Insomnia

By: Grey Wolf

Dedicated to: To my reviewers

Disclaimer: JK. Rowling is the genius behind Harry Potter. She's probably have kittens if she knew what I have her characters do, hehe but then this isn't as bad as the other slash/yaoi stories out there. Hehe if you think this is bad and gross you haven't seen anything yet.

Note: mmm.  Okay I'm sorry I haven't written a new chapter in awhile, I had writer's block plus I have a new boy friend and I spend most my time emailing and chatting to him lately, he lives very far away. If I could bitch-slap myself and then say "bad self" I would but I hurt easily so I'm not even gonna try. 

This one is temporary and will be replaced with a beta read one soon

Lets have Ron talk to Remus and Sirius about his feelings. Sirius's POV and a little Remus & Sirius slash, just for fun.


Part 9

It had been a nice and quite day. I had woken with Remus curled up next to me and  I had reluctantly left him to prepare him  a very late breakfast. He had been so cute where he had curled himself into a ball with the pillows turned horizontal as he held onto them. He had the blissful look of sleep on his face, obscured only by his light-brown hair that fell gently into his face.

I had pulled on a simple pare of muggle jeans and t-shirt and had set to frying him up some eggs, bacon and toast. I set the table and poor some orange juice into two glasses. When he came down 20 minutes later, still in his pajama bottoms and his hair all meshed up he was greeted by the smell of breakfast and smiled.

"I love you" he said as he wrapped his arms around my waist and kissed me gentle. As we pulled a part for air I bought my lips to his ear and whispered "I love you too" before I kissed his neck. It was when I pulled away that I saw Ron standing there, eyes wide and round and mouth open.

Remus must have felt me tense because he turned around and blushed. Unable to say anything I smiled widely, much like an idiot would, and said "hi Ron care for some breakfast?" At this Remus punched me in the shoulder and went upstairs to change. He came back moments later dressed much the same as I was.

It was then and only then that Ron broke down and started crying, babbling on through his tears. "They kidnapped Harry, Voldemort, and I'll never see him again, he's gonna be killed if we don't do something, please you have to help me we have to do something! We can't let Harry die, I can't live without him, I love him…" and with that he sank down in a nearby chair.

His face was in his hands and his shoulders shook as his body rocked with his sobs. My heart was broken by just looking at him cry and I knew what he felt like, for I felt the same for Remus.

I knelt down before him and looked up at Remus. He held out his hand and I took it, drawing strength, love and comfort from our bond. I hope that someday Ron and Harry would share a similar bond.

I took a deep breath and then spoke "I know you love Harry, I saw you kiss him." He looked up at me in shock and then saw Remus' and my hands intertwined. I smiled at him and with my free hand gave his knee a squeeze. "We know how you feel, we'll try our best to get him back" Remus said and I knew whatever came I could always rely on Remus, I only wish Ron and Harry could have the same.