We both sit up straight and take a moment to get lost in each other's eyes. I try to take in the last few moments of my purity, knowing that it will be gone in an instant. We both move to the middle of the bed where we meet with a kiss. He sits between my legs and I sit between his. I then get on my knees so I am in a position to sink down on to him. I place my hands on his shoulders and he takes hold of my hips. "On the count of four", I tell him. I start off by saying one then he says two, I say three, I look him in the eyes one more time when he says,"Four." I drop down onto him roughly, hoping I can get through the small pain that I know will come quickly. The pain is gone in seconds and I marvel knowing he is actually inside me. "Tris", he moans. "Tobias", I breathe back. Then suddenly I am pulling and thrusting my hips into his length. At first, we move slowly, making this monumental moment as romantic and intimate as feeling of him within me overwhelms me with pleasure. As he moves his hips with mine I enjoy the sensation of him rubbing my walls with his length all the while hitting my sensitive bud in the process. I take his face into my hands and kiss him roughly as we move. I press my forehead to his as we breathe heavily together as one, savoring our closeness. It is in that moment when I realize how much I truly love him. I lean bring my hands behind me and lean back on them so I can get more leverage. I slide my hips forward and backward while we continue to crash into each other. I am reaching the end, and so is he. In the last few moments, I wrap my arms around his neck as he holds me close to him. I rest my head on his shoulder as we move until finally, it happens. I scream his name at the top of my lungs and he screams mine as we hit our climax. I spill onto him and he spills into me. We break apart and enfold ourselves into each other's arms. Not wanting to ever let go.