Sweeney had left a few minutes ago
Nellie felt weird
She was happy and sad all at the same time
she didn't knew what she should do
could she ever trust him?
He said he was kicked out
but why he said he was going home
but he didn't walked upstairs
she really wanted to love him
but she couldn't
she thought he was handsome and he was but she didn't trust anyone
she was feeling like a total idiot!
Nellie grabbed a bottle of gin
she just was tired of it all
she was just feeling stupid
did he even really care about her?
someday he would ache like she aches
she Brought the bottle to her mouth
and drunk some of it
She did want to trust him but she couldn't
she drink some more gin
she had the feeling every pain just went away
she know it wasn't good
but why stay sober if she felt like dying
she wanted him to know how she felt
she loved him so much
but she couldn't do it!
She walked upstairs
she didn't walked straight because of all the gin she drunk
when she finally was upstairs
she noticed Sweeney wasn't there
so he must be with his wife
She hated him
How could she be so stupid
The world just fell in to little pieces
To Little to fix it
she just wanted to trash the room
How could he do that to her?
She was angry
she threw a vase on the ground
she was really upset
she hated him
That Love turned to hate so fast
she threw something at the mirror
She heard the door behind her open
'Nellie what is it? Did you search for me?'
She turned around and there Sweeney stood
'What are you doing here?'
'I rented this place remember'
she was crying
she felt stupid
How could she think that
'I thought you were to your wife!' she said
'No I went to the market! And I bought some fruit'
She just felt so stupid
'Nellie comes down stairs with me ok?'
she nodded and walked down
'Nellie did you drink' he asked
she nodded and felt guilty
'come Nellie you need to lay down'
they walked to the bedroom
'Nellie please lay down'
'I love you Sweeney'
'I know and I want to life with you'
'No Sweeney that's much too soon'
'Yes I know! But I love you'
