A/N:
Tobias is 9
Beatrice is 7
Remember Marcus wrote the last letter but Bea doesn't know that ;).
Dear Tobias,
Ten
I'm Fine.
Who says I want to talk to you anyway you bore me ever since we can't meet anymore!
Nine
I'm Fine.
I never wanted to be perfect and pretty but I wanted to know that I was just once so I had a chance of getting a guy or being a princess. But thanks for telling me that I'm not.
Eight
I'm Fine.
I won't wave at you anymore… Not that I wanted too anyway. Caleb says you're just upset or something horrible happened so you're getting mad at the one person that looks at you as a real friend. But I don't know really because I don't want to be friends with someone who will always get mad at me.
Seven
I'm Fine.
Have you realized the numbers yet? The numbers are counting down until one when it reaches zero I will forget and forgive. That's what Caleb said I should do because you are only mad at something I probably have nothing to do with. But you know what scares me the most is when I try to forget you I really just can't. I try really hard… But you always come back into my mind as if it was a sign that you need me like I needed you…
Six
I'm Fine.
Lies? All those letters were a lie? Why would you write lies to me…? I burnt all those letters and I never want to see another one. But like I said before you found a place in my mind and you won't move away from that spot. My mother said you planted yourself in my heart but that rubbish, well I hoped it was rubbish because the thought of you in my heart is unbearable. But if you are in my heart may you please get out pretty please it would be easier for me to forget you then but I also want to forgive you. In this letter I will be trying to forgive by writing my heart out onto these small pages.
Five
I'm not Fine.
I still miss you and yes I do think your letter was a bit harsh but don't worry it is okay you were just telling me how you felt. And this is my letter telling you how I feel. I feel bad to tell you the truth. You really want to stay here now but I want to leave to meet new people and have more fun but I thought I could do that with you. I don't want to do it alone. I feel strange by being here alone writing this letter late at night. Tomorrow is school again for the last few days since I got your letter (I didn't feel like replying so soon) at school I always catch you looking at me and trying to smile but I look away and walk away from you. Now I'm the one who is walking away and I feel good about it because one time I didn't even see you but I felt that you were near.
Four
I'm not Fine.
I'm trying to be fine I'm trying really hard but sometimes it's really hard to be good to everyone so I thought talking to you would be fun to let off steam but sorry if I come out annoying, hah that's what Caleb says I am, very annoying.
I can live with that though it's not that bad.
Three
I'm not Fine.
I really thought I could live without you but when I get closer to one it gets harder to write…
Two
I'M NOT FINE
I'm getting better…
One
I'M OKAY
I'm going to say goodbye to the Tobias I knew and the Tobias I love and I'm going to let you go now. I'm forgetting you but I'm also forgiving you.
Zero
I'm never going to be the same again…
Love,
Bea
A/N:
Hello again this time Tobias gets the letter before Marcus is home. Tobias is still not allowed to visit people but Marcus doesn't watch him as much anymore since he wrote that letter to Beatrice. So that's why Tobias is allowed to smile at Bea. Review and I'm gonna update when I feel like it and it's the holidays so I'm gonna update soon :)
