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Previously…I stopped when my skin was red and scratched I still felt dirty I was shocked to see what James had carved into my shoulder it was

his name he branded me.

"Emmett" I said into the phone

"Yea lil sis"

"My friend is out of the hospital she made a full recovery" I said

"That's great" Emmett said

"Yea see you soon" I said then hung up the phone

I got on a plane and went to Alaska instead of going straight home I went to the bar I drunk about 15 shots before I got cut off by the people that worked there I was wasted. I drove home and I opened the door to the apartment and tripped being drunk really doesn't help the uncorridenated but I felt cool hands catch me Edward I cringed at his touch.

"Get the fuck away f-from me" I slurred

"Bella are you drunk?" Edward asked

"No but I um I am a stupid slut" I said

"No you're not Bella" Edward said

"Emmett she's wasted" Edward shouted across the room to Emmett Emmett carried me to my room and I was screaming don't fucking touch me the whole way there.

"Emmett you're really really tall" I slurred

"Ok Bellsy how much did you have to drink?" Emmett asked

"I'm such a whore don't listen to anything I say ok" I said not slurring

"No Bells you're not a whore but Lauren is" Emmett joked that's the last thing I heard before the darkness took over. I had a flash back to what happened in my dream I woke up screaming and screamed into the pillow. I had a huge hang over holy crap I felt like dirt. I went to the store and bought two bottles of Vodka and chugged them both.

I went to my apartment and nobody was there through my drunken haze I wrote a song called Poor Thing(AN: Not written by Bella written by producers of degrassi)

It happens to other people. You say, "How sad." You say, "Poor thing."

When it's you, it's something else

It's everything

You'll never believe the nightmares

You'll never know the pain you caused

You'll never see the scars you left

The things you stole, everything I lost

You took my body

Tore it in half

You took my childhood

My heart and my laugh

You took everything I kept for myself

Then you're gone

I'm not your poor thing

I went to the kitchen and passed out. When I awoke from my horrible dream I went down stairs to see Emmett in deep conversation with Edward.

"Holy crap I have a huge hangover" I said I saw Emmett holding my fake id and he cut it up into a million pieces.

"What the fuck?" I said

"Sorry Bells it's for your own good" Emmett said

"Fuck you" I told Emmett and he looked hurt but I could care less I went to my room while everyone went to Emmett's apartment.

Whoa thanks for all of the reviews the next chapter will be Edwards POV