I was frozen then, I didn't really know how to proceed. I'd never done this before. Let someone about me that was private, that he knew, he had found out on his own. I didn't know how to do this. But I knew one thing. That he loved me, so whatever I told him. I knew he'd help me figure it out.

Me:Beck... I-I.. My dad... He...

The water was slipping out of my eyes and I was short of breath. It was affecting me in ways I never understood. I never knew that it did things to people. H e wiped the tears from my face,but theat didn't stop them from flowing.

Beck:It's okay.

Me-No it's not. No it's not.

Beck-Jade, yes it is. You don't have to say it. I already you yelled at me. I understood what you were saying. You don't have to be scared anymore. I'm here for you. I'm going to make sure you're okay.

Me- I just want it to go away. Please just make everything stop.

Beck- Shh okay I will.