Alice's POV
I didn't think my tears could come to an end and so far I was right, I didn't have enough strength inside of me to stop. I didn't know how long I had been crying like this for but right now I didn't exactly care. Jasper was still here, patient with me as always, rubbing my back, trying everything he could without using his power to comfort me. I had to admit, having him around made everything better, no matter what the situation. He was my shoulder to cry on when things got tough, my protector when things got rough, my lover… my everything. I didn't know what I would do without him.
Finally the tears succumbed enough for me to whisper, but when I tried to talk properly it came out scratchy and rough. It hurt a lot.
"Jazz?" I whispered roughly, knowing he would hear me.
"I'm here, how are you, darlin'?" Jasper asked cautiously, afraid about sending me over the edge again.
"Why did they hate me Jasper? I mean what have I ever done wrong? It's not my fault im such a freak is it?" I shook in on his lap, tears threatening to overflow again.
"No Lis! Never say that about yourself! You are a beautiful, caring and amazing wife, I wouldn't wish for anybody better to spend my entire life with. I couldn't stand to be without you and I don't plan on doing that anytime. Anyway it's your parent's fault that they sent you away and mistreated you all those years ago, they've missed out on a huge and truly magnificent part of their lives and I pity them." Jasper told me, shocked at my question.
"Are you entirely sure about that? I mean look at me! I'm no beauty now am I? I look horrible!"
"Lis!" Jasper gasped, his voice breaking a little bit, "What did I say? Don't ever say that about yourself! This is only a phase in your pregnancy love, soon enough we'll changed you back like we did with Bella and then I'll have two beautiful girls two look after." Jasper laughed, stroking the peak at the top of my stomach.
"Jazz you always know how to make me feel better," I laughed, kissing his hand. "You're going to make the most perfect father in the world, even better than Edward was!"
"HEY! If you weren't a pregnant human I would come up and get you right now!" Edward shouting, a hint of teasing laced in his voice.
"Aww, you know I mean well Edward!" I smiled; stretching my arms in an effort to loosen up a bit, sensing what I was going to do Jasper moved me so my feet were on the floor. "Ok this should be fun," I smiled moving my feet in a slow, rhythmic motion.
Suddenly I heard a muffled ripping sound in the centre of my body, pain shot through my whole body as my knees gave way. Acting quickly Jasper grabbed me before I could hit the ground, pain shot across his features as his eyes unfocused. I heard him faintly shout Carlisle's name but my world was starting to turn black around me.
I screamed a gurgled, choking sound, cut off by blood pouring out of my mouth and staining the carpet… this was too soon!
Alice Cullen x
