Hey Everyone!
I hope everyone enjoyed the last chapter, I think this might be my last chapter before I go away on holiday so it might be a while I'll try and update as many chapters as I can before I leave.
I don't own Twilight sadly.
Anyway Enjoy!
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"Ryan…."
I can't believe it's him, after I tried so hard to move on he come right back in again. It's worse than him stalking me because what vampire would listen to a restraining order? None, but I can't run away because he'll find me. He always does, no matter how hard I try he'll always be there.
I barely realised I was being lifted and moved. My head was buzzing with thoughts, the last time I saw Ryan was at the club…..
Flashback….
I walked into the club; I don't even know why I agreed to this. I knew something bad was going to happen but I still let Kennedy drag me here. It's not like her so I guess I should be happy but I knew he was going to be here and I really didn't want to know what he does when I'm not around, I don't think I could handle it.
"Why are you so nervous?" Kennedy asked me looking down, even in my high heels she was still taller than me.
"I just-" I started but stopped with a gasp.
I shouldn't have been surprised really; Ryan was sucking off the face of a girl. She was pretty and I'm not trying to be vain but she had nothing on me.
"Oh, Silver I'm so sorry we can leave." She apologised glaring at Ryan this was the second time but I always forgave him, I'm being so stupid. My mom always warned me about older guys but I should have paid more attention.
I should have dumped him the first time, everyone told me too even his best friends! God I'm an idiot. I marched right up to him and ripped him away from the girl.
"What the heck?" I shouted gaining some attention, he started to explain but what could he say? "I don't want to hear it Ryan! I'm done, it's over!" I shouted before walking out the back door, I knew he would follow.
"Silver baby, you don't mean that. Come here," he cooed trying to bring me closer. He reeked off alcohol but that still wasn't an excuse.
"Leave me alone Ryan, we're over I told you!" I shouted before ripping out of his reach.
I hadn't realised I was in an alley way until I passed someone who was walking down. I turned to look at the person but I only caught a glimpse of red eyes…..
End of Flashback…..
I woke up gasping for air, I hadn't realised I had fallen asleep. I looked around startled, this wasn't my room. I tried to stand up but landed on the floor with a hard thud. I tried to untangle myself as fast as I could but it was actually surprisingly hard.
Suddenly the lights switched on, I looked up at the door like a deer caught in the headlights to see Emily smiling down at me. She looked like she hadn't had any sleep.
"Hello," she said quietly.
"Hi, I don't mean to be rude or anything but why the hell am I here and not at home?" I asked sounding slightly irritated when in reality I was freaking pissed off.
"There out on patrol trying to find that vampire but Paul wants you to stay here so he knows you're safe. If this happens again you have to come here." She answered before holding out her hand.
I nodded before taking her hand and standing up, she looked down at my legs in amusement before looking back at me with a raised eyebrow.
"Don't ask," I smiled shaking off the blankets that were tangled around my legs.
I followed her down the stairs and into the living room. I found Kim curled up in a ball and Claire in the armchair; I took a seat next to Kim and curled myself into a ball. After asking what they were actually doing I became extremely worried. I didn't want Paul to get hurt, but what if he did? how bad would it be? What if he got bitten? Aren't you supposed to die? If I thought I had questions running through my head before I passed out I was wrong.
I had to sit on my hands to stop from biting my nails, I needed to do something. I excused myself quickly before running up the stairs, I found the bathroom easily. I quickly locked the door and turned on the shower before jumping in. I cleaned my hair three times and my bogy five before I was bored with the shower. I rapped myself in a towel before walking outside; there was a pile of clothes lying on the floor that I assumed were for me.
I walked back into the bathroom taking the clothes with me. They were a simple pair of sweats and tank top; I wished I had my favourite hoddie. It always made me feel better when I was nervous, worried or scared. If anything was wrong I would always wear my hoddie, it was probably one of the things I couldn't live without that and my ipod.
I tried to dry my hair the best as I could before walking down stairs and back into the living room. I sat back down beside Kim and kept my eyes trained on the window. The world outside seemed to move, while inside everything stayed frozen.
"Does the worrying ever get easier?" I asked randomly, I really felt sick with how worried I actually was.
"Honestly no, it only get's harder the more attached you get." Emily sighed continuing with her kittening.
"Do you the ingredients for chocolate chip muffins?" I asked, remembering I promised Seth I'd maker him muffins and it would be a nice treat for everyone else.
"Yeah, help your self." She smiled going back to making her quilt.
I remembered the recipe my grandma taught me when I was younger:
2 eggs
250ml milk
125ml vegetable
100g granulated sugar
100g brown sugar
1 tsp vanilla extract
400g flour (plain)
4 teaspoons baking powder
(I can't cook anything, so I had to get this of the internet, I know it's bad but what's even worse is that my granddad was a chef and I'd probably give people food poisoning on accident)
Once they were in the oven, Paul and everyone else still wasn't back. I needed to get out of the house but if I asked no doubt they'd say no. I quickly and quietly left the muffins in the oven and crept down the hall and to the door. I opened it and stepped out closing it behind me as quietly as I could.
I missed Paul; it felt like a part of me was missing. I missed his laugh, his smile, his warmness and most of all I miss him. I miss the way we could talk for hours and not realise it and his voice how it's deep and rough but smooth at the same time. I knew it wasn't like I wasn't going to see him again but I still couldn't be sure. Anything could happen within seconds.
"Ah, there you are I thought that mongrel of yours would be smarter….."
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I've decided that the next chapter will be the last. I don't want to prolong the story further than need be. There will be one last chapter and then an Epilogue before I move on to a different story. I hope nobody minds and that you'll agree.
Morgan.
