Chapter 9

This is totally okay

Quinn's POV :

"Fine." She let go of my arm and walked toward the lounge in a huff.

She took a bottle of alcohol from her bag and took two glasses and gave me one.

" Lucy Quinn Fabray." she stated as if i forgot my name.

"Now, let's fucking get this over with and I'm not letting you out of my sight until you answer my questions."

We sat at her table as she locked the lounge room. We set our drinks down. She met my eye as I took a drink.

"Any minute now, I have a class after this period so after 10 minute to be exact. As your former best friend, I demand to TELL ME what the fuck happened to you," She stared at me with those eyes that always kind of seem like they're silently judging you.

After she said former best friend, I kinda wanted to stop her their but I didn't want to drag the past.

"What do you want me to say, Santana?" Honestly, I thought she'd just be pissed at me for breaking contact and run off to Brittany. I knew they had a kid together and I think he is about the age of my son that I buried and I didn't want to be a third wheel or a back up plan for Santana so I decided to go to place where I knew no one and start fresh as Quinn Fabray with a clean slate.

"Start at the beginning, Quinn. What happened to you after .." She paused as she couldn't even continue the next words.

" After my son died " I said.

she nodded in response.

I leaned back and I knew she could see the hurt in my eyes now as I remembered my son.

We paused for a second before She talked again , I kinda knew how fussy Santana could be.

" Why the hell did you drop off the face of the earth? Where are you living? Who are you living with-" She rattled all those questions off before pausing and looking at me.

" San, Can you take a breath and I will Answer your questions "

" I was studying at NewYork and I became a professor at new York academy as for where I live " I paused.

" I just moved to a new house and Beth was the one who choose it as for who I live for " I paused before I answered.

" Claire , My wife " I answered as I sow the shock in Santana's face but she didn't comment.

" So tell me about you , why are you working at a .. high school " She stated.

I finished , pushed the glass aside.

Santana said that she was still living with Britney and they had 2 boys and one of them was named Mason and the other was named Ethan and Britney suggested that it would be more fun for our children to grow up in Lima as We did so I finished my studies and we settled here.

As we continued remembering our old days in high school as she finished telling me her story.

she looked into my eyes.

"What happened to us, Q? We were good there for a while but then You move to another country and nothing for like 14 damn years. I didn't even know you were coming to Lima."

" I didn't even know I was coming Lima. A week ago Beth Decided she wanted to continue her last semester and we moved ." I paused before I could continue.

"You of all people should understand this, San. I needed to get away and I liked New York when we went their for the champions , when we were in glee . I applied for college and Went their. The move happened quickly and once I was there, I just wanted to make a life for myself. I needed to be a new Quinn without you or Puck."

I looked at San and I was shocked once she had her hand on top of mine as I remembered the old days

I took a look at my watch and it was showing 4.30PM.

" San you now you already missed your classes and so did I , Just think of how sue is going to kill us if she found out about this. "

She laughed, which made me laugh and we both took a much-needed drink from that second round she was right to bring a bottle to school.

"Are you happy?" I had almost forgotten how San has genuine concern for others.

"I'm getting there," I decided to answer her honestly.


We actually kinda , some what had put the past in the past after this conversation , I think as We walked threw the hallways , I could remember walking with Santana in our cheerleaders uniform and The memory kept dragging me back as unconscionably I garbed Santana's hand and we were holding hands as I looked at her and she just smiled , I forgot everything and everyone as my eyes only sow her and I could feel the emotions running threw my veins.

But suddenly , I got a reality check when I sow Claire in front of me as I went to the football filed.

Santana and I at the same time stopped holding each others hand as I sow Claire and she sow Britney in-front of us in the football filed with all the football players and all the cheerleaders gathered.

" What is happening ? " Santana mummers as we sow both Claire and Brittney coming our way.

I didn't know why Claire was here and I could certainly say the same thing about Santana.

Claire soon reached me and I could feel her lips as she came and kissed me , I went and kissed her back and That moment was my reality check.

I promised myself 14 years ago that I would never cheat on my girlfriend and How could I cheat on Claire , she was perfect and I loved her but I could never really love her the way I love Santana as I looked and Santana and she was in the embrace of Britney and soon Beth Came to me and judging from the boy who jumped and went running to Santana , he was about 10 or 11 and I think he was her son.

As I sow our two families , we were too different , we were long gone to go back to were we began.

We built our lives in a hole different dynamic , We were living happily even though not having each other , I think we were just too toxic to even begin with.

I was soon pulled out of my thought from Principle Sylvester shouting with a jock by her side.

" , where were you in the last 5 periods " Sue shouted which got all our attention.

" Thanks to a Birdy who told me you spend the last 5 periods together in the teacher lounge with beer , BEER " Sue finished as I lift my head and sow Claire who apparently was about to kill me.

Brittney was glaring at Santana and Claire was doing the same as both of them looked at us and even Beth and the little boy.

I prayed at that exact moment for the ground to suck me in and judging from the position Santana was in , I knew she prayed for the same thing.


A/N : Hey guys , I hope your enjoying this story as Much as I do writing it , I hope you like this chapter and see you in the next one.

BTW : sorry for the cliffhanger but I just love to do that , Loool *evil laugh*

Don't worry new update coming soon.