I'm back with another update, I've been on a long writing hiatus but now I'm back.

Shawn's point of view

I woke up the next morning somehow managing to have made it to my bed the night before. The sun that shined through my white curtains only made my headache worse, I closed my eyes, trying to go back to sleep but I couldn't. The beeping of my answering machine only added to the noise. I looked over and saw Hunter sitting up in the bed next to me, he was fully dressed in his black suit. He was looking down at the pregnancy test I had neglected to discard of.

"You're pregnant." was all he said to me. I sat up and studied him trying to gauge his next move.

"Why didn't you tell me?"

"What do you mean, I couldn't tell you Hunter because you're never here. I don't want to have a baby knowing one day I could lose you" by now, Shawn was crying. Hunter, was overwhelmed by a sudden wave of guilt. He reached out to Shawn consuming him in a comforting embrace.

"Angel, I would never turn you away. Do you realize how much I love you? You're carrying my baby so you and I are connected whether you like it or not." Shawn looked up at Hunter, staring into the eyes, seeing the man he fell in love with in high school.

He leaned up capturing Hunter's lips in his own. The kiss was soft and gentle yet intense. He reached down and laced his hands with Hunter's, moaning into the kiss. Shawn layed back down on the bed. Hunter leaned down and continued the kiss, undressing Shawn in the process. He parted his lips with the blonde to begin to suck on his neck, it would sure leave a mark for the world to see but Hunter didn't care. He began to kiss his way down Shawn's body stopping at his stomach and smiling before placing a light kiss on it. Hunter placed a hand on either side of Shawn's waist, as he pulled down his jeans leaving the blond in only his underwear.

The bulge there was evident even in the dark room. Hunter took this opportunity to undress himself, before capturing Shawn's mouth with a kiss. "Hunter, I want you to fuck me." Hunter shuddered at the lust in Shawn's request. He reached down and removed the artists boxers before grasping Shawn's member eliciting a moan from the blond.

Hunter kissed his way down Shawn's body, stopping only to take Shawn into his mouth. "Ahhh please…more," he begged. Hunter licked and sucked hard on Shawn's length, his teeth grazing his sensitive member for added pleasure – or at least he hoped it was. Shawn seemed to like this very much, his fingers tightening in Hunter's hair. Hunter hummed softly, taking Shawn deeper into his mouth until he could feel drops of his cum leaking down his throat. He moved away, smiling from the sound of Shawn's whimpers.

"I'll let you cum beautiful, but you'll do it with me." Hunter licked his fingers inserting them into the blonde. He jumped then groaned welcoming the intrusion.

"Now…please take me," he begged.

"I don't want to hurt you."…

"Just do it. I…I need it."

Hunter spread his legs, thrusting inside of him. "Oh…fuck…tight…so, so tight. Shawn I might explode." Shawn arched his back slowly moving under Hunter until he finally took control. Hunter bit down on Shawn's neck, thrusting faster and harder inside of him.

Shawn clung to him, begging him to let him cum. "Hunter...Hunter please..."

"Not yet…not yet…fuck! You're so good…" Hunter moved to kiss his lips one last time before his hips finally bucked.

"Oh God...now Shawn…"

One final thrust sent them both to climax. Hunter spilled himself inside of him, collapsing on top of him. It took him a minute to pull out being that he rather enjoyed his position but he knew he couldn't, for the safety of the baby. Shawn fell asleep, wrapped in Hunter's strength, whispering words of love to him as they drifted off.

Flashback

"Shawn I don't usually do this but...I really like you...and I was wondering if maybe you'd want to make this official." Hunter shoved his hand further into his pockets, fumbling with the lose change as he nervously spoke. Shawn looked up at the blonde unable to hide the grin he possessed.

"You want to be my boyfriend?"

"Um.. yeah I guess I do...So what do you say?"

"I say-"Shawn leaned up, wrapping a hand around Hunter's neck, bringing him closer. Their lips locked in a soft kiss.

"Shawn...I love you." Hunter admitted, surprising both blondes. Shawn placed a hand on Hunter's cheek, "I love you too."

Present Day

Shawn's point of view

Bret really left me. I can't believe he'd really leave the way he did. I didn't mean to hurt him, I really did love him but I do have a baby to look out for. Hunter and I are supposed to be together and no matter how many times he cheats or we argue, I know that he loves me. And I think I love him too.

Bret's point of view.

Bret sat nearly falling off the bar stool, raven hair falling over his eyes, a drink in his trembling hand.

"Hey man, how's it going?" Paul said as he approached Bret. He motioned for a beer to the bartender.

"They just buried Owen how are you holding up?" Paul asked, taking a swig of his heineken. "I couldn't even bring himself to get out of bed to even go." he explained finishing off the rest of his drink. His heart broke into a million different pieces again; He still couldn't get over Owen dying the way he did. And then having to deal with Shawn.

Shawn.

Ok, maybe he overreacted a little, but Shawn put both of their lives in danger by not telling him.

"How about you and Shawn how are you guys doing?" Bret snarled in disgust.

"We're done with."

"Why, man? I mean, you guys seemed like you were enjoying each other."

"Lets just say we wanted different things." Paul grabbed the freshly open beer from Bret causing Bret's eyes to shoot up.

"What the hell-"

"Bret you're not going to allow your ego and pride get in the way of this one. Call him."

"No, you can't-"

"Yes I can and I am." Paul interrupted handing Bret his phone. Bret reluctantly grabbed a hold of the phone dialing the number he had come to memorize. After some time and still no answer, Bret wanted to hang up when he heard the voice of his former lover.

"Yes." Shawn says trying to ward off Hunter. Doing the exact opposite

Slowly and with great pressure, Hunter moves his hand up. It's now in between Shawn's legs. His eyes close when Hunter pushes his thumb against the crotch seam of his jeans. Shawn swallows hard trying to listen to the man on the other end.

"Yeah…um Shawn it's me, Bret."

"Hi, I really can't talk right now."

"Well I wanted to apologize."

"Can we please talk about this tomorrow?"

Hunter is becoming annoyed at the person on the other end, wondering haven't they noticed the quieting of Shawn's voice? He's practically breathing his responses now. Doesn't he have a fucking clue what's going on?

"Mhm"

Hunter bends his head in to lick at the skin exposed between the waistband of Shawn jeans and the hem of his t-shirt as he pulls the denim pants down Shawn's legs. Without hesitation, Shawn threads his fingers into Hunter's hair and digs his nails into his scalp.

Wanting Shawn's undivided attention

He takes Shawn's cock into his mouth.

"Fuck! Hunter!"

Hunter yanks the phone out of his hands and click it shut.

"Hunter, goddammit, I was on the phone!"

Hunter scoffs. "Not anymore you're not."

Bret looks at the phone in disgust. He couldn't believe that Shawn had moved on so fast.

"What happened bro?"

"It's done, over. I lost him for good."