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Finchel4Life
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"Jesse stop! I've told the police everything that you did to me, and they will be coming after you!" I push him away from me.
"YOU DID WHAT!? You will pay for this Rachel, your dads aren't home and no one can hear you here." He gave me and evil smirk and started walking towards me.
He began to strip until he was only left in his boxers. I freaked and yelled while running into my bathroom.
He began to bang on the door like a maniac, and then I heard him begin to kick it in.
A little while later he had broken down the door completely and I already knew what was coming so I fell to the floor and began to cry and rock myself back and forth.
"Yes please, keep crying it helps me you already know that…" he began to breath hard, so I look up and see that he is completely naked and he is stroking his penis.
I look up at him and he is staring right back at me with cold black eyes.
He is heartless.
"Like what you see sweetheart?" his breath hitches as he sees that I flinch at him calling me sweetheart.
He walks up to me and backhand slaps me and I feel my lip bleeding. When will this all end, I can't even fight him back anymore.
He picks me up and drags me to my bed, all the while I'm screaming and kicking him but it seems to do nothing.
"The more you fight Rachie, the more it will hurt. I like it rough so just because you're a virgin doesn't mean I will hold back!" I sob and he just laughs and licks my tears away.
He begins to undress me completely until I am laying there naked.
He stares at me in awe as if he expected less. "Damn, you have such a tight little body, can't wait to rip you apart. No one is here to stop me now."
"Don't do this Jesse I will tell the cops it was all a lie that I made it up because you broke up with me. Just please, please, don't do this."
He bends down and takes a full breast into his mouth and bites down on my nipple roughly. I scream out in pain, he thinks it's in pleasure so he begins to grind his erection into my pussy. I try to back away and that only makes him push into me harder…
He is so close to ripping my hymen and it's so darn painful I can't take it anymore.
"No Jesse NO! AHH, please stop this."
"Goodness Rach! So TIGHT! Yes you're perfect."
Tears run and run down my face and I just lay there perfectly still waiting for it to end, knowing that if I fight back it will only get worse. That's when I begin to hear someone else's voice…
"Rach"
"Hey Rach" I feel someone shaking my body. What is going on!
"Rach, baby, please wake up you're having a nightmare." More shaking.
"What is going to wake her up, dammit I'm worried about her she is crying uncontrollably."
I'm having a nightmare?
Please let it be a nightmare.
I want Finn to be my first even if we aren't a couple yet. I just know he is the one.
I feel my face wet and I wake up startled wondering what it is that wet me.
I try to dry my eyes with the back of my hands but there is already someone holding out a towel for me prepared.
When I dry my face I'm all prepared to go on a rant about why they wet me. But I see that it's Finn that is standing in front of me with a scared and worried look on his face as if something really bad just happened.
"Finn how did you get in and what's wrong?" I say while I get up to fix my hair. I can't look like a complete mess in front of Finn.
I walk back over to my bed as he is answering me. "Rachel you were asleep when I got here and I saw that a window from downstairs was opened. I was just going to leave because you weren't answering but then I heard you yelling for Jesse to stop. I couldn't just not come in through the window, I honestly believed he was here and I got pissed and afraid that he was trying to hurt you again."
When he stops talking I begin to process everything he says and I'm glad that he came into my house doesn't matter how he came in, what matters is that he is here.
I begin to remember my nightmare while he is sitting next to me on my bed watching me intently. As I remember everything that I imagined Jesse was doing to me I start again on the water works because it all seemed too real I really believed that Jesse was in my house and that he had raped me.
As Finn sees me cry he pulls me into a hug and it's as if he knows what my nightmare was about. All he says is…
"It's going to be ok."
"Jesse isn't here."
"He can't get near you."
I feel extremely lucky to be in his arms and it soothes me and calms me down I begin to drift back to sleep.
I know he noticed that I'm falling back asleep because he gets up and pushes me back onto my bed, I don't want him to leave me alone I want him to stay with me.
"Finn don't leave, stay here with me." He looks at me surprised.
"Are you sure Rach?"
"Yes just lay with me please you help me calm down its relaxing having you here next to me."
He lays down behind me on my bed, I'm under the covers and he is on top of them.
We lay there for a bit until I speak up "Will you do me a favor Finn?"
"Yes, of course, anything. Need me to go downstairs and get you something." He is about to get up when I turn around and pull him back down.
"No. I want you to stay here, I want you to hold me and never let me go." He doesn't say anything he just gets comfortable and pulls my body into his.
I hear him sigh and it makes me smile.
We lay there quietly for a bit and the silence is nice and comfortable but it's also killing me. I want to ask him why he stopped talking to me after we kissed. So I do.
"Finn why did you start acting weird after we kissed that day at the mall. I quiet enjoyed kissing you. I would understand if you didn't feel the same towards me since I don't look like all the other girls or Quinn. But you could've been man enough and told me, I like you Finn, I'm begin to have feeling towards you and I don't know what to do with them. Please say something, don't let me do all the talking."
He takes a deep breath and begins to speak, "It was because of Kurt."
Now I'm even more confused than before so I turn and face my body towards him "Wait are you in love with Kurt?"
He is laughing uncontrollably our bodies are so close that I feel him when he laughs. "Is that what you think? That I'm in love with Kurt?" he begins to laugh again. "No Rach, he told me to back away from you?" he gets serious and faces me with a serious look. "He said that you weren't the kind of person that was going to stay here in Lima to live that you were much more than that and that your dreams were bigger than this town and bigger than any boy in that so called town."
I take a deep breath readying myself for what I am about to say. "Finn, yes it's true that I want to get out of this dump of a town. I have feelings for you, very strong feelings in fact. You can get out of Lima as well; there is so much outside of this town so much to do. I want to be with you Finn; I truly do, maybe even more than I want Broadway. I have never felt this way over anyone before, I miss you as soon as you leave and I get extremely excited when I hear your voice. I can pick out your voice in a crowd full of people talking."
Finn doesn't say anything he just leans in and gives me a kiss that takes my breath away.
Goodness Finn!
What you do to me!
