The same reoccurring dream came again that night, after I cried myself to sleep. Jacob knew what I was feeling since I heard him howling all night in the forest, he could tell that I was upset. The next morning, I arrived at school with my parents, and went to AP Literature. Of course mister smart alack himself was sitting perfectly content in the seat next to mine. I wondered if he noticed that the other girls were fawning over him, it was like an auction and he was the best prize. Jacob came behind me and whispered into my ear, "We need to talk." I believe Victor heard him, because he seemed to perk up after that, but of course I knew Jake would never break up with me would he?

I grabbed my seat, and the teacher let us break into our partners. I was jealous that my new friend Lena had Jake as a partner, and she was a terrible flirt she was trying to grab his hand the entire time and she flipped her long auburn hair over her shoulder just to emphasize a point. Jake of course was never looking at her the whole time he stared directly at me. "Hey so umm….I thought we would start with the balcony scene, it seems to be the most memorable." Victor startled me, he was starting to become a really scary popup book that you never wanted to put down, because it was so beautiful.

"Oh umm sounds great. I heard you know my father." He looked at me in surprise. I was never supposed to speak about my family at school to avoid supposition.

"Oh yes, I do know Edward but why don't we get on with the play I will see you tonight at your home I presume." He looked a little skeptical.

"Um..yes. The balcony scene ok." We continued on, and I realized Victor had a great grasp on the play. After Literature, Jacob pulled me aside in the hallway and gave me a kiss which made my knees buckle and I almost passed out but Jake caught me. "Nessie, I love you I never meant to hurt you so much I will do anything for your forgiveness, anything please." He looked at me with the same gloomy look I had all of last night I was miserable without him, I really did love him. He was my life now.

"Jake what you said before the term blood…." I couldn't repeat it, "I wanted to know is you meant it do you really think I'm a monster, I mean if you do then I hope you realize that I'm not the only freak around here!"

"Nessie." He gave me a kiss on my neck right where he knew I would go weak kneed. "I love you, and will never hurt you again. I don't think you are a freak I was just insanely jealous of….Victor." He cringed at his name.

"Ok Jake, I believe you tonight Victor is coming over to discuss something with my father, and then he is going hunting with us. I think I need you to be there incase."

"Nessie, I will be there when ever you want me there. Especially when it means that I can kick some vampire ass if he touches my girl."

"Jake." I laughed at that for a moment. "Your being too melodramatic he really does not think of me that way seriously."

"Well you didn't see the way he was trying to romance you during Literature class the guys already half in love with you." He gave me a I know I'm right glare.

"Well what about Ms. Lena flirting and practically flaunting herself at you." I lifted a brow.

"Come on baby you know I only have eyes for you." I laughed because he used the term "baby" it so superficial.