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Thank-you so much for everyone who reviewed and sorry it was not that fast but still quite fast compared to my usual. The replies where a tad late I know but I was at a party and may have had one too many drinks so couldn't reply till the morning (sad times). Once again can I apologize for the whole Tasha/ Tanya thing I'm seriously such an idiot but I will try and double check it but it probably won't still work haha!

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Chapter 9.

'I SAID STOP' Tasha screamed pulling me and Dimitri apart! I felt my lips part from Dimitri's and it was like a bubble popped form around us and we were back to normal. I felt dreadful, nervous, but happiness. Although I wasn't sure what feelings where mine and what were Dimitri's!

I looked around the faces of my friends and saw shock to happiness. Lissa was beaming at me as if she finally understood the world and realized it all in that second. Christian was halfway between smug and confused which was not an attractive look on anyone! Eddie looked shocked as well as Mia.

Tasha was glaring at both me and Dimitri while we all sat in a very awkward silence. I sneaked a look at Dimitri from the corner of my eye who looked like he was having a mini battle in his head. I looked down as if I was ashamed and slowly let myself slip into his head.

I felt confusion hit me first.

Why did that feel so right? Because I like you.

Did Rose like me? Yes.

What about Tasha? Forget that stupid witch!

He looked at me and felt guilty as he saw my down cast form and then glanced at Tasha who was looking heartbroken, upset and angry. I/Dimitri stood up.

'Can we talk out Tasha?' She nodded and I followed her out.

I slipped back into my own head feeling there are only so many private conversations I can interrupt and I was still not powerful enough to stay in Dimitri's head much longer. I looked around the room at my friends who were all just staring at me open mouthed. No one wanted to speak first or knew what to say.

'Why didn't you tell me?' Lissa asked sounding happy but a tad offended.

'I didn't tell anyone Lis, I mean I guess I didn't even know. I've always liked Dimitri but never knew he felt the same way I guess. I'm so sorry I didn't tell you but there wasn't much to tell really.' I said looking down and sad hoping that made sense in some language.

We sat once again in silence everyone processing my answer. The silence was interrupted by the voices from outside getting louder.

'WHAT DO YOU THINK YOU ARE DOING?' I could her Tasha scream through the door. While she was shouting loud enough for everyone to hear loud and clear, Dimitri was still speaking in a relatively normal tone. Always, trust Dimitri to be the calm one, it took alot for Dimitri to shout.

'THEN WHY WHERE YOU MAKING OUT WITH ROSE IN FRONT OF ME'...'I DON'T CARE IF IT WAS A DARE' I looked down ashamed and then up at Christian who was looking at me with a guilty expression. I would love to say this was his entire entire fault but it wasn't he just thought it would be fun between friends, he didn't know.

The screaming and shouting continued as my heart sunk lower and lower, only the other day Dimitri was telling me how happy he was with Tasha, and now I went and ruined it. The screaming became quieter and I got up to go apologize to both of them as I got closer I stopped.

'Do you love her Dimitri?' Tasha asked sounding heartbroken. I waited with baited breath. Both my heart and hers on the line, but there was no reply.

'Do you?' I heard Tasha press. It felt like no one moved, the whole world stopped.

'I don't know' Dimitri finally conceded 'she's my best friend and now this has confused everything.'

'Thank-you' I heard Tasha whisper before she ran off. It took all the courage I had but I opened the door and came face to face with Dimitri.

At first neither of us knew what to say I mean what do you say to someone who I think just broke up with their long term girlfriend because they just kissed their best friend?

'I'm sorry' I started 'about you and Tasha; I didn't mean to come between you.' He looked up at me and I got lost in those brown eyes.

'You didn't' he whispered 'we let both of our feelings come in the way.'

I looked up at him; did that mean he had feelings for me?

'Our feelings?' I asked.

He paused 'I don't think that was a kiss shared between friends Rose, and you certainly weren't treating it like one' He said raising an eyebrow at me.

'No' I whispered. 'So where does this leave us?'

'I don't know, as I said to Tasha, I don't understand, do you like me?'He asked.

I felt my heart speed up and everything still, what did I say the truth or another lie?

'Yes Dimitri' I said looking down and leaving, knowing that his answer was never going to be the same as mine. How could he like me after everything I've done? I ran until I reached the edge of the forest still in the boundary line and just sat under a tree and started to let the tears flow. I was a coward, I ran but I couldn't stand to be rejected by the man I love.

'Why did you run?' said a voice form behind me, I jumped and turned around seeing Dimitri standing there. Stupid Dhampir being faster than us!

'Because it's easier that way' I said.

'Why?' He questioned.

'Because then you don't have to reject me.' I said the tears still falling. He was getting closer with every question.

'And why would I do that?' He was next to me now.

'Because you don't like me back' I sobbed.

'Who said I didn't?' he asked and leaned down and placed a gentle kiss on my lips.

So cute!

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Hope you all had a good Easter, unfortunately I have to go back to school next week which is very depressing and then have exams coming up!

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