Disclaimer: I do not own Karneval or any of its characters. I only own Wyn and Cyril my OCs
Chapter 9
Being apart from Cyril for this long just made Karoku realize how much he cares about Cyril and how important she is to him. The smile that made him feel that nothing will go wrong, the very person he can confidently say his, but then the person he loves the most was really not his after all, Cyril's feelings for him if ever she really had them are just pure lies. Lies that he made her believe real.
But who can blame him, ever since he was born he can never call anything or anybody his because his very existence is not his. He's just a shadow made to protect the real Karoku. His memories, his life are all just illusions; the only thing he can call real in his life is having Cyril by his side. The only person who saw him as him but all he did was lie to her to keep her by hi side all the time.
But now, Cyril is gone, Karoku then started to think if he'd be able to be with Cyril ever again. Even if it'll only be for a while he'll take that chance if that means he'll be with Cyril. An hour, no even if it's just a minute, it'll be enough for him because he'd be able to hold her again; his longing he feels is too much for him to bear that he wish he hadn't done that plan, if he didn't Cyril will be still by his side and not with that Gareki brat. But no, it's too late to be sorry of what had happened before, because Cyril is now gone, he just hope that it's not for good.
~at Circus second Command Ship
Two days had pass since Gareki left the ship to attend the academy and for Cyril it's her training's second day, so far she had been doing some laps and some stamina training in order to improve her muscles and her reflexes, after three hours of nonstop training under Wyn's supervision; Wyn let Cyril have a short break. While having their break Cyril just suddenly blurted out a question that shocked Wyn.
"Nah Wyn-san can I ask you a question?"
"Sure" Wyn calmly said while she eats her sandwich.
"Are you and Yogi-san together?" Cyril asked with her so innocent face.
"Wh...What!" Wyn was so surprised of Cyril's question that she didn't notice that she had raised her voice.
"Ik! Sorry... I didn't mean to make you mad…you don't have to answer me if it's a bad question" Cyril said scared of Wyn.
"Ehem... I mean, of course not, how could I like a guy like him. He's a big idiot and a bipolar!" Wyn said a faint blush can be noticed on her face contradicting what she said, but then the person they were talking about heard them and the certain blonde guy was more than hurt.
His heart was shattered by the person who he thought had loved him too for what he is but it seems that he was wrong. Though he didn't get the part where Wyn said that he's a bipolar, he had no idea of what Wyn just said. But from what he had heard, Wyn doesn't see him as how he sees her.
Yogi admitted that he is in love with Wyn, he haven't confessed his feelings for her because of this reason. He is scared that Wyn will just reject his feelings, but then his fear had come true, because even though he hasn't confessed yet; he is already rejected. And the feeling of pain and loneliness engulfed him, just like what he had felt years ago when he lost his family.
After training Cyril, Wyn went to the kitchen to get something to drink and there she saw Yogi looking depressed which she thought was abnormal because one, Yogi is a person who is very cheerful well when he is not in his silver version mode, and two he was rather quiet and seems not to pay attention to his surroundings. And so she approached the sulking man.
"YO! Yogi-Bear why are you looking so sad there? You look like an old man" Wyn asked with the match of slight teasing in hopes to cheer the sulking man up.
"Hey Wyn." But that was all that Yogi replied. Wyn got annoyed of it because she is not used to this kind of Yogi.
"Okay, tell me what happened Yogi; speak up or you're dead" Wyn said seriously.
"Why?" Yogi asked back.
"What? What why, 'm the one asking the question here idiot hybrid cat" Wyn said annoyed.
"Why do you care of what I feel or what my mood is?" Yogi cleared his question making Wyn blush.
"I…Idiot! The hell like I care, it's not that, its… it's just that it's not normal! And you're making everyone worry! Idiot!" Wyn exclaimed.
"You're worried of me?" Yogi asked who had cheered a bit by learning that Wyn actually cared for him even for just a bit.
"I didn't say that..." Wyn said a faint blush could be noticed on her fair cheeks.
"Wyn… do you hate me?" Yogi asked out of the blue and this took Wyn aback.
"Uh… no... Idiot, I don't hate you but I don't like you either. Humph" Wyn is now really flushed because her face is apparently red now, which she tried to hide by her hair. What made Wyn blush even more is when Yogi hugged her and said, "Wyn… I love you"
"O...oooi! teme!" Wyn suddenly punched Yogi straight on his face.
"I take that as an I love you too." Yogi said smiling brightly.
"What!" Wyn exclaimed.
On the sidelines, Cyril watched them giggling to herself because it's rather clear that Wyn does like Yogi, thinking of the person she love, she had thought of Karoku and Gareki.
She loves them both because they have been so kind to her. But what bothers her is why Karoku would hide the truth from her. Now she wants to talk to Karoku and clear things up but she knows that Circus won't allow her to see him. And also Gareki, she has a lot of questions for him. She hopes to see both boys to talk to them and to know everything once and for all.
The question now is that if these three meet what will happen. Will it make things worse or will it fix things? Will Cyril find her answers? Who shall win Cyril's heart?
AN: I am so sorry for not updating these passed weeks, I just got busy in school and stuff and the plot of the story kind of got messed up in my head, but I wanted to say thank you to those who had reviewed and liked this story until now. You inspire and give me the urge to write more. And for the poll it is still open until chapter 10, by chapter 11 I'll announce who wins the poll. Thank you God Bless
For the poll vote count:
Gareki: 9
Karoku: 11
