pain coursed through her body.
That's when she woke up abruptly, sitting in the bed and covered in sweat. Dean was finding it difficult to sleep that night. He had noticed Diana tossing and turning in bed. He knew those were the signs of a nightmare. He saw when she woke up and noticed she was terrified. Whatever that nightmare was about, it had really scared her. He saw her trying to get up with difficulty. Her entire body was shaking and she looked weak. He felt the need to get up and hold her so he could comfort her and that impulse really bothered him.
Diana felt terrible and she was shaking.
"Damn it! I hate feeling this weak" Diana muttered to herself. She went to the bathroom and leaned on the sink. She got some water and splashed it on her face. She was breathing heavily and fighting back the tears. Dean couldn't take it anymore. He got up and went to the bathroom. He stood behind her and could see her reflection on the mirror. She looked sad and helpless. He placed his hand on her shoulder. Diana looked up to find Dean standing behind her.
"Are you okay?" Dean asked in a gentle tone.
"Yeah, thanks for your concern" Diana replied, giving him a tight smile
"No you're not. Don't lie to me. Is there anything I can do for you?" Dean said.
"Not really. But thanks anyway" Diana replied, but she couldn't take it anymore and started to cry. Dean turned her around and pulled her close to his chest, wrapping his arms around her. Diana accepted Dean's embrace and continued crying. Dean held Diana tighter, giving her time to cry. After a while, she finally calmed down and pulled away from him slowly. Diana looked up into Dean's eyes and found such tenderness in them. She smiled at him and Dean smiled in return. He brought his hand to her face to wipe away her tears.
"Are you better now?" Dean asked, looking at her.
"Yeah thanks. You really helped me" Diana replied.
"Why don't you try to rest for a while? It's still pretty early," Dean told Diana.
"No I can't, it's pointless. I think I'm gonna take a shower to clear my head" Diana replied with a sigh.
"Listen, Diana, if you ever need something, I'm there. Okay?" Dean said, turning around so he could leave.
Diana placed her hand on his shoulder to stop him. When he turned around, she was smiling.
"Thank you, for everything Dean. I mean it," Diana whispered.
"Anytime" Dean replied, moving a strand of her hair, from her face and tucking it behind her ear. He was looking into her eyes and for the first time, instead of the cold tough woman, he saw a fragile girl. He switched his attention from her eyes to her lips. Even when she wasn't wearing any lipstick on them, they had the natural red color that made them so desirable. He really wanted it to kiss her, but she was feeling vulnerable right now and that was probably the last thing she needed. Diana was grateful to Dean for his concern and the way he was treating her. She wasn't blind, and she couldn't deny that from the first moment she saw Dean, she found him incredibly attractive. But the thing that really captivated her were his eyes. They showed everything he'd been through, yet they are so full of life, always shining, full of laughter. How does he manage that? To be so happy with all that life has thrown at him. At first, she had found it extremely annoying, but now she realized that behind that entire attitude there was a sweet and caring man.
'God I judged him wrongly.' Diana thought. Dean was getting very nervous; Diana had been staring at him without saying a word. And they were too close. He reached out to caress her cheek and then he left so she could take a bath. Diana somehow felt safe around Dean and his touch didn't bother her. Dean closed the door and walked when he heard the shower been turned on.
Diana got into the shower and allowed the water to fall on her body and calm her down. But when she closed her eyes, a memory came into her mind.
She was taking a shower and washing her hair, when a pair of strong hands replaced hers and started massaging her scalp. Then the owner of those hands whispered in her ear.
"I love doing this. Your hair is so soft"
Diana turned around and in front of her, was a young man with dark brown hair and piercing blue eyes. He was taller than Diana was; he had a firm and toned body. He was very attractive and had the right amount of muscles.
"You just love seeing me naked Gabriel," Diana told the young man.
"Oh I love you naked especially when I can have your body so close to mine" Gabriel said, pulling her flush against him.
"But even when you are fully clothed, I love running my hands through your hair" Gabriel replied, looking into her eyes.
Diana wrapped her arms around his neck kissing him softly. The she whispered against his lips "I Love You, Gabe"
"I love you too, Diana" Gabriel replied, kissing her hard. Diana welcomed the kiss and parted her lips. Gabriel took this opportunity to deepen the kiss, slowly backing her up against the wall. He grabbed her hands placing them above her head. He started a trail of kisses from her mouth to her neck. When he arrived at her neck, he started biting and licking, making Diana moan and whisper his name.
"I love hearing you say my name like that. It tells me that you are mine and no one else's," Gabriel said, biting harder.
"I am yours," Diana whispered.
"I know" Gabriel said.
That's when Diana opened her eyes to the present and started to cry. She sank to the floor of the shower. Bringing her knees to her chest, she wrapped her hands around them. She kept on crying, while the water fell on her and washed away her tears.
Dean realized Diana had been in the shower too long. He got up, went to the bathroom, and knocked on the door.
"Diana? Are you okay in there?" Dean asked against the door.
"I'm fine" Diana replied with difficulty. Her throat hurt after crying for so long. Dean noticed the sound of her voice was low and scratchy and realized she had been crying the whole time she was in the shower.
"Okay I'm gonna go and get some breakfast. Be back soon," Dean said, walking away. He opened the door and started walking towards the diner.
"What happened to you, Diana? What are you hiding? Who is responsible for your pain? I hope that one day you'll trust me enough to tell me," Dean said to himself while entering the dinner.
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