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KaZe *Fighting!*
Kaname withdraw his fangs from the delicate pale neck as gently as he could, Zero has stopped resisting almost immediately. He didn't take much, just a small amount to quench his thirst and to show Zero his real feelings, and how dangerous he truly is.
He stepped back with a blank face, his gaze never left Zero, and he didn't make any attempt to clear Zero's blood from his lips and chin.
Zero was staring blankly on top of Kaname's head, his own head was leaning on the wall behind him, his exposed and slightly covered in blood neck was so inviting, his slightly parted lips and the shock was written all over his beautiful face. Kaname took another step back, Zero was like an injured innocent bird right now, it's all his fault. But he won't regret it, he did it for Zero's sake, Zero must know that he was walking on a dangerous ground, being around him, being nice to him, it will just make him have a deep feelings for Zero, and he did. In return he craved his blood, his touch, his love, he knew just this week .. He will end up hurting Zero even if he didn't want to, the best thing to do is to let Zero go.
If he just knew from the beginning, he wouldn't let any of this happen, he would have just throw some insults on this boy and he won't approach him again but he didn't .. He accepted the offering hand, he returned the warm smile, he recklessly allowed himself to Fall for this boy, to love this boy, who was after all .. His most hated person.
He took another step back, it's for the best if Zero hated him again isn't ? Even if he did hurt Zero right now, even if he just wants to hug him and comfort him right now, even if he wants to apologise, and wipe those tears that refuse to fall from the shock from Zero's long eyelashes. He won't apologise, he knows it won't work between them, Zero maybe had kissed him willingly, but he won't do the same thing in giving him his blood, and he .. Kaname, won't be able to live with that.
As much as he hate to admit, he won't be able to be around Zero anymore, smelling this delicious scent, seeing this pale neck without being able to sink his fangs into it. It's hard for him to control himself even in this moment, his eyes still in a scarlet colour, his fangs still throbbing painfully begging for more, and Zero's taste in his mouth doesn't help him at all, he must get Zero out of here .. Fast!
He said calmly "Zero.."
Zero didn't blink, he lowered his blank gaze to Kaname's face without changing his standing position. Kaname's heart ached, he shouldn't stop now, and he know the perfect way to make Zero snap out of it.
He holds Zero's gaze and took one step, two steps, Zero gasped before pulling out his gun and aiming at Kaname's head, his eyes are not blank anymore, it was full of pure hatred instead, Kaname almost smiled because of the ironic of the situation. Zero unconsciously put his hand on his neck where Kaname had bitten him, he hissed "Don't come any closer .. Vampire!"
Kaname just stood there, staring at Zero blankly with his red glowing eyes, he saw Zero shaking his head to himself slowly as if he was denying what's in front of his eyes. His hand trembled on the trigger, he asked in a low voice "Why?"
He continued when Kaname kept silent "Is that what you wanted from the beginning? Just to trick me then laugh at my face?!"
He walked towards the window and Never averting his eyes from Kaname, and his steady aim still on it's place "I should have known .. You were bored after you left Yuki, so you thought to play with my feelings to pass the time didn't you?"
Kaname stare at Zero's fragile form with a cold gaze, how much he wants to deny what Zero was saying, he absolutely have no free time to pass, can't Zero see that? All he wanted was Zero's gentle smile, his warm embrace, his strangely soft fingers to play in his hair, his tender caresses. He can't blame Zero for thinking like this, he wants him to think this way anyway, because it will be much easier.
When Zero shook his head violently a lost lonely tear made it's way and landed on Kaname's palm, he shuddered. He turned his back to Zero and prevent himself from clinching his hands to fists, he shouldn't show like he cares in any way. He nearly sighed in relief when he heard Zero opening the window and jumping outside, he must thought that giving him his back was his answer, and that's better.
He lift his hand to his lips and kissed the place where Zero's tear has landed, he still can hear Zero's running footsteps ' Yes, run as far as you can Zero, you put me into misery'
Zero closed his room door and locked it before leaning his back on it, what the hell just happened? He touched his neck where the bite marks has already disappeared but the burning ache still there, Kaname had .. Bitten him?!
He sighed and went to stare into the mirror, the blood on his neck has already dried, he should take a shower to remove this gross feeling away.
He closed his eyes and took a deep breath when the cold water touched his body, he felt himself relaxing a bit. He ran his finger mindlessly on his lips, Kaname didn't just bit him, he also kissed him, a tender and passionate kiss. He hit the wall next to him angrily and cursed "Idiot! It's all a game to him, he was just playing with my feelings he .."
"... He just wanted me to help him forgetting Yuki, maybe he lied .. Maybe he still love her"
But ..
There was so much feelings between them, a lot of warm smiles, teasing, and ..
It was all an act, yes, who better in acting more than that pureblood monster?
These past months together was like a long dream, and it's time for him to wake up.
Since when they were able to forget their mutual hatred? He wasn't the only one who was hating Kaname, Kaname did say he also hated him in different occasions. How stupid of him to think that heartless monster was able to forget his hate so easily, to think that sadistic bastard Wanted to be his friend!
"Fool ..!"
Kaname did won after all, he succeed in giving him a lesson he won't forget, he gave him a hard slap on his face, he gave him a painful, un healing scar.
In the end, he just wished he never saw Kaname's empty gaze, Kaname's somber stare, Kaname's cold blank wine-red eyes, Kaname's wistful sad smile, seeing all this was the main reason he recklessly stepped and offered the other his friendship, and maybe .. His love. He offered it without thinking, forgetting who Kaname was, a heartless without feelings and selfish pureblood.
He leaned his head on the wall fighting his tears, Kaname doesn't worth crying upon, it was just a useless dreams, and it's time to wake up.
Zero glared hard at the idiot girls in front of him, he wasn't in the mood at all. Those girls seems quiet today, maybe they were frightened because they didn't seen him in this full mood for weeks. It's better if they got used to it from now on, they're the perfect choice to release his anger on right?
When he heard the door opening he tensed, his back was facing the door and he made no intention in turning around. He heard the vampires past him, but he didn't sense Kaname's aura around. He turned his head slightly to glance at the door, Kaname wasn't around at all. Due to his distracted attention the girls get wild in an instant, he blinked when he heard the sudden noise but before he could shout at them to shut the fuck up Ichijo's smiling face appeared in front of his. He took one step back and looked at Ichijo with confusion in his eyes, Ichijo's smile widened "You were looking for Kaname aren't you?"
Before Zero could deny what it's true Ichijo continued with the same bright smile "Don't worry about him Zero-kun he told me he is fine he just couldn't get enough sleep"
Zero turned his face to the side, he gritted his teeth "I'm not worried and obviously I don't care" he clenched his hands "So please don't mention that bastard's name in front of me"
Ichijo's smile dropped and he gave Zero a worried gaze "Did something happened between you two?"
He stare at Zero waiting for an answer but when Zero kept silent he sighed "You two aren't different from each other" he walked to follow the night class with slumping shoulders "I had a high hopes for you two, I still have .. Aagh .."
Zero watched the used to be a cheerful vampire walking with depressed aura. They aren't different from each other? What's that vampire meant by saying such a thing?! He wasn't like that arrogant devious pureblood in anyway, even if .. Even if the two of them were lonely somehow, he won't be the same as Kaname Kuran.
Two weeks had past, Zero throw himself on the couch in the Chairman office, where that idiot could be at this late hour? He wants to give his report and go to his room.
He sighed when his mind took his usual wonder, Kaname ...
He covered his face with his palm in frustration, he couldn't stop thinking about that heartless bastard ever since .. No matter how much he told himself not to, he always ends up thinking about him. Kaname never went to the classes ever since that day, and as Ichijo told him before, he isolated himself in his room.
The vampires kept sending him a death glares, it seems they believed that he was the reason for their beloved pureblood state. Although Zero couldn't understand that, Kaname was the one who pushed him away, he was the one who bit him, hurt him, not the other way around. Maybe the purblood have another things on his evil mind and they don't have a clue about it so they assumed he was the reason. Seriously .. What a bother!
He tensed when he felt the unmistakable aura nearby, his wide eyes focused on the door when he heard the calm footsteps that belongs to just one person, there is no mistake about who he was. He stare in awe when he felt the footsteps stopping just in front of the office door.
He wasn't ready to face him now, no he wasn't ready at all! He thought the first time he will see him again would be in front of the gates, where everyone else would be there, not just them alone!
Why that bastard still standing there?! Surely he wasn't intending to go back when he knew he was here?!
He was torn between the want to see him Right now and his fear of what would happen, why would he care anyway everything is already broken isn't ? He hissed between gritted teeth "How long do you intend on standing there? You know I won't shoot you"
Zero held his breath when he saw the doorknob moving, he lowered his gaze to the ground under the door. Slowly, he saw Kaname's neat shoes from the half open door, when Kaname finely stepped inside he lift his gaze to stare at him closely. Kaname was still holding the doorknob in his hand, and he wes returning Zero's confused gaze with a blank one. Zero stare at the pureblood in disbelieve, what caused the arrogant pureblood to be in such a state?! His cloths was as neat and perfect as usual but .. His slightly tan skin was pale, his body looked thinner, he remembered his cloth was fitting his body perfectly but it seems he had lost some weight this past two weeks, his eyes looked tired as if he didn't have a good sleep in days. All in all .. He looked miserable, as much as Zero hate to admit, he looked more miserable than before, but why?!
He swallowed the lump in his throat when Kaname finely nodded in acknowledgment "Kiryu"
Zero nodded in return but said nothing, he wasn't surprised at all when he heard what the other had addressed him by, but somehow he was disappointed.
His eyes never left Kaname's back who went to stand next to the window while his hand in his pocket. He wanted badly to ask him what's wrong .. He can't take watching him like this without doing nothing! But .. Kaname had pushed him away right? Kaname never wanted that comfort he was offering.
He lowered his head after a moment and a tired sigh escaped his lips, he didn't apologise even, what an arrogance. What did he think? No matter what a state he looked in, he is that pureblood bastard after all.
He jerked out of his thoughts when Kaname turned to face him "Can you pass the Chairman a note for me?"
Zero stare at Kaname for a moment before he nodded, Kaname walked to the door "Tell him I'll be leaving tomorrow morning for maybe .. A couple of months"
Zero's mouth dropped, Kaname is leaving?!
He stare wide eyes at Kaname's back whose hand was on the doorknob "Ichijo will take over my place, if the vampires misbehave he will punish them on my behalf"
He opened the door and took a step outside "Until then Kiryu .. Goodbye"
Zero stare with shock at the closed door in front of him, what about him? He will leave him here after everything happened between them?
He will just .. leave ?!
A creepy smile appeared on his face and he lift his hand to wipe his stupid pathetic tears ..
"At least he cared enough to say goodbye"
AN : Noo the next chapter will be the finale chapter for this story! I don't want my first story to come to an end no *holding back the unwanted tears*
