Okay so here i am! And i have to warn you about this chapter in Edwards view... I hope it's not to much or hard, but it's the way things need to happen... LOL
Hope you like it anyways!
*I Do Not own Twilight or Vampire Diaries
I love you,
not maybe, not tomorrow, not someday,
Right now at this very moment, I've realized something,
I need you, I trust you, I admire you, I want you.
And you can be wrong most of the time, and we can fight and be mad at each other,
but nothing in this world can change the fact that
I love you
~Bella
I woke up from my nap and checked the time hoping I am not keeping my sisters from waiting. It was 2:00, One of them will be home in fifteen or twenty minutes.
It was feeling kind of stuffy so I decided to go outside for a walk.
The apartments we lived in were nice. As I walked I saw a tree with nice shade. I decided to go sit under it.
It's been a while since I got to do this. At Forks there were only those rare days. Here it's nice… I'm glad my sisters and I decided to move.
I closed my eyes and leaned my head back relaxing.
As i sat there my mind blank and relaxing, a thought popped into my head.
Our Birthday is on Friday.
Crap! How could I forget? I haven't even gotten presents for my sisters!
Well it's only Tuesday, and tomorrow I only have one class left and its in the a.m. so I will go after class tomorrow.
Is that why Alice planed to go to the club on Friday?
Most likely.
I laughed at myself for being so forgetful.
"What's so funny?" Someone asked me.
My eyes popped open quickly to a face I have not met.
"Uh, nothing much, just a thought." I said getting up.
"Oh. Well I believe we haven't met. Your new right?" The guy asked
"Yeah. Bella Swan. Came here from forks with my sisters." I said
He gave me a nice smile. He wasn't bad looking either. "I'm Riley." He said and stuck his hand out for me to shake. I shook his hand.
"Nice to meet you." I told him, giving him a smile back
"Back at you Bella" He told me. "You know in Italy, Bella means Beautiful?" Riley asked, or more like stated. And me being so stupid and shy I had to blush.
"Yeah, I guess." I said
"Well I think it fits perfectly with you." He said so sincerely. And I still kept my blush, except I could feel it showing up a little more…
"Your blush is a nice look on you." Riley said and lifted his hand to stroke my cheek so lightly.
But why did I have the sense that this was all wrong. Like a part of me did not want him telling me this stuff and stroking my cheek, but someone else.
I immediately figured out why...
Edward.
But as if he could hear my thoughts, I heard that sweet velvety voice I love and that I just admitted I loved.
"Bella" He said.
I turned to the direction his voice came from and saw him walking towards me.
"Uhm, Hi." I said not being able to talk anymore because he was really close. And being Edward he wrapped his arm around me.
"Edward." Riley said and then gave a light glare but turned back to me. "I guess I'll see you around Bella." He said and walked away.
I loved that Edward was here, with his arm around me, but I knew it wasn't right, because he shouldn't do that. I wasn't his for him to be doing that. As much as I want to be his, I'm not, so he has no right to come and ruin a chance for me to get a date or get over him.
I stepped out of his arm and looked at him.
"What was that?" I asked him a little fierce.
I may have admitted to myself that I have feelings for Edward in just a matter of days, but that doesn't mean it could change. And it doesn't mean he has to know because I know he will not stop being with a bunch of girls when he does find out. So might as well still be strong for myself.
"Well from what I know, Riley is a dick after you get to know him. don't think you want to go through that." He said like nothing.
"Well for your information, and keep it in your head, I can stick up for myself. I don't need someone to do it for me. Especially you, knowing the kind of guy you are." And with that I turned around and began to walk away hoping my sisters were home so we could get going and keep my mind away from what just happened.
~Edward
Damn she's hot when she's feisty like that.
And now I'm finding myself fucking turned on. Damn it.
But she is right. What did I do? What was that? Because in reality I have no fucking clue.
I Just saw her with Riley and I couldn't help what happened.
Especially when she began to blush, and he stroked her cheek.
Is that normal? I have never ever in any occasion acted out like that.
One moment I was just walking back to my apartment, I see her with Riley and the scene unfolding, and the next moment I am next to her with my arm wrapped around her. Like if I owned her.
And I will, eventually when I get her in bed because she will be the next girl wrapped around my finger to call when I need help with problems like my current situation with my dick. Except she will be more easier to get since she lives next door, and I think more frequent because she is just too hot.
But getting in bed with the girls doesn't really mean I own them either because I know damn well that they sleep with others.
The possessiveness I felt for Bella just now was something I have never felt in my entire life.
Sure when I was little for my toys and things, but never for a girl.
Its creeping me out.
But the thought of creeping myself out left in a flash when all I could feel was my throbbing dick.
Damn.
I really don't feel like calling none of the girls either.
Strange.
Again with the creepiness, but I have to fix my fucking throbbing self.
I don't really like making myself release, but I guess I'll do it today.
As I walked backed to my apartment I ran into Kate.
"Hey Edward" She purred, sexy like and looking at my hard shaft.
But for some other strange reason it did not make me harder. It didn't make me less horny, it just didn't change anything.
Whatever though, it's probably taking time to affect.
"Hey Kate." I said back in my sexy tone.
"You doing anything right now?" she asked, batting her lashes.
Still nothing!
"No. You want to come and hang out? My brothers are in class."
She giggled "Ok."
I began to walk with her behind me not bothering to wait for her. They still come anyways. Both ways I should add.
We went up to my room and I just decided to get to the point. Not bothering to do some talk.
"Hey Kate, I'm having a problem in my pants. Care to help?" I asked once again in a sexy tone.
She batted her lashes again. "Sure." she said and then stripped off her skirt and thong.
I pulled down my pants, and grabbed my hard wood slipping on a condom and pushed her on the bed, slipping inside her. Finally.
"Oh Edward." She said.
But it sounded different. Sounded like…
Bella.
"Edward…" She said. But it still sounded like Bella.
And that is what made my throbbing dick throb even more. Imagining Bella saying my name while I'm in her.
I started moving faster and deeper in Kate, but as I kept my eyes close… It was like if my eyes were open, but instead of looking like I'm fucking Kate, it was like if I was with Bella.
And god was the view amazing.
I groaned loudly and then Kate did the squeal thing she does every time she's coming which is what killed my Bella Imagination.
Knowing I was fucking Kate again made me come, and I didn't feel pleasure out of it. I felt better for my release, but not what I normally feel after I have sex with a chick.
"That was amazing." Kate said.
"Yeah." I said not even paying attention to what she was saying. I slid out of her and walked to the bathroom to dispose of the condom and pulled my boxers and pants up. "I just remembered I have to go somewhere Kate."
"Okay." she said looking confused and got up to pull he thong and skirt up.
"Call me." She said. Like always too. As if I don't get enough of those.
"Yeah, See you around." I said as she left.
I began to feel frustrated and tugged my hair.
What the fuck.
This is not normal of me. What the hell is going on with me!
Why did I only feel pleasure only thinking of Bella!
What is wrong with me!
No. Nothing is going on with me. I'm probably just getting sick, that's all. This normally happens when I'm going to get sick.
But what does Bella have anything to do with this? Why couldn't I get her out of my head during sex? What does that mean?
Again No. This means nothing. Bella will soon just be another girl for me to fuck like I said before.
A new stress, pleasure, relief fucking girl.
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