A/N: I know, I updated so soon! But I wasn't paying attention in one of my 3 hour classes today and I just kind of rolled this out. And to Julie172006, I hope this update answers your question, lol. I was trying to figure out a way to approach that, and I have it figured out. Everything will unfold in the coming updates!

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R-15

Ryan was exactly sure how he had gotten where he was. Living at the school he had found out just how different these boys in his dormitory were from the kids and teenagers at the public schools in Miami. His roommate told him that there was a party on the other side of campus. He didn't think that they would be sneaking into the girls dormitory.

Now here he was sitting in a chair in a corner while his roommate sat on the couch, his mouth seemingly glued to some girl's lips. Half of the guys at the party looked the same, or they were trying to get some of the girls into their bedrooms. To say that Ryan felt uncomfortable was an enormous understatement.

Jack, his roommate, finally pulled himself away from the brunette and looked over at Ryan. "Come on man, enjoy the party. There are plenty of girls here." The brunette leaned her head on Jack's shoulder, and glanced at Ryan.

"He seems shy, like my roommate," she smiled and let out a giggle. "He looks young. How old are you Ryan?"

"I turned fifteen not to long ago," Ryan said quietly. He knew that he was one of the youngest boys in his grade. Most of the boys already had their driver's license and in a few short months would be driving home in the cars that their parents had bought for them. But as one of the youngest sophomores he would be getting on a train to go to the new house that his Aunt and Uncle had bought in Boston. He would at least be able to spend time with his brother.

"He's kind of adorable Jack, you should bring him more often." The girl giggled again and Ryan felt his cheeks warm. Jack whispered something in her ear and she nodded, then both got up from the couch leaving Ryan alone in the corner.

As Ryan contemplated leaving, and wondering if he would be able to make it back without being caught, he failed to notice the blonde that sat down on the couch.

"Hey," Ryan blinked and looked up at the new feminine voice. "I'm Janine, you must be Jack's roommate." She smiled at him showing perfectly white teeth.

"Uh yeah," Ryan nodded. He noticed that she was about as tall as he was and she must have been close to seventeen years old. Ryan straightened a little as Janine moved to sit on the arm of the chair.

"Don't worry about being so shy." She reassured him before swooping her head down to initiate a a soft kiss. Ryan blinked, caught off guard, but didn't move to return the kiss. This didn't seem to turn Janine off, and she leaned in again after a second, capturing Ryan's lips in a deeper kiss. When Ryan didn't permit Janine entrance to his mouth she leaned back to look at him.

"Everything okay, babe?" She frowned, leaning back to regard the young man.

"Um, no, I don't think so." He ignored her probing look, and got up from the chair, heading for the door. He passed Jack and his brunette, but didn't take notice until Jack had grabbed his arm.

"Hey man, what's up?" The brunette in his arm seemed annoyed that they had been distracted again.

"Nothing, I just gotta go." Ryan shook his head and left the room, headed to stairs. He needed to see Josh back at his building. He had questions.

When he first moved into the dorms he had met Josh. He had seemed nice, and was lucky enough to be living by himself. After he told Jack about meeting Josh he was instantly warned against talking to him. He noticed that no on in their classes talked to Josh, and when Ryan asked he was told it was because Josh was a homo.

Now Josh was just the person he needed to talk to. He hoped that Josh was still awake as he knocked on the boys door. After several moments that door opened slowly to show Josh in his pajama's, but he could see the glow of his computer screen in his room, proving that he wasn't asleep.

"Ryan?" Josh was slightly surprised to see the young man at his door. "Are you sure you wanna be here?"

"I have questions," Ryan said quietly, and looked up to meet the Junior's eyes. "I think I might like guys."

A look of understanding dawned in Josh's eyes and he opened the door for Ryan to walk in. Ryan eventually feel asleep in Josh's room, but he eventually was able to ask most of his questions.