WHAT I'M GONNA SAY MIGHT MAKE YOU MAD. HOPEFULLY IT WON'T. MANY MONTHS HAVE PASSED SINCE I UPDATED THIS FANFIC. WE ALL KNOW WHAT'S GOING ON ON THE SHOW RIGHT NOW. SO I WAS THINKING I'D SKIP IT AND I'D CONTINUE WITH WHAT'S GOING ON ON THE SHOW - EMILY, WHO'S CONFUSED AND HER FEELINGS AND SHE CALLED PAIGE AND ALMOST SLIPPED THAT SHE LOVED HER. I DON'T WANT TO START A NEW FANFIC.

I HOPE YOU WON'T BE MAD AND THAT YOU WILL LIKE IT.

When Emily hang up the phone she started thinking.

'Oh my god… what was that? I almost said I love Paige? I don't even know who I love or what I want. This couldn't be worse! Whom do I love? That's a question I can't answer at this moment, what if I don't love anyone? I mean, I really like Paige and Alison? She's Alison, she's my first love, my first girl kiss, I will always have feelings for her. I can't stop it, it won't go away… How am I supposed to sort this out?'

Emily gasped. Got up from her bad and went to have a hot shower. When she finished, she brushed her teeth and went to bed. Instead of thinking about Alison or Paige she decided she'd read a book. Even thought she didn't want to think about neither of those girls, she picked a book called Great Expectation written by Charles Dickens. She remembered when Ali read her a few lines when they were at the school library before she went missing. She had put a piece of paper in between pages where the lines was. She opened the book where the paper was and read those lines - "I loved her against reason, against promise, against peace, against hope, against happiness, against all discouragement that could be." -

*Did Ali really loved me? Was she trying to tell me that her feelings were real? A few days ago she told me those kisses hadn't been just for practice. I couldn't help myself and I kissed her that night and actually she DID return those feelings. It was beautiful, I want to kiss her every time I see her but I can't! What if she's lying to us again, it's really hard to trust someone who's been lying as much as Alison. But those kisses, they didn't feel fake. I don't think she was lying about it. Oh, really? I'm thinking about Ali again!*

Emily closed the book and put it back on the shelf. She was thinking what else she could read when her eyes stopped on a book called Harry Potter and The Prisoner of Azkaban. Emily loved that book, she took it and went back on the bed. She'd began to read and within a few second she fell into wizarding world and forgot about Alison or Paige.

The next morning Emily woke up in a good mood, she went down to have breakfast and after that she went to pick up Alison from DiLaurentis' house. When Em arrived Alison was waiting for her outside of her house. She look gorgeous. Her hair was straight and she wore a black jacket with a white blouse and a skirt. Emily got out of the car. Alison smiled and approached her.

'Thank you for picking me up, Em. It really means a lot to me.' She touched her hand and continued 'I'm really scared these days and you're the only one I feel safe with. I hope I'm not bothering you with this.'

She went around the car and got in. Emily was already behind the wheel.

'It's fine, Ali. Really, I want to keep you safe. You've been gone for a long time and I don't want that to happen again.'

Ali smiled at Emily and Emily smiled back.

When they got to school they saw the rest of their group standing outside the building waiting for them. Aria was the one who said hi when Em and Ali got closer. They didn't have much time to talk because they'd be late for their classes. Em had a math class with Hanna and went with her, she waved at Ali and disappeared. Spencer walked Ali to her class and then went to her own - Physics. Aria went to see (guess who) Ezra.

At the lunch break they talked about normal stuff. Nothing special. When they were leaving the table Hanna asked Ali if she could have a word with her….

After school Emily was dropping Alison off at her house.

' What did Hanna tell you? I saw you two talking…' Asked Emily.

' Oh, she apologised for last night and I asked her if I could crash at her house for a few days. My dad's going away, but I don't want to go with him and he wouldn't let me be in the house by myself and to be honest I wouldn't want to be alone.'

' You should've told me! I would ask my mom. I'm sure she'd say yes. -Er, I think she would… Why didn't you tell me anything?'

' Em, please, don't take this personally, but I wouldn't want to be in your house. Your mom, I like her, but it looks like she doesn't like me that much and she's way different. I'm sure Hanna's mom'd let me stay there.'

' Okay…'

When Em dropped Ali off she went straight home. When she got home she checked her phone if she didn't have any new message, but she didn't. Paige hasn't texted or called her back. She turned her phone off, went upstairs to her room, opened the Harry Potter book and started to read….