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Mmkay so before I start I first wanna announce something
I will be writing a couple more fics I want you guys to check out!
First fic is to be called stars. Its about when the cullens meet some strange new visitors! Ive been working on the concept for a long time so this one willl be good! It will come out some time in the next two weeks! Watch out for that
The second fic IS NOT TWILIGHT but it is ROMEO AND JULIET. Now normally I wouldn't read any other books but I had the best fic thought up for this play since im doing it for school! Even if you didn't read the play you can read the fic (:
And the third is drum roll please…..LORD OF THE FLIES. (im sure many of you have either heard about it or have read it in school) I know what you are all thinking "ew school books" trust me im the last person on earth to like long books let alone SCHOOL ones. But this one was good. ( boys stranded on an island..hot) its about three girls who get stuck in the mishap and romance (: mrroow its gonna be good! So please guys if you've read any of the above check them out kay?
Alright sorry for the long authors note. READ AND REVIEW LOVLEYS!
I MUST BE GAY.
JASPER POV (many days after)
I must be gay, I really must be because I could no longer see girls faces. I think Jacob told me about it. He told me his friend sam had fallen for this girl Emily and ever since then he couldn't see faces
No, its not some crazy disease. I had already crossed that. But as soon as I took a fresh stroll down the street the next day, I knew there was something wrong as some hot girls passed me by and not ONE of them caught my attention. That's when I remember Jacobs words to me, which he had repeated to us only last night
" remember sam?"
"yeah, the tall, cool guy" I responded
"yeah, well remember his girlfriend Emily? You know I think I understand that now"
I looked at him with a confused face
"I mean, I understand how he says no girl ever tempted him again. When im with nessie i…I don't see their faces. The girls faces, I mean. I don't notice them. I only have eyes for Renesmee" he admitted sheepishly
of course we all laughed at him. Threw popcorn at him, but I never understood what he meant until this morning.
I had probably looked mental to those poor girls. Trying to look at their faces like any psychopath, wide skeptical eyes never leaving them, my mouth mumbling unintelligible things.
There was only one reason I couldn't see them.
Alice
I hadn't realized I saw her face in every girl when I stopped at the daisy mart for a red bull, when I almost grabbed the shoulders of the girl beside me because her hair was the same colour. But I realized soon enough it had been my foolish delusion. Her hair had been blonde
Horrified I ran out of the store and into the neighboring beach and carefully watched as girls passed me by. But I couldn't tell if they were pretty, or different, or old or young. I could only see the things that resembled alice. Some had her ink black hair, some had her creamy green eyes, others her puffy lips, sometimes I even noticed the shape of ears!
These resemblances kept me from seeing the girls.
Kept my mind seeing alice.
I knew it would be about time to panic but I didn't. I kept quite and when I got home and the guys asked me about my run I only muttered a sad "good". I got to my room and immediately scribbled what I had seen In my notebook and hid it again under my laundry. I felt a little bit better for writing it down but not fully satisfied
"HEYY" Emmett bursted through the door and I shrieked like a little girl
"wwoah don't. do. That" I warned grasping my thumping chest
"yeah well the girls are here. We're going to the mall alice wants to try out bikinis or something? I dunno but I get to talk to Rosalie"
"alice? Bikinis…now?" I choked
"uh yah"
"oh……kay?"
we all ran downstairs. I threw on fresh new clothes and my drakkar noir cologne.
For alice. But shhhh….dont tell…..
For a week now I had managed to be a friend to alice. Surprisingly though she kept coming closer and I avoided it. I tried as hard as I could and id come home after to record my day. Write what I wanted to say one moment, explain what she did ect…
"HOP IN!" alice called from the door of the canary yellow porsche. Behind her was Rosalie and bella with a red BMW.
I gulped as alice first came into view. Her hair was in its spiky glory, black as a ravens feathers. Her pastel green eyes sparkled with her pink dusted lids. Her golden skin was shimmering under the toasty light of the high noon sun. she wore a baby pink pleaded micro mini skirt and a tight long sleeved black shirt with a very low neckline. she had a mangle of golden necklaces and wore black riding boots. Her body swayed like a painting. Her lips in perfect proportion as she smiled an alluring one.
my heart faltered and made loud embarrassing thump sounds.
"what are you doing there standing like a moron? HOP IN!" alice shouted to me, I had no words for her only a frazzled and out of my mind dazzled look. Nessie snickered from the back seat and Jacob shook his head.
I did as I was told. And drove to the mall on the passenger seat in silence, trying not to look her directly in the eye..
Mean while freaking Romeo and Juliet in the back were flirting so much it was sickening.
" WOW JACOB" Renesmee laughed
" I LIKE DOGS!" he wailed happily as he stared at the Labrador in the next car
"not even gonna say it" nessie snickered some more
they fought a bit and suddenly they were real quite as his hands were around her back holding her back from hitting. Theyre eyes sparkled and theyre lips moving closer.
We all knew they had kissed, but they always denied it.. all the freakin time…
"just kiss her you idiot" I muttered really low. They stopped. Renesmee looked away embarrassed and Jacob sat back down, arms crossed sticking his tounge out at me
alice looked at me for a brief second her eyes furrowed as if she was angry
then let out a frustrated "ha.."
though I wanted to know what that was so bad I didn't ask about it once.
We eventually made it to the mall. Unharmed. Undisturbed. UN HAPPY.
But ignoring that we got out of the car and headed towards the other stop meet up at alices favourite stores
We walked around the malls hefty halls with hordes of happy people. we passed ice cream shops,baby clothes stores, fashion stores…wal mart. Ect… the loud splashing of the various fountains was the malls soundtrack
"where to shortie?" Jacob said casually strolling by nessie and alices side. His arm securely around nessie.
HOW I ENVIED HIM
Alice concentrated a bit then let out a gasp
"QUICK TO FOREVER 21!" she ran as fast as she could with us tailing behind
forever 21 was the kind of store girls got sucked in for hours. Even guys strolled by once in a while because there wasn't one girl who disliked the place. Good place to meet girls. If only I could see them.
"what are you doing?!" nessie asked at a frantic alice
"I had a vision" she said simply and ran off
Renesmee shook her head and explained our mental questions
"she thinks she gets visions"
" the future?" Jacob wrinkled his nose
"yeah…"
"weird"
I didn't speak but my face creased an amused smile. Alice never failed to amuse me. heck, she never failed to amuse anyone even edward! Who was simply very stubborn.
The more to loveI thought annoyed and hopeless
"dude" a voice breathed down my neck I let out a yelp before realizing Emmett had arrived along side Rosalie, bella and edward.
"CHILL!" Emmett spoke even louder as Rosalie slapped his arm playfully. He caught her hand and kissed it mockingly.
I rolled my eyes in disgust and began to walk away
I found Jacob leaning on a pillar beside the changing room.
"theyre in there" he said before I even asked
that's when alice emerged
her slim body swayed towards me. my mouth hung open like an idiot.
She wore a micro mini black dress. Tight as paint on her body. Two big straps held the dress together and the neckline was low but decent. The piece was completed with a bow on the top of her chest.
Too much alice Over load!
What was I to do! my fingers ached to grab her. my eyes bulged and my lips twitched.
WHAT DO I DO?
Maybe Jacob could help?
Fat chance, Jacob was drooling over renesmee
"so jacob? What do ya think?" nessie asked
"urm, eh? You are…you… no wait. *deep breathe* argh gah nirpehdhjadjk?"
"uh thanks"
alice was still staring at me impatiently
"so what do you think?"
WHAT DO I THINK? SKBDHGILASFBAISU
"urmahfka" I mumbled
"what?"
"you look beautiful !"
YES THAT'S IT THAT'S WHAT I WANTED TO SAY.
Too bad it wasn't me saying it
Alice turned to the voice who seemed to be coming from edward
He approached alice and put an arm over her.
"sister" he said with a sweet smile
Alice looked up at him a little upset yet flattered. " thanks bro" she whispered looked at me one last time but my mouth was glued shut.
" and nessie! Far too revealing young lady" edward grumbled and I realized I hadn't even noticed nessie yet.
I turned around as she muttered a sarcastic "thanks dad"
nessie looked beautiful with her canary yellow summer dress, but as usual edward disapproved of it , saying he felt the need to protect her.
whatever the hell that meant.
The day went by the same, I said stupid things which Edward or Rosalie would save me from and alice kept giving me looks I couldn't decipher.
Its until we reached that store I hit rock bottom
"bikin city" I breathed out as we entered the bathing suit clad store
everyone except me and alice seemed to enjoy this. Renesmee had mischief in her eyes as she dragged a very happy Jacob along. Edward kept looking angrily at Jacob and kept losing himself in bellas eyes as she blushed. And Emmett and Rosalie snickered.
I walked besides alice with my hands in my pockets. Who knows what would happen if they were out in the open.
Alice shuffled beside me, eyes on the ground. Some times we would talk like the best of friends but if the topic got to…intimate, we'd stop.
And the bikin store.
Was a major stop sign
The girls ran around the store insisting they didn't have enough bikinis when we knew theyre closets were the size of Switzerland.
Us guys stayed outside talking about things. Emmett about stupid stuff no one cared about Jacob about anything edward about himself.
How boring.
Gasps where heard when the four girls stepped out
Bella in thick purple and white two piece.
Rosalie in a gold two piece
Renesmee in black and pink checkered two piece
And alice.
Dear god
Dear lord
A skimpy diamond black and red bikini
I got a long glimpse of her and I couldn't stand it anymore.
"umm guys I think im gonna go get a coffee at star bucks" I mumbled quickly and got out before I could hear an okay.
I scurried through the crowd mumbling and stumbling. Trying to find star bucks was harder than it seemed ten minutes ago,
After some time passed I managed to get inside a coffee shop of unknown origin and sit down. I held onto my thumping heart like there was no tomorrow
I took my hands and rubbed then on my face holding back chokes
I cannot do this anymore. I cant be her friend when theres obviously something more than that, more than friendship more than a relationship. She was my other half. My best friend and love interest.
I want her
I need her
I love her
As I mumbled chokes and tears an old waitress can up to me.
"do you want something hun?" she said in a thick new york accent
"alice" I mumbled
"whats that?"
"erm uh a green tea please?"
"right away" she said and flitted off
I moaned annoyed.
ALICE
I cried in my head
I want you
I cried again and again
"Why cant I have you?!" I said out loud as the old waitress came back to my table holding the tea she placed it on the table and gave me a weird look before walking off
"Ugh" I banged my head on the table. Took a sip of the relaxing tea and hit my head again.
"well well well"
a very familiar voice said from behind
"jasper whitlock" it said in a sing song voice
I turned around and saw my visitor.
