Ok, now the next chapters are.... well .... about the Cullen's behind closed doors!!!

And how they INTERACT with one another..........

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Edward is still telling us about them... so some of it might be a little angrier or more

excitable. He won't like some of things he remembers , but OHHH some he just

loves!!

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CARLISLE , AGAIN !!!

The upstanding Cullen, yea right !! If people could see what he's really like

behind the mask he wears in public. Wow, would they change their minds and probably

run him out of their town with pitchforks and torches!! Ok, well , maybe not exactly like

that , but you know what I mean.

What I remember about being turned into monster we are??!! Not alot , besides the

burning pain , I do subconsciously remember someone whispering to me , but I can't

say it was actually him. But then again, who would it have been,right?!!! He stayed

with me the whole time. And I have seen some of his memories of those days,

so yes , I know he was there with me. So , when I finally opened my eyes to this new

existance , he was there. He talked with me through my confusion . Answered all my

questions about my parents and told me that my Mother had begged, demanded actually

that he ' save ' me. He taught me how to hunt and helped me understand my ' gift .'

This gift has been both blessing and burden. It helps our family survive together, but

hearing what some humans think and seeing it ... well just not humans!! My first visions

where from Carlisle. It was happening before my year was up as a newborn , but I thought

that because of everything that year is , it was just disgusting visions. I knew these things

happened, because well I have SEEN them in people's minds. But I had never , never had

thought them or wanted to.

It started with Carlisle being home from hospital , first night for almost two weeks. He

had been lost in thought, about a small human child that wasn't responding to the

treatments they were treating him with. Then, nothing , Carlisle can stop his thoughts,

just by looking at and focusing on an object. He then turned to me , " Edward, have

you hunted lately?" , "No, I was waiting for you" ,I replied. He smiled , watching me,

it was then I saw it, him and I , TOGETHER. I shook my head , "No , Carlisle , I..I don't

want that with you." He stepped away from him, he stepped toward me. I knew I was

faster than he, but I had to get out of this room first. I turned to run, but Carlisle had

quickly known what I would do ,and he was in front of me. I walking backwards with my

hands out towards him, he walking towards me.

Suddenly , vampire speed, he had me up against the wall with his hands holding my wrists

above my head. He slowly leaned into me , pressing his body into me , grinding our

pelvis's together. We both gasped at this new sensation. I tried to pull away , but not

like I knew I should... oh god ... it felt unbelieveable. He smiled into my eyes , grinding

himself against me , and said that alot of vampires do not care if their mates are same sex

as them or not. Laughed, that what was happening to us both , it seems like we were like

that.

Both of us had full erections , bushing up against our pants, we grinded into each other.

Some how I knew the age old dance , and we began to pick up our paces. Both of us

seemed to be panting , funny we don't need to breathe , maybe this is something left

over from a part of humanity??!!!! Whatever it was , I was enjoying his quick pants and

smell of sweet breath. Carlisle looked at me , then suddenly , his mouth was grinding

against mine too. It was delicious and so sensual , I almost exploded then. He taught

me how our tongues could dance with each other, and how to bring the other pleasure

from lips and tongues. We were grinding into each other so hard by this point , we could

have damaged ourselves if we kept it up much longer!!!!! Finally , we bothed groaned loudly

and reached an orgasm together.

We stood there, holding each other up and trying to calm ourselves down for some time

kissed my eyes , my nose and finally my lips as softly as a butterflies wing,

and smiled down at me when he drew back. Holding out his hand , he's smile got bigger,

" Let's go hunt , I'm thirstier now", laughing I grabbed his hand and we ran into the night.

Even though we have new family and our own "women", we still have a special bond ,that

no one can or will ever break. We have our own " family nights" ,just Carlisle and I . Maybe

we have someone join us for them..... but thats story is for another night !!!!!!!!

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Ok, so what ya think??? Not too bad I hope. Please review , I see your reading it out there, just

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hear that LOL ;)

This chapter was actually little tame, there will be at least one , that won't be.... but I won't go

to over board. Hope you liked !!