I do not own Twilight; I just play with the characters.

BPOV

I woke up to the smell of wet dirt in my nose. My body was hurting and opened my eyes. I didn't understand why I was looking at the trunk of a tree. I sat up and brushed the dirt off of my cheek and looked around. I took me a minute to remember what was going on.

I used the trunk for support and got to my feet, brushing myself off. I didn't think that I had been lying there long because the scrape on my hand was still moist with blood. I looked around, making sure that no one was following me, and started making my way through the forest.

Hopefully no one had noticed that I was missing yet. But they could at any minute so I quickened my pace, using the trees to keep my balance. My head was still spinning slightly but I ignored it. I had to hurry, Jacob could wake up any second and I knew that as soon as he noticed me missing that he would start searching.

When he realizes that I went into the woods then he would change into a wolf and I would have no chance of out running him. Some how I had to get to my house, grab some clothes and my secret stash of money, get my truck and drive as far away from here as possible.

Ugh, how was I going to manage that though? I didn't even know where I was or what direction I was headed in. I looked around again and I saw nothing but trees so I tried to listen. All I could hear was my feet breaking sticks and making a kind of squishing sound on the wet ground. I stopped, closed my eyes, held my breath and listened as hard as I could. Nothing but birds and the trees rustling in the breeze.

My lungs started to ache so I breathed again and started running for a little while longer before I stopped and tried again. I did this about three times before I heard a familiar sound. It was faint but I could hear the sound of tires rolling on wet pavement to my right. I adjusted my direction and ran as fast as my weakened body would allow.

Before I knew it, I broke through the trees on the edge of a highway. I looked both ways and saw nothing. I sighed; I guess that's what happens when you live in a place that is so sparsely populated. I picked a direction and started jogging down the road. I couldn't have been going for no more than five minutes before I saw a red car coming towards me. I knew that I shouldn't do it but I stuck out the thumb of my right hand.

Ever since I could remember my parents have always told me not to take rides from strangers.

"You never know, it could be a murderer," my mom would always say.

Hmm... if I could only be that lucky.

The red car slowed and pulled up beside me. A kind faced woman leaned over the seat and smiled at me.

"Are you alright honey?"

I bent down and smiled back, it took a lot of effort.

"No, my car broke down a ways back and my cell phone didn't get service so I couldn't call for help. Would it be possible for me to get a ride from you?" I lied.

"Sure hop in."

I opened the door and jumped in the passenger side.

"Where are you headed?" she asked looking at my clothes and then to my bare feet. I had to come up with a believable explanation.

"Well, I just got off work at the hospital and I was heading home to Forks when my stupid car just quit on me. Then my phone wouldn't work so I started walking and I stepped into a deep mud hole and lost my shoes. It's been a really bad day so far," I sighed.

Hopefully this would explain everything good enough to keep her from getting suspicious. She made a u-turn in the road and headed down the highway. Well at least I was headed in the right direction anyway.

"You look too young to be working at a hospital," she replied, not in a suspicious way but in complimentary way.

"Well, actually I am. I'm in college and we have to complete so many hours in a hospital setting to get the credits," Wow I was getting better at this lying thing.

"Oh, I hope you do well. Do you like it?" she asked.

"Yes Ma'am but its hard work," I replied.

"Oh my, how rude of me. My name is Dawn."

"Heather," I smiled, it was the first thing that came to mind. I couldn't tell her my real name because I knew that my dad would be posting it on every radio show, all over the papers and on every news broadcast.

We drove through the outskirts of town and Dawn asked, "Where to?"

I gave her directions to my house and had her stop a few houses down in case my dad was home. She pulled the car to the curb and stopped.

"Thank you so much. If you wait here I'm sure my dad will give you gas money for you trouble," I knew she wouldn't accept it, she was too nice.

"No, no dear, this was my good deed for the day," she smiled.

I jumped out of the car, smiled and waved at her as she drove away. I waited till she was out of sight and started towards my house. I looked at my driveway and it was empty.

Oh no, my truck must still be at Jacobs house. Now what was I going to do?

I grabbed the key from under the eave and ran up to my room. I pulled my duffle bag out of my closet and threw it on my bed. I walked over to my dresser and started grabbing whatever I could get my hands on, making sure that I grabbed the rolled up sock with all of my secret money stash.

I returned to my bed and started shoving things in my bag. I knew that I didn't have much time so I just shoved everything in as fast as I could. I pulled my money out of the sock and started counting it. I hope I had enough for a cab and maybe a bus ticket. I couldn't just go to La Push and get my truck because I was sure to get caught then.

"Going somewhere?" a husky voice called form behind me.

I jumped and turned to see Jacob leaning against my door. His arms were folded across his bare chest, hands shaking and his face... I had never seen his face like that. His eyes were narrowed, almost closed, his lips pressed tight together, brow furrowed. I almost didn't recognize him, he scared me.

"J-Jacob," I squeaked.

"Bella, what the hell do you think you are doing?" he asked, his voice shaking with anger.

"Umm..." I didn't know what to say.

I started trembling, my heart pounded in my chest. I had never been afraid of Jacob before but now I was suddenly terrified.

"Jake, I'm sorry. I have to go..." he came towards me in such a way that I put my arms up defensively.

He jerked the money out of my hand and grabbed my wrist roughly.

"Give that back!" I winced as he tightened his grip on my wrist.

"Bella, why are you doing this? We were finally going to be happy and now your just going to run away? It's because of him isn't it? You were going to run to him," he growled.

"Ow, Jake, let go your hurting me," I whimpered.

"I won't let you, your mine now not his. He lost any claim he had on you when he left you in the woods to die." he shoved my money in the pocket of his cut off jeans and grabbed my other wrist. I struggled to pull away but I was no match for his strength.

"Jake, what are you doing? Let go of me! I don't know what your talking about," I tried to twist loose, my hands going numb.

I looked into his eyes, I didn't recognize them. This wasn't the Jacob I knew, these were the eyes of a monster. I started shaking violently, because of his shaking or my fear, I didn't know.

"You know exactly what I'm talking about. He can't have you, you're mine now. I'll make you forget him one way or the other. I have been patient, played the very nice understanding guy but my patients has run out. I can't pretend anymore, I can't be something I'm not. I won this game and now your mine," he growled.

"What are you talking about? What's wrong with you?" I couldn't understand what he was saying.

My best friend, my own personal sun, my Jacob was a lie, an act? What? That can't be. I always had a feeling deep down that Jacob was keeping something from me but I never thought anything of it. I mean, I was keeping things from him too so I never really paid any attention.

Why is my life like this? People say when life gives you lemons make lemonade but what do you do when it gives you rotten potatoes?

I pulled and twisted in his iron grip to no avail.

"Jacob, just let me go and I'll leave," I stammered.

"No, I won this game, now I want to enjoy my prize," he pulled me to his chest wrapping one arm around my shoulders and grabbing the back of my neck with the other hand.

I put my hands up against his chest and tried to push him away but he just dug his fingers into my neck, the pain was excruciating, and pulled me to his lips. I tried to say 'Stop' but it was muffled by his lips. He pushed me up against the wall with such force that it knocked the breath out of me.

I tried to pull my knee up to hit him in the groin but he blocked it with his leg. He just smiled at me, "I like it better when you fight."

He grabbed my shoulders and threw me on my bed. He was on top of me in an instant, straddling my hips. He placed one large hand over my mouth and gathered my hands in his other, pulling them over my head.

He leaned down and whispered in my ear, "You don't know how long I've wanted to do this. The other day, on the couch, I didn't lose control, I knew exactly what I was doing. I heard him coming, running through the woods. I knew that he could hear us, I wanted him to. I wanted him to smell me, to know that I had more of you than he did. I knew he was listening to our conversation afterwards because I heard the female telling him that he couldn't come in and kill me. Ha, like he could. I wish he would have though. I'd love to do nothing more than to kill him, well except for maybe to do you," he looked me up and down.

My eyes had widened and I stared at him. What was he saying? Who was he talking about? He couldn't be talking about Edward, could he? NO, it wasn't possible, he wouldn't have a reason to come back.

Jacob turned and bit my earlobe hard. I felt his teeth pierce my skin. I cried out in pain but his hand silenced it.

He moved to my neck and started kissing and sucking on it hard. I struggled against him but it just excited him more. He replaced his hand over my mouth with his lips, kissing me aggressively.

How was I supposed to fight him off? He had me pinned, I couldn't move. He leaned slightly to one side and brought his free hand to my breast, squeezing it so hard I thought I would burst. I screamed into his lips but again it was silenced. I was panicking, how could I stop this?

I couldn't, I was only a weak human after all. My only hope was that my dad would come home but I didn't know if that would happen. My mind started to shut down, it couldn't handle any more suffering.

I felt Jacobs hand slide down my stomach and start to pull on the waistband of my pants. At the same time, his lips pushed mine apart as he forced his tongue in my mouth. I felt my pants rip and my teeth clamped down as hard as I could make them. He yelped and pulled back, I tasted blood.

I took a quick deep breath and screamed as load as I could, "Jacob Black, get off me!" if anyone heard me at least they would know his name.

He slapped me in the mouth and I felt my skin split. He started to remove his shorts, my mind went blank. My eyes went dark, I couldn't see, I shut down. The last thing I remember was Jacobs' weight lifting off of me and then I was gone.


Well what do you think? Ooo Jacob was just posing LOL. Like most men just palying a part until they get what they want. Anyway it may take me a little while to post that next chapter for 1 I havent written it yet 2 Dont know what's going to happen myself & 3 gotta work all weekend so dont know when I'll have the time but I promise that I will get to it. Please R&R. ~Pixdog~