A/N- Alright all you Marymathewaholics, .
Here with another update….Lets see lets just get to it then…
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Chapter 9
I awoke in the morning to someone jumping on my bed. I opened my eyes and looked up to see Alex jumping up and down. "Hey Kid, what's up?"
"Alex, hey…You know thanks for waking me up…I appreciate it." I said sarcastically.
"No problem, lets go, we are going to go see your brother." Alex said.
I got up and got dressed. The three of us got into his car. "So Babe, what's going on with you an your lover? Or should I say Lovers…" Alex said.
"Lets see…Dally and I are pretty much totally over, Soda and I, I don't now. I still love him with my entire being, but I don't know if I can forgive him for what he did, you know?"
"Yeah…and is that it there isn't another guy?" Joey asked.
"why are you two acting like you know something?" I asked.
"Maybe because we do…" Joey teased.
"Okay there is this guy named Mark…but I don't know. I just don't know if I want a boyfriend. I mean I have had a boyfriend, every second of my life since preschool. I mean I have never been without a boyfriend for over a month. I always feel the need to have one…I think I may just take a break from guys and just do what I need to do for me first."
"Wow, that must of taken the few brain cells you have left." Alex joked.
"oh shut up! I yelled. A few minutes later we had arrived at the hospital, we walked up to Two-Bits room.
"Hey y'all." He said cheerfully. "When did you guys get up here?"
"About a half hour ago." Joey said. "We figured we would go get her then come her and see you."
"yeah, I get out tomorrow they are saying…I am glad I hate being in hospitals" He said.
They sat there and talked for about an hour. Then all the other guys came. So we decided to leave. We went and got something to eat.
"So Mary, you have a date with Mark…are you going to go on it?" Joey asked.
I thought for a second. "I guess not, I mean if I do I know I will end up dating him. I just really need to focus on my brother right now I guess. I don't need a boyfriend at the moment…I guess I will have to go over to his house and tell him. Do you guys want to drive me over there?"
They nodded and after we ate we left and started making our way over there. When we finally got there. I walked up to the house and knocked. Bryon answered the door. "Hey Bry is uh, Mark here, I need to talk to him."
"yeah hold on a second." He went and got him. A few seconds later Mark was out there. "Hey what are you doing here?"
"I actually wanted to come here to cancel our date next Friday." He looked kinda hurt. "The reason being because my brother is getting released tomorrow and I need to make sure he is okay, and I have to make a decision, one that is already a mess without dragging you into it. I just need to be single for a while."
He just stood there. "If you don't like me…all you have to do is say so."
I laughed. "No Mark it is nothing like that. I already have two guys that are trying to win my heart…I don't need another. I am telling them the same thing. I just need to find out what is best with me. I mean we can still hang out but as friends…for now." I added.
He smiled. "Okay, I guess that is alright, as long as we can still hang out."
"Okay well, I have to go. I will come by and see you sometime." I hugged him and went inside the car.
"How did it go?" Alex asked.
"it went alright."
We went back to the house I sat down in the sofa and just talked with Joey and Alex. At around 6 all the guys were coming in. I saw Soda and Dally come in. I walked up to both of them. "I need to talk to both of you in private."
We walked up to an empty bedroom they both sat down on the bed. "okay, I have put a lot of thought into this. I canceled my date with Mark, because of my decision, I am not going to go out with either one of you. I am going to be single, until I change my mind. I am sick of being in relationship after relationship so I am done for now."
"C'mon Mary you know this isn't gonna last for more then a week." Dally said.
"NO, it'll stick this time. Just for the fact I need to do this for myself. Another reason is I just kinda wanna be there for my brother." And with that I walked out.
"I'm gonna go back to my house for a while. I'll be back in about an hour." I drove over to my house and went inside and laid down on my bed.
This feels weird just knowing that I am single and will be for a while. I have never done this before but I think this may be the best thing for me at the moment. I will just have to see where this take me.
Fin
A/n- Okay done….It sucked I know. Wanted to type it up though. I don't
Know if I am going to do another or end it at this….let me know
Mary
