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"Mrs. Marshall will see you now."

Chris nodded and got up.

I closed my eyes and took a deep breath.

"You coming?" Chris asked.

"Yeah…" I murmured and got up.

Chris and I followed the secretary down the hallway.

"Are you sure for this?"

I nodded.

She opened a door and gestured us to walk in.

"Don't worry." Chris whispered to me taking my hand in his.

I simply looked at him.

"Hello, there… I must admit, I have been very eager to meet you." Said the therapist.

"We too." Said Chris while we got seated facing her. She was rather old.

"Christopher, I assume." She said smiling at Chris.

"Yup, that's me." He said facing her a smile.

"Josh has talked to me about you quite a lot; it almost feels like I know you myself."

"Well… Do you like me?" Joked Chris lightening the mood.

Mrs. Marshall nodded while laughing.

"And what do we have here…" She said turning to me.

I fixed my posture.

"Young Samantha… You are just as Josh described you."

I open my mouth to speak, but words don't come out.

"He talks a lot about you, you know…" She adds.

"And what does he say?" I ask under my breath.

"Mostly how his love for you its killing him."

"Well, you are obviously not doing a good job as you created the problem."

"Oh, wow… You think that I created it? Very interesting…"

"I love Josh. He loves me. What's your problem."

"Sweetheart, you don't love Josh. What you have for him is a simple crush. He however, has developed some serious feeling for you."

"Who are you to tell me about my love about Josh?" I say clearly upset.

"Josh is very fragile. I don't to watch him get broken."

"Are you suggesting that I will destroy him?!"

"It is a possibility my dear."

Anger rushes through me.

"You may bring up unwanted memories that will… upset him."

"Yeah, but that can happen with Chris as well. However, I did not see Josh trying to stay away from him too."

"Well, that's due to Josh's perspective of things…"

"What does that mean?"

"Josh doesn't want to be with you because he is afraid that he will break you too."

"That's not true, and you know it. So why don't you do anything?"

"Because I really believe that you two shouldn't be together."

I clenched the fabric of my dress trying not to punch her. Chris noticed that and tried to calm me down.

"I am not trying to be rude, but that is not your business, isn't it?" Asks Chris kindly.

"Christopher, I am doing what's better for my client."

"And how are you sure that that is the best."

"I assume it is."

Chris opened his mouth to protest, but I stopped him.

"It's not worth it, Chris. Let's go."

He nodded

"Goodbye… for now." Said the therapist as we got up and I rolled my eyes.

….

"So… Any comments?" Asked Chris while we entered his car.

"I just really hope that it will solve our problem."

"I wish it does." He says flashing me a smile.

"You both deserve happiness." He said while turning the engine on.

"Do you really think that it could work? I mean, us…"

Chris thinks for a while and then opens the radio.

"I really don't know…" He murmurs after white a while.

I press the door bell and close my eyes. I had called, but no one picked up.

The sound of the door opening makes me hold my breath.

"Sam…"

"Please don't close the door." I blurted stoping it with my hand.

He just sighed and stood there.

"I talked with your therapist."

"You did?" He asked clearly surpised.

"I did…"

"And what did you say?"

"She told me why you didn't want us to be together." I said under my breath, my eyes never leaving his.

He looked at me, but did not talk.

"You are not gonna break me Josh."

He scoffed and looked away.

"Josh. Look at me." I said closing the space between us.

"You are not gonna break me." I repeated, in a steady tone.

He slowly raised his eyes and looked at me. I leaned a little bit forward, so that our lips could meet. However, Josh pulled away.

"Josh." I whispered closing the space between us again.

"Oh, Sam…" He said while I placed my hand on his chest.

"I wanna grab you and never let you go, I wanna spend every second of my life kissing you, I wanna be able to tell you that I love you forever. But I can't. I swear I wish I did, but I can't. I am broken, and I won't let my self break you too." He said.

"Josh-" I started but he cut me off.

"Can I- can I have a last embrace?"

I simply nodded tears filling my eyes.

Josh then slowly pulled me into his muscular arms and squeezed me tightly. When he pulled away, he cupped my face with his two hands.

"Josh…" I whimpered.

"Shhhhh…" He whispered softly.

He then leaned forward and placed a small kiss on my forehead.

"Goodbye, Sam."

"No. No… That's not goodbye." I started mumbling while tears started trailing down my face.

"Sorry, for everything…"

"Josh, please…" I pleaded.

"I love you, I always did, and will always do. That's why I am letting you go." He said while closing the door at my face.

Sobs escaped my mouth, tears following.

That's it. The end. Well, to be exact, there never was a begging. It was just an idea of a brilliant love story, that no one ever bothered to write down.

"Why didn't you tell us?"

I just shrugged.

"I am sorry…" Murmured Jessica pulling me into a hug.

"Me too." I said under my breath.

"Do you want Chris to talk to him?"

"I wish that helped even a little bit, Ash…"

"What are you planning on doing?"

"They say that time is the best medicine."

Big. Fat. Lie.

"Well, if you need anything, anything, we are here for you."

"I know; and I am grateful of that."

"Sam…?" Asked Ashley after some time.

"Yeah…"

"Do you wish you never met Josh?"

"No."

My answer surprised her.

"The pain is unbearable, but hearing him say I love you, it… I-I don't know… It makes me feel that everything will be alright."

"I'm so sorry…" Said Ashley taking my hand in her palms.

"Yeah…"

The doorbell rang, waking me up. I checked the clock and figured out it was 3 am. I sleepily got up and slowly walked to the door.

"Who is it?" I asked before opening the door.

"It's me."

I quickly opened the door.

"Hey…"

"Hey."

"I- I thought about it, about us…"

"And…?"

"We should try; if you still want to, of course."

I opened my mouth to speak but then changed my mind. Instead, I leaned forward and gave Josh a kiss. Surprising me, he pulled me closer for a hungry passionate kiss. We kept kissing and after some time he pulled me up and carried me into the house. He then lay me on the couch and then got on top of me. He looked at me ready to kiss me, but then his hands moved down to my body.

"HEY!" I screamed while bursting in laughter.

"I didn't know you were that ticklish. Someone is very jealous."

"Shut up."

"Make me." He said playfully.

"Okay… Two can play that game." I said and tried to roll us over, so I am on top.

However, we ended up down on the floor, Josh again on top. I put a grumpy face on and he started laughing.

"It's not funny." I whined.

He just smiled. Then, he leaned down and placed a small kiss on my lips.

"I love you." He said.

"Me too."

"Sam."

"Sam!"

I opened my eyes and realized I was laying on my bed.

"Wake up sleepy head." Said Ashley who was standing next to me.

I sighed as a tear ran down my face. The memories strike me. Both of my friends had offered to stay over so I wasn't alone. That made the dream being true more impossible than it already was.

"Did you have a nightmare?" She asked while we headed to the living room.

"No. It was actually a really nice dream."

"Then why are you sad?"

"Because I wanted it to be real…"

One of my mottos was 'Never say Never', but I was pretty sure that me and Josh would never end up together. And the worst part of it, was that I had to learn to be ok with it.