I was planning on updating a lot today anyway, but I got a specific request from Ashleigh to update. So I am typing this from my notebook. Two chapters left after this one!!
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The Day I Found It Won't Be The Same
Chapter Nine
Edward's POV
Bite The Bullet Blogs: GoldenEyez1918
September 29th, 2008
3:36 A.M.
Well, all the others have written about their favorite memories of Bella and they're telling me it's my turn. I don't think they understand that I'll never get over her, but I guess I can try to write down the best memory.
There are so many. But I think one of my absolute favorites was when she starting being excited about marrying me.
The first time she smiled when I mentioned the wedding, I wanted to cry with joy. It made me so happy, seeing as she hated the idea of marriage before.
I'll never know what changed her mind, but now I wish I had told her how glad I was that she seemed to like the idea of marrying me. But now I'll never get the chance.
Alice just slapped me for bring sadness into a happy memory.
She needs to stop reading over my shoulder.
I really don't think I could pick just one memory of Bella to love best. I love them all. And I can't write everything down. It'd make quite a few novels. (A/N. lol.)
Rescuing her from shopping with Alice was great, because I could tell how happy she was; despite the trauma of a seven hour shopping trip. I would've rescued her sooner if I could've. Jasper and Emmett were making me help them plan a bachelor party. It wasn't important to me, but I did it anyway.
I love how Bella was always stealing glances at me when she thought I wouldn't notice.
Staring into her eyes would've make my heart skip a beat, if it was still beating. She was the most perfect thing I'd ever laid my eyes on, and she still thought she paled in comparison to me. I wish I could've been able to make her see how beautiful she was in my eyes. I miss her.
Sorry it's short. Again, I say: it's a lot longer in my notebook! But the last chapter should be long enough to make up for it... It's 5 pages in my notebook... Which won't seem as long once I type it down, but I'm writing the way I wrote. Doing the best I can. soooo if you don't like it, stop reading. :)
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