Author's Note: Hello my wonderful readers! Emily here! I am so happy all of you like my story! I like it too! So much that I printed out all the chapters and made it into a book. I know all of you are secretly laughing at me because I am such a dork, but I couldn't care less! lol

Disclaimer: If I owned Twilight, I would not be writing this story, and NO ONE wants that! Right?...right??


(PREVIOUSLY ON 'P.S. I LOVE YOU')

"Jasper, where's your motorcycle?"

"Home," he said with amusement. Oh, Lord. "C'mon, get on my back. I'll run you to my house, and we'll pick it up."

"Is Charlie looking?"

"No, he went to bed already. Clearly emotionally exhausted," Jasper replied with a shrug.

I reluctantly climbed on Jasper's back, and he began to run. I was careful to shut my eyes.

Jasper came to a halt at the beginning of the laneway to the Cullen house. I slid off his back, and glanced at his face. It was full of concern and anxiety.

"Jasper? What's wrong? What is it?" I whispered.

He didn't even look at me when he said, "Alice has some news for us."


(Jasper's POV)

I could feel the tense atmosphere from here. Everyone was nervous, except for Alice, who was beyond desperate. What could have possibly happened?

When we reached the lane, I heard low murmurs of, "Where do you think he went?" and "Shhh, Alice, its okay. It'll be fine."

Was it Edward? What happened?

I didn't know what to say to Bella. I didn't want to scare her, so all I said was, "Alice has some news for us."

She nodded, and I threw her on my back again and we were at the house in a matter of seconds. I held the door open for her, and she went in. She was feeling anxious, so I sent a wave of calmness towards her. She noticed and smiled appreciatively at me. After I recuperated from her dazzling smile, I paid attention to the rest of the house's atmosphere. Everyone was tense and unbelievably worried.

"What's going on?" I asked as soon as I stepped into the living room, where the rest of the family was. Bella sat next to Emmett on the big couch, and I sat next to her. Esme, Carlisle, and Rosalie sat on the other couch, while Alice was on the floor in between us, rocking back and forth, heaving dry sobs.

"Ed-Ed-ward…" Alice choked out between ragged breaths. I sent a huge wave of calm and peace at her. She stopped rocking and flopped down on her side, like she was paralyzed, and clutched her stomach; the sobbing ceased.

"What about Edward?" Bella asked nervously. Of course she is nervous, Jasper, I thought to myself. He was family. Anything to reassure myself that she still didn't love him.

"Edward…g-g-gone. Away. Far…far…away," Alice said, shivering.

"Well, if by some amazing chance you didn't understand that," began Emmett. "She means Edward left. Last night. And no one knows where he went."

Leave it to Emmett to be excruciatingly blunt about things.

Bella gasped. I took her hand in mine and rubbed circles with my thumb. I smiled reassuringly at her, but her expression didn't change; an expression of horror and disbelief.

"But...why?" she asked.

"No one knows," answered Carlisle.

"He…gone. Told me…needed time. Me…broken," Alice added helpfully. I looked at her, confused.

Rosalie sighed and translated. "He told Alice that he needed time, and he just left. He said nothing else."

"Wouldn't Alice have seen him leaving? Or seen the place he was headed?" asked Bella.

"Sp-sp-split…right away. No…thinking. Gone," said Alice, now rolling on the floor.

"It was a split decision," said Rosalie. "She had no idea."

"And she didn't see where he went?" Bella asked. She was still exceptionally worried, and I tried to calm her down, but she acted like she didn't acknowledge it.

"Bl-bl-urrrrr-y," stuttered Alice. "Dark. Shadows. Ed-Ed-ward."

I sighed. Alice was a mess. My powers didn't even help much. Every time I sent a wave of happiness or peace at her, she'd stop rolling for a second, and then begin again.

Bella tensed up. Her eyes widened, and suddenly she stood up, ripping my hand from hers with strength I didn't know she had.

"THEN WHY IS EVERYONE SITTING AROUND DOING NOTHING?!" she cried. A tear escaped from her right eye, but she wiped it away as quickly as it appeared.

What was the big deal with her? I thought she hated him. And it was me and her now. Edward didn't exist in our own world.

Well, not in my world. Maybe I was wrong about hers.

(Bella's POV)

Everyone should be getting off their vampire butts and looking for him! Edward is God-knows-where and all they can do is sit and watch Alice roll around on the floor like an insane woman on the wrong meds?!

I glanced at Jasper, and he had the saddest look in his golden eyes, but he wasn't doing anything that even remotely implied to go after him. Didn't he still care about his 'brother?' I did.

Hello, realization. Nice to meet you.

I stilled cared about Edward. I didn't love him as much as I did Jasper. Jasper was my life now, but knowing that Edward, ex-fiancée or not, was out alone in some dark, shadowy place almost made me want to roll around with Alice.

"Jasper?" I looked at him hopefully. Maybe he would back me up.

"Bella, could I speak with you for a moment?" he asked. I immediately got worried.

"No, no, it's fine. It's nothing, really," he said, sensing my worry. I exhaled, and followed him outside and into the woods.

Jasper held my hand as we made out way over fallen branches and prickly weeds. It was very dark out, but I held his hand the whole way, knowing I'd be safe.

"Okay, they can't hear us here," he said. He sat on a rotting log and patted beside him, gesturing me to sit next to him. I did as requested, despite the emerald green stains I'd get on my pants afterwards.

"What's this about, Jasper?" I asked in practically a whisper.

"I'm going to get straight to the point of this, Bella," he answered. He sighed and looked me straight in they eyes.

"Do you still love Edward?"

(Jasper's POV)

Please say no, please say no, please, Bella, say no, I pleaded to myself.

She dropped her head, and a single tear fell onto the ground and sunk into the soil.

Please say no.

She looked at me, her eyes soft and sad. She pushed her hair back behind her ear, and looked away.

Please say no.

When she gazed at me, she lifted her hand and stroked my cheek, another tear making an appearance and streaking down her gorgeous face.

Please say no.

"Jasper," she whispered. "You know you are my life now. We belong together." She let a small smile grace her features.

I need you to say it, Bella.

"But," she continued. "I can't help but still care for Edward." She looked just as hurt as I felt.

But does he still have your heart, Bella?

"But no one can compare to you. I love you with all my heart and more. You are who I am. Edward was just the path that led me to you, and you can't possibly expect me to hate the person who led me to you, can you?"

I shook my head, still gazing at her. Her eyes sparkled, and she felt happy.

I put my forehead to hers and closed my eyes. When I opened them, she was still there, smiling. I leaned in and gently touched my lips to hers. The spark that ignited with the kiss was all it took for me to deepen it, never wanting to let go of her.

"Ja-mmm-sper," she mumbled against my lips.

"Mmm," I replied.

"Nee oo breef." Oh! I pulled apart quickly and stared at her in concern. She caught her breath and stroked my hair.

"I love you, Bella," I whispered.

She grinned, and then said, "We should get back." I nodded, and told her to get on my back. We'll make it back quicker that way.

Soon enough we were at the house doors. I took her hand, and opened the door for her again.

When we made it into the living room, everyone was standing in a circle around Alice, who looked completely lifeless on the floor, eye wide open and glazed over.

"What going on?" asked Bella anxiously.

"She's having a vision," I whispered.

Author's Note: How did you like it? I liked writing this chapter, especially Insane Alice and the forest scene. I am indeed a hopeless romantic.

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Oh, and shun to my Beta, who said I shouldn't update so soon cuz my "readers will be spoiled."

I said, "They SHOULD be spoiled. They are all amazing!" So you're welcome. (: