A/N Thanks for the views,reviews, and favorites. Heres another chapter!
To DitaRollSerbet: Sorry for messing up your name I fixed it. I was rushing to publish the chapter because I had to leave and I couldn't remember if it was an O or an E. My apoligies :)
Chapter 9
Life was great for Rachel. She had an amazing girlfriend, she was excelling in every one of her classes, and she had gotten the solo for sectionals in her glee club, but sectionals was two weeks away and she was stressing out. Her song was "I'm Not That Girl" from the musical Wicked and she had the song down perfectly, but she felt like she couldn't emotionally connect to the song at all because she had her perfect gold haired girl with the gentle curl and wasn't pining for any one at the moment.
The day after Rachel had gotten her solo she spent the whole day trying to think of something that could help her emotionally connect to the song. She went over the lyrics multiple times, but all she could think about was her being that girl that had won her dream girl. She skipped gym and went to finish all of her homework for the day in the courtyard so she could work on the song for the rest of the night. She was finishing her reading for English when Quinn texted her.
From Quinn: Can I come over after Cheerios practice? My house is going to be empty because my mom is working late again and it really doesn't feel like a home yet.
To Quinn: Sure :) Can you help me with the solo for sectionals?
From Quinn: Of course. See ya then. Love you.
To Quinn: Love you too. Bye.
Rachel was curled up in a ball on the floor clutching her iPod with her eyes closed when Quinn walked into her room. Quinn wanted to surprise her so she kneeled down and placed a small kiss on Rachel's lips. Rachel automatically melted into the kiss and when Quinn broke away Rachel had a sly smile on her face. She pulled her ear buds out of her ear and placed her iPod on a shelf above her bed. She pushed Quinn on her bed and started to kiss her thoroughly. As much as Quinn liked being submissive to Rachel she wanted to see how life on top was and she easily rolled over so Rachel was on the bottom. She flicked her tongue against Rachel's lips, but when Rachel granted her entrance she would just barely allow their tongues to meet. Rachel groaned at Quinn's teasing and Quinn giggled and slid her hands under Rachel's shirt to please her and started to nip at Rachel's pulse point until she heard someone clear their throat. Rachel opened her eyes to see her dad leaning against the door frame. Quinn turned her head and when she saw Leroy standing their she rolled off of Rachel as quick as possible, but she miscalculated her roll and ended up on the floor, but not before smacking her head on the bedside table.
"Ow." Quinn moaned and put a hand up to her injured head. Rachel got off of the bed and rushed over to Quinn.
"Sweetie! Are you okay?" Rachel held Quinn in her arms as she placed a hand to Quinn's head.
"My head is pounding and I just got caught by your dad. I'm pretty sure I'm not okay." Quinn murmured into Rachel's neck.
"Dad can you be useful and get Quinn an icepack instead of just standing there smirking."
"I'm on it." Leroy waited until he was downstairs to star laughing at how red Quinn had turned when he had caught her. Once he had gotten the icepack he heard Rachel's giggle emanating from her bedroom and when he walked in he saw Quinn nibbling on Rachel's neck as Rachel rubbed her aching head.
"One icepack for a Ms. Quinn Fabray." Leroy watched as Quinn froze and burrowed her face in Rachel's neck to hide the embarrassment. Leroy gave the icepack to Rachel and he shut the door behind him having quite enough lesbian action for one day. Rachel pressed the icepack to Quinn's head making Quinn sigh in contentment.
"Does he even care that I was defiling you in your own house?" Quinn had been waiting for Hiram to kick her out of his house, but he was just smiling the whole time.
"I wouldn't call it defiling Quinn. He likes you so I'm pretty sure he doesn't mind you making me happy. Kissing me is a form of making me happy so he can't beat that logic." Quinn smiled as she felt the throbbing of her head lessen.
"So I need to help you with your solo?"
"Oh My God! I forgot all about it. Here listen to it and tell me how you emotionally connect because I can't find anything to connect to this." Rachel played the song twice so Quinn didn't miss anything and waited for her input.
"So it's about a girl that wants some guy, but she isn't anything like the girl that he has so she is just telling herself that nothing can happen."
"Exactly! How can I connect to that?"
"Think of your past. When I was at Carmel there was this one boy, Jacob Wakefield, who I thought I really liked. He was sweet, charming, and had these blue eyes that could like see through your soul. He was the halfback on our football team and my second in command, Macy, had him wrapped around her finger. She broke his heart and I was there for him when he needed me. We would hang out all of the time and when I thought he wanted something more he thanked me for being such a good friend and that he had found someone else that would appreciate him unlike Macy. It turns out he was bisexual leaning more towards guys. Now he and some offense lineman are living happily ever after." Quinn smiled and had a faraway look in her eyes from remembering her past.
"I've got it!" Rachel thought back to her sophomore year that she had tried so hard to forget.
"Finn fucking Hudson! He's star quarterback, has that childish smile, and the nice guy charm. I fell so deep in love with him I couldn't dig myself out of that hole until he deserted me after taking my virginity. I got him to join glee club in an attempt to win him over with my voice, but that backfired because he spent the whole time staring at Santana who's gayer than Elton John. Santana knew I liked him and she also knew how pissed off I would be if she had him on her arm. They went out for about three weeks until she dumped him because he was horrible in bed. I wanted him so bad those three weeks. After she broke up with him out of the blue he asked me to go on a date to Breadstix and I was so happy I talked about it so much my father's would go out to dinner dates almost every day just so they wouldn't have to hear me talk about Finn. He was a gentleman and picked me up in his car and took me out for a pleasant meal. After he paid he took me back to his house and started to kiss me. I liked it until he started to put his grimy hands all over my body. He was rough and careless, but that's what I thought that's what sex was supposed to be about. He asked me if I wanted it and I stupidly said yes. It hurt so badly and I didn't enjoy it at all. He never asked me out again. He used me and I never forgave him, but he is my glee club co-captain so we are sort of friends now." Quinn wiped Rachel's tears away and rubbed her back soothingly.
"You just have to bring all of that up and put it into the solo Rach and I think we are guaranteed a first place. I'm so sorry that he did that to you though. It definitely wasn't right." Quinn pulled Rachel into a tender hug as she stroked her brown locks.
"Thanks for helping Quinn. It's getting late though so I think I need some sleep. I've been thinking all day and I just need to stop for a good eight hours." Rachel kissed Quinn and walked her to the door.
Before Rachel drifted off to sleep she thanked God that he had brought someone as great as Quinn into her life.
