Obi-Wan made sure Anakin was asleep before he left in search of Three. She was blocking their connection on purpose. She was understandably upset after everything that happened. He knew how painful it was to have a deep connection suddenly severed. Sometimes he forgot that Qui-Gon wouldn't be there on the other end of their bond. It wasn't like there was nothing - when he reached out he could feel the slightest bit of Qui-Gon's conscientiousness in the force. But death was different than what happened to Three and Anakin. Nearly everyday Obi-Wan would find the boy peeking in on Three's classroom. He wasn't old enough to take it yet but it didn't stop him from repeatedly asking if he could go. Obi-Wan had to remind him constantly that Jedi did not have attachments.
"You do." Anakin said before he shuffled off to his room. Obi-Wan simply didn't have the energy to scold him. And even if he did it wouldn't help. Anakin had been taken from his mother and his home, tossed into a mysterious order that demanded he give up everything he had ever known and learn their ways to be their champion, bonded to a woman he adored only to have the order tear them apart after just a month. Obi-Wan supposed he would feel the same way if they told him he could never be with Three again. Maybe they knew - it would certainly explain why all their decisions recently seemed to be driving a wedge between them. Anakin knew they were more than just colleagues and he was only eight.
Right now he needed… well he wasn't sure what he needed but he knew it had been too long since he spoke to Three and it was causing him physical pain. He tried harder to locate her. Sometimes she'd walk down to where Sana's shop used to be and just stand there in front of the boarded up door. Other times she would be in her classroom, absently reading a book late into the night until he found her. He followed her faint signal to the nursery. It was where new younglings were kept until they were old enough to walk and start training. He found her in the middle of a dozen cribs cradling an infant in her arms.
"What are you doing here?" He asked and twitched a little when some of the babies stirred in their sleep from the sound of his voice. She didn't even look at him.
"I volunteer here - now that I have the time. I wanted to make sure these little ones have a chance to feel like someone cares for them if only once." She answered in a hushed tone. "I basically make sure they all have names." Obi-Wan looked at the baby in her arms. "This is Caleb Dume." The baby smiled at the sound of his name and sucked his thumb. "Look at those eyes…" Obi-Wan looked at the child and he stared right back.
"He's special."
"They all are." She said as she swept her fingers over his smooth forehead. "Sleep." Caleb immediately yawned and dozed off. "Bet a few mothers wish they had that ability." She laid the baby in his crib and finally turned to Obi-Wan. "What do you want?"
"I miss you." He answered.
"You miss sex." She scoffed. She then walked out the room so their argument wouldn't wake the children.
"No, I miss you." Obi-Wan said as he grabbed her arm. "I have no idea how things got this bad between us. It's like when Qui-Gon found that boy everything started to go belly-up. The battle, Qui-Gon's death, the council transferring Anakin to me - that day began with me clipping my toenails and everything spiraled so quickly. I didn't realize it would cause you such pain - you've never let me feel your sorrow since Sana died—"
"You would not be able to handle it."
"Excuse me?"
"My sorrow is all consuming at this point. Learning about the prophecy. Losing Sana, Qui-Gon, Anakin… you would be broken by my pain. I'd rather you just think I'm a bitch and just end this before it destroys us."
"I'd never think that." He said quickly.
"Right - now tell me you're not going to lecture me about having attachments."
"Why are you fighting me?" Obi-Wan asked. He ran his hand through his hair and let out a frustrated sigh. "I'm being torn between my master's dying wish and the woman I love and it is killing me!" He cried.
"Obi-Wan—"
"He hates me! Our bond is so contrived it's never going to be anything but a strain on the both of us. He doesn't want to be bonded to me but how can I deny what my master asked of me? I don't know what I'm doing! I defeated that Sith warrior because I gave into all the things the order is against. I was furious. I wanted him dead because he killed my master - I wanted revenge at all costs. And it makes me sick that I was promoted to Knight only when I abandoned everything Jedi stand for."
Three wasn't made of stone. When tears started streaming down Obi-Wan's face she forgot about everything and just pulled him into her arms. She had been devastated after Sana's death, she couldn't even imagine losing her master. "I can't do this without you. I need you Three. I don't have the strength to do it alone. I'm too weak and I don't deserve—"
"Shh…" She hushed him. "You have me." Three walked him back to his dwelling and tucked him into bed.
"Don't leave."
"Don't worry." She stroked his cheek. "Sleep." Before Obi-Wan could protest his eyes rolled shut. He was too exhausted to fight her use of the force. Three then went to Anakin's room and smiled when she saw he was sprawled across his bed, fast asleep. She left their dwelling and sought out Master Yoda. She was surprised he was awake at such a late hour but he dismissed it and welcomed her into his home. "I'm sorry I scoffed at your offer the other day. You were merely trying to reach a mutual resolution. And I see now what you saw - Obi-Wan isn't ready to handle the child on his own. So… I will help him train Anakin."
"Raise them well." Yoda simply said and smiled.
Obi-Wan was certain people would notice Three had started spending the night with him but he found they were blissfully unaware of their partnership. Anakin was delighted to have her around some much. So much so he started tinkering again and soon Obi-Wan was tripping over his little inventions. After her talk with Yoda it seemed like a great weight had been lifted from her shoulders. On some level she believed he must know that she and Obi-Wan were more than just friends. It was Yoda - he knew everything. He was probably plotting at something by driving them to be more like a family unit. An experiment in the benefits of emotional attachment - maybe. Either way whenever someone commented about how much time they all spent together it seemed like Master Yoda was there to quell any suspicions. She'd have to remind Obi-Wan to—
"Ah!" Three yelped when Obi-Wan goosed her. She had been getting some tea when all of a sudden he grabbed her hips and pressed himself into her. His lips came down on her neck and he let out a particularly primal growl. "Obi-Wan! What has gotten into you?"
"Not sure. I woke up in a great mood this morning. Didn't have any trouble with Anakin - got him off to his lessons without any complaints and then I just got this… feeling." He explained.
"An erection?" She asked as she felt it against her thigh.
"No. I mean something… unexplainable I just had to come see you." He let her go and moved to her side so he could see her face. "For so long we were being drawn apart. Or at least it feels like a long time. I feel like we are connected again. And yes, it did make me a little amorous but that's not all it is. Now that you mention it though… Anakin will be at his lessons for a few hours. Your classes don't start for another two." She gave him a look and he didn't try to hid the grin that spread across his face. "Come on… make love to me."
"You really think we're in a place to do that already?" She asked.
"What do you mean? It'll only bring us closer. Fix that last little broken link between us." He said as he took her hand. She suddenly felt his doubt and looked at him sharply when his mood shifted. "Do you… not want me anymore?" He asked like it was the worst thing that could happen to him.
"That's not it." She assured him. She stroked his face. "It's hard to describe. I miss you too. Even when you're standing here I miss you and I can't figure out what's wrong." She let her hand trail down his neck to where his robes crossed over his chest. "Maybe it is the physical aspect…"
"Kiss me." He said as he leaned against the counter behind him. Three moved closer and looked over his face before she kissed him. He moaned like it was the best one they ever shared and it made her press herself closer. He put his arms around her and slowly groped his hands down over her ass. She pulled out the kiss and he sighed. Three was surprised he could be driven to such a blissful state by one kiss. His long eyelashes fluttered as he opened his lids slowly. Obi-Wan gazed at her - his love and desire as clear as his beautiful blue eyes.
He could see she was still being hesitant - more than likely over analyzing things. Sex had always been the greatest simplifying act between them. There was a clear goal - orgasm. It took their minds off looming wars, dead friends, the dark side and every rule they broke just by having such an interaction but in the end it was all worth it. He could sense her thoughts - she didn't want to jump the gun of their reconciliation and end up ruining their relationship. So Obi-Wan used the one thing he knew would get her going - every time. He squeezed her ass and held her as close to him as he could. "Come on…" He whispered. "I miss the taste of you… your scent all over my fingers. That sound you make when I'm touching just… the right… spot…"
Three loved it when Obi-Wan talked dirty. When he was aroused the words just seem to flow from him. The hotter he got the filthier his mouth got. He was so good at it that now he didn't even blush when he talked about all the nasty things he wanted to do to her. "Oh, I want you so bad it hurts…" He shifted - slowly rubbing his erection against her. "I need to be inside you. You'll be sore and wet but so happy for your evening classes. I'm gonna make you feel—mmph!" Three suddenly kissed him again. This time she shoved her tongue into his mouth and gripped his cock through his pants. He pulled at her belt and got his fingers between her legs.
"Obi… Obi-wan… oh God…"
"You're so wet already." He sounded almost a little disappointed that he wouldn't have to go down on her. He pushed his fingers inside her and she gripped his shoulders - tried to hide her desperate moans by pressing her face into his chest. He pulled his hand back and she watched him suck his fingers greedily. "Mmm…" He purred around his own digits and rolled his eyes up - savoring it.
She suddenly pushed away from him and walked to her bedroom. Obi-Wan trotted after her - stripping away his clothes as he walked. He caught up just in time to see her bending over to crawl on to the bed. "Wait, wait - stay like that." He said. Obi-Wan licked his lips as he approached her and put his hands on her hips. Three looked over her shoulder at him and he was lasciviously admiring the view of her rotund backside. He took a few more steps forward and sunk into her. As soon as he did they both felt to last link in their fractured connection snap into place. Three didn't realize just how far they had drifted apart until they were suddenly so close again. Just wet heat and soft pressure - so good Obi-Wan tossed his head back and howled her name. "Three! Oh yes! Three!"
She still wasn't sure what had possessed him. He was so hard, she could feel his throbbing cock inside her - filling her so completely and making her ache for more at the same time. There was something about the position. Being on her hands and knees while he rutted into her as deep as he could go. Three couldn't help how her body reacted or how quickly she was coming. "O-Obi…" She tightened and he let out a little impressed noise.
"Coming without me, darling?" He huffed as he ran one hand up her back to move her hair aside. Three gasped when he leaned over and bit her shoulder. The pain of it mixing so beautifully with the pleasure of her orgasm. "I'll—oh damn— I'll take it as a compliment."
"Yes, yes!" Three screamed. Obi-Wan slid his fingers around her hip and between her legs. She yelped when he slowly rubbed her clit.
"I'm pretty close - think I can bring you off again before I get there?" He asked. Three just bit her bottom lip as he started rubbing harder. Her limbs felt so weak and her nerves were on fire as he sped up his pace.
"Obi-Wan…" She purred. It didn't take much to give her another orgasm - her body already hyper sensitized. Under his fingertips she was trembling right as she felt his peek through their bond. He pulled out and slid between her thighs - spilling his jizz all over the bed beneath them. She looked over her shoulder and he had his head tipped all the way back as he let loose.
"Oh Three… I love you." He sighed before he brought his head up. He took a step back as she stood up straight. She smiled at how dazed he looked. His eyes half lid and glazed over.
"Love you too. Come on, lay down before you fall down."
Three and Obi-Wan found there was a two hour overlap in their daily schedules when Anakin was at his basic studies, Obi-Wan didn't have any meetings to attend and Three didn't have a class to teach. The two spent that time dusting off techniques from the 'anatomy' files Sana had given Three. "It's actually really, really sensitive." Obi-Wan said as Three slowly explored his genitals.
"I know. It hurts quite a bit to get kicked here doesn't it?" She asked as she cupped his balls.
"Yes it does - so please don't squeeze too hard." He pleaded. Three smirked when she noticed he was already sweating.
"Don't be nervous, I know what you like. Remember?" Three said as she started jerking him off. Obi-Wan spread his toes and moaned.
"Yes…" He sighed. She laved up the underside and circled the glans with just the tip of her tongue. "Oh… Three that's a terrible tease. Feels so good right there. Yes." He rambled on as she sucked him between her lips. She glanced up to find him watching her. He had always loved how plump her lips were - they were heaven against his skin, pillowy soft and spit slick.
"You ready?" She asked after a few minutes of slow sucking. Obi-Wan nodded - he'd probably agree to anything right now. "Spread your legs a little more." She took a moment to suck her middle finger as he eagerly exposed his asshole to her. Without hesitation she rubbed her finger against it. The feeling made him jump. She ducked her head down and continued to suck his cock to get him to relax.
"Three… please." He begged. She felt a surge of pleasure through their bond and she took the opportunity to slid her finger inside him. "Ah!" He yelped and grit his teeth. The pathetic little cries he let out made her worry.
"Does it hurt?" She asked.
"Not really… just different." He assured her. "You're not quite there - I can kind of feel—"
"Deeper?" She pressed her finger in harder and Obi-Wan clenched around her digit. She could feel something inside him and when she prodded it he whined and twisted in the sheets.
"Yes! Right there! That's it. That's it!" He huffed.
"Hm, the book was right. How does it feel?"
"Ohhh… almost—AH! Almost like when you lick that one spot under the tip but about a hundred times more intense. Three! Ahhh… oh yes just a little like that. That's perfect."
"You're tight." She giggled as she stroked his prostate a little faster. He was really sweating now - soaked and pleading for her to finger him more. She pumped her hand around his cock quicker. "Are you cumming?"
"Yes! YES! I can't stop. Oh God!" Obi-Wan clawed at the mattress and whined. He arched up high like he couldn't control himself and came all over Three's hand. Three just watched him as his entire body flexed from the magnitude of it. Three slowly eased her finger out of him and he purred as he came down from his peak. She let go of his softening cock and grabbed a cloth to clean up with.
"You still awake?"
"Yeah." Obi-Wan answered but let out a long yawn afterwards.
"Did you like it?"
"Oh yeah." He gave a thumbs up before letting his arm flop lazily to the bed. "Prostate massage definitely great."
"So good it fractured your speech." She chuckled before she cuddled up to his side. He put his arm around her and kissed her forehead.
"It hurts." Three grunted. She tried to concentrate on breathing, tried to relax her muscles and think about something else but nothing could distract her from the burning pain of Obi-Wan trying enter her ass. Since he enjoyed it so immensely she decided to give it a try but it seemed no matter how much lubrication he poured on their skin it didn't feel good. He was in, he was going slow but it was so awkward and uncomfortable that neither one of them was getting any pleasure from it. "Go slower." She huffed.
"If I go any slower I'll be stopped." Obi-Wan chuckled as he gently rubbed her back. "You're in a lot of pain."
"No—"
"Don't lie just to please me." Obi-Wan said. "I can sense it y'know?"
"I can do this." Three insisted.
"We shouldn't force it." Obi-Wan said as he pulled back. Three yelped and gripped the sheets. She knew he could feel her agony. He pulled out all the way and she sighed in relief. "Just cause it's in Sana's old files doesn't mean we have to do it."
"At least we tried." Three sighed. She looked over her shoulder when Obi-Wan spread her open - he was checking to see if he hurt her like he always did. She bit her bottom lip and shuttered when he rubbed his thumb over her anus to sooth any lingering pain.
"Certainly tempting the way you wiggle around when I touch it." He mused absently.
"Ah!" Three yelped when he sunk his middle and ring finger into her pussy.
"Oh… prefer here anyway. Always so wet and you squeeze me just right." He moved lower - laying on his stomach to get in position to get his mouth on her. They both went still when the beep of a communicator sounded off in the room. Three looked over at hers where it was on the nightstand.
"It's you." She said and Obi-Wan slumped. He reluctantly pulled his fingers from inside her - the noise she let out at the loss of contact made his cock throb. He sifted through his clothes on the floor before he found his communicator. He was tempted to break the damn thing. "Kenobi." He answered it instead.
"Are you busy? The council wants to have a word with you about your padawan." The service droid said on the other end.
"I'm eating." Obi-Wan said as he turned to look at Three. She made a face at his joke. "Tell them I'll be there in… fifteen minutes."
"Very well." Obi-Wan turned the device off before he dove back into bed. Three chuckled as he pounced on her.
