Chapter 9 You're beautiful no matter what

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Logan's POV

Carlos and I got into his car and he drove us to his and James house.

"I'm never going to get over how big this house is" I said

"James parents are rich so they bought him a house and a car and gave him all the money he will ever need." Carlos said

"Well I love this house" I said

"Let me get your stuff for you" Carlos offered

"Its one bag I can get it" I said as Carlos grabbed my bag and walked up to the house. I followed behind him. When we got into the house he set my bag in his room then grabbed my wrist and dragged me into the kitchen.

"Would you like to share some strawberries and whip cream with me?" Carlos asked getting both out of the fridge.

"Sure" I said with a smile.

"Let's go watch a movie too"

"Awesome" I said. Once the movie started I took some of the whip cream and squirted it on Carlos face and chest.

"What was that for?" Carlos asked

I shrugged and got on Carlos' lap and started licking the whip cream off of him.

"Logan" Carlos moaned as I started licking his neck.

"Logan s-stop"

"Why?" I asked sitting up.

"Logan this is weird…because I'm not gay"

"Neither am I"

"You know what I mean…plus your more into guys then girls" Carlos said

"Carlos we have already had sex so I seen you naked already all I'm doing is kissing your neck." I said

"I know and it was great but…"

"You're not gay, I understand" I said sadly as I climbed off of Carlos

Carlos went to the bathroom to clean up. When he came back I told him I needed to take a shower.

"I'm gonna take a shower and change into my night clothes" I said walking out of the room and into the bathroom.

Carlos' POV

I feel bad for turning Logan down. I mean if I were gay, Logan would totally be my type. The sex was amazing, better than with any girl that I have been with. His lips are so soft and when he sucks on my neck or kisses me I get really hard. I'm a mess because I don't know what I want to do. I started pacing the floor thinking for what felt like hours when it was really just a few minutes. When the bathroom door finally opened Logan walked out in nothing but a towel around his waist. He walked into my room to get clothes and he shut the door behind him. I followed him and I opened my bedroom door and he was standing there butt naked. We were staring at each other till I lunged forward and started kissing him. We fell over on my bed and we were making out.

"Carlos get off"

"Why?" I said nibbling on his neck. I sat up and took my shirt and pants odd and then started kissing Logan again. I flipped us over so that I was on the bottom. I put Logan's hand over my crotch.

"Carlos s-stop you're not gay remember?" Logan said to me but I don't care anymore. I just want Logan.

"Fuck it, I want you" I said

Logan looked shocked so I pulled my boxers off and pulled Logan back towards me and I grabbed three of his fingers and shoved them into my mouth and sucked on them. Once there was enough saliva on then I took them out of my mouth and moved his hand to my hole, He shoved one of his fingers in and it hurt like hell but he stopped once he was all the way in.

"Are you sure you want to do this?" Logan asked me.

"Yes" I moaned

He then started thrusting in and out while kissing me. He then shoved a second finger in then a third. I had tears in my eyes at this point.

"Are you ok?" Logan asked me.

"Y-yeah, it hurts though.

"We can stop; I don't want to hurt you"

"Well if you're able to do it then I can do it also. I'll deal with whatever pain comes to me"

"If you really want to do this Ill bottom" Logan said with three fingers still inside of me but not moving them.

"If I'm going to be in a gay relationship then I'm going to have to so this sooner or later. I can't let you bottom all the time"

"Carlos I don't mind…wait…gay relationship?" Logan said

"Yeah is that ok? I got the feeling you wanted this" I said as he started moving his fingers again but slower this time.

"Yeah I do" He smiled from ear to ear. "When did you decide you wanted this?" He added now moving his fingers at a very pleasurable pace.

"When I seen you in just a towel dripping wet. Damn that was hott."

Logan smiled taking his fingers out. He spat in his hand twice each time rubbing it on his dick. I was scared and Logan could tell so he put his fingers back in to make sure I was stretched good enough before he started. After about 10 more minutes he took his fingers out and spit in his hand again and rubbed it on his dick. I lined up his dick to my hole and slowly started to push in.

"It hurts at first but then it will feel amazing, trust me" Logan said

Logan started pushing in slowly stopping every so often for me to get used to the intrusion.

"It hurts" I whined

"You want me to stop?"

"Yes and no, I think I can do this so keep going."

Once all 8 or so inches with inside of me he stopped completely and started kissing my neck and oh my I love that. I started moving down on to him so he started moving. He was going slow at first and it hurt so badly but I couldn't take it any more.

"Faster, please" I said and once he went faster it started to feel a lot better. I started moaning and he got a huge grin on his face.

"Oh GOD ugh…fuck"

"Mmm" Was all that Logan said

"Fuck Logan harder"

"Ugh…" Logan moaned

Logan was sweating already and his hair was stuck to his forehead. He looked so hott like this…damn.

"Oh my GOD yes r-right t-there" I couldn't help but moan as it felt amazing.

"Carlos ugh…so good"

"Logan I'm s-so c-close"

"Me too"

"Damn baby, feels so g-good" I said

"So tight baby" Logan moaned

"Ohh Logan"

"Ugh…oh GOD, oh GOD, I love you Carlos ohhhhh"

I can't believe he said he loved me. I'm not sure what to think about that. No ones ever told me that they love me so it was weird to have his say that. I'm not even sure how I feel about him yet it's to soon. But it was flattering so I cupped his cheeks and brought him in for a very passionate kiss. Then he started to stroke me and within seconds I came with a loud scream of his name. He came seconds later with a scream of my name. I could feel his warm cum filling up my insides and it felt amazing. He collapsed on top of me not caring that he was lying in my cum and we were both breathing pretty hard. Once we caught out our breaths I looked up at Logan.

"This part will suck" Logan said as he pulled out slowly and then laid down next to me.

"Your right that hurt. But umm Logan…"
"Yeah" Logan said

"Umm…you said you love me"

"I did?"

"Yeah" I said

"I'm sorry I didn't realize but I never met anyone like you before. I've also never been in love before this is the closest I've ever got."

"Do…you love me?" I asked

"We have only known each other a short time but…I feel for you at some paint."

"So…you love me?" I asked again as he didn't really answer my question.

"Yeah I guess that I do. That doesn't like…totally freak you out does it?" Logan asked with a terrified look on his face.

"No…it doesn't but I've never been IN love before. I feel something for you and it's strong. You're the first guy that I've ever been with."

Logan then kissed me.

"I love you" Logan said

"I…I…lo"

"You don't have to say it back if you don't want to or if you don't feel the same way."

I then kissed him and said "I love you too"

"So what are we now?"

"I'm not sure"

"Well you did say gay relationship, did you mean that?" Logan asked

"Yeah I did mean it plus I told you I love you and we had sex, that's got to mean something"

Logan smiled at me and I held him close.

"I'm going to take you out tomorrow" I said to Logan.

"Why?" Logan asked

"To celebrate us" I said

"You don't have to take me out" Logan said

"I have plenty of money and I want to. We will go where ever you want to go."

"Sounds great, thank you." Logan said

"Well you're totally worth it" I said

"Thanks" Logan said blushing.

"I'm hungry and suddenly in the mood for meat" I said smiling.

We both got up from the bed and made our way to the kitchen butt naked to get some food. That is something else they paid for the food. They hate us not having food so they buy us lots of food.

"Mmm mini tacos" Logan said

I grabbed them out of the freezer and put them in the over. I picked up Logan and set him on the counter. I grabbed his dick and started stroking it then I lowered my head and took the tip into my mouth. I started sucking on the tip licking at the pre-cum that was surprisingly there after we just had sex. I took as much as I could into my mouth and bobbed my head up and down. After about 10 minutes I could tell her was close.

"Carlos s-so c-close" Logan said

I sucked harder in a very fast pace. He came into my mouth with a scream of my name. I stood up and swallowed all he gave me.

"Here" I said handing Logan a rag to wash himself off.

"Damn Carlos that was great"

"Really?"

"Yeah, it's hard to believe you never did that before"

"Well that was the first time. You're the first guy I've ever been with. And it wasn't bad I kinda liked it" I said smiling.

"Well it was great"

"Thanks, so how many people have you been with?"

"Well I have had 2 girlfriends but they never lasted long and I had 2 boyfriends. I've only been sexual twice. Twice with you and once with my ex-boyfriend. What about you?"

"I have had sex twice with my ex-girlfriend and twice with you. I have only date 2 girls and now you" I said

We kissed again then the timer went off telling us that our food was done.

"While you get those I'm going to call Kendall see what going on with him." Logan said

Kendall's POV

After Logan left James and I watched a movie. When the movie was over James and I were talking about school when my phone rang.

"Hello?"

"Hey Kendall, just wanted to check and see if your doing okay"

"Yeah I'm doing great. James and I ate some ice cream and watched a movie. I think I'm going to ask James to go with me to the Café with me in the morning." I said

"Wow that's amazing Kendall."
"Thank you"

"So what are you guys up to now?" Logan asked

"Laying on the couch Naked"

"That is to much information for me but I am so proud of you that you are so comfortable around James."

"Well I am glad because you and James have helped me so much. If it wasn't for both of you id be a mess right now."

"Aww" James said in the background then started kissing on my neck.

"James stop, wait until I get off the phone" I said giggling.

"Sorry about that Logan James is just really horny"

"Oh" Logan said

"So what is going on with you and Carlos?"

"Well Carlos and I-"

"Oh my gosh, you guys had sex again."

"Yeah"

"Were you top or bottom?"

"Top" Logan said and I could tell he was happy about it.

"Oh my gosh, I can't believe you were top and Carlos was bottom…do that mean that you two are like…together?"

"Yes an of a hour ago"

"Oh wow, that is amazing. I'm so happy for you"

"Oh and by the way why are you to naked, are you gonna do the nasty?"

"We already did yesterday and I'm hopping that we are going to do it again today"

"Well I'm going to let you go…go have fun"

"Oh we will, bye"

We both hung up and as soon as I did James was all over me

"How come you always smell so good? Mmm" James said sucking on my neck.

"I don't know" I said blushing. I leaned into him and laid on the couch on my back with him on the top.

"I've only had sex once and that was with you but I kinda want to try it again but bottom this time…is that ok?" I said

"Yeah but only if that's what you want. I don't want you to think we have to do this" James said

"Yeah I know but I really want to try it"

"Ok" James said as he laid me back down gently. He grabbed the lube and slicked his fingers. He brought then down to my entrance and rubbed my hole before pushing a finger in.

"Relax ok" James said sweetly.

I shock my head as he started trusting.

"Ow"

"It hurts at first but trust me when I say that it will feel much better in time. Just relax"

"I shock my head as he pushed another finger inside me and he started scissoring them.

"Does it feel good?"

I shook my head as I was moaning. James then stuck a third finger inside. He was being really gentle with me and started slow at first while rubbing my hips to relax me.

He removed his fingers and put the lube on his dick. He leaned over and kissed me. While we were kissing he stated to push in and the way he was kissing me and rubbing my cheat I didn't notice until he was halfway in.

"James" I moaned

James then pushed all the way in and it hurt but he stopped moving and he started kissing me.

"I love you Kendall" James said kissing me again.

"I love you too James"

James started thrusting in and out and GOD it felt good. I know that this is something I will remember all my life. This is my first time and I will always remember this.

"Oh GOD James I'm close"
"Me too baby" James said as he started stroking me and before I knew it I was coming right in James hand screaming his name. After a few more thrust James came.

"Wow James that was great"

"Yeah I know but when I pull out it will hurt"

"Be careful" I said

James pulled out of me and we both laid down on the couch and laid there kissing till we fell asleep.

I am so sorry if this sucked but I couldn't think of anything else to write. This story has got me into writers block on only this story. I know where I want to go with this story but I probably won't update for awhile unless someone can help me out. I thought I would get into Logan and Carlos POV's but it sucked and I'm sorry about that. Read and review and suggestions are greatly appreciated.