Katie
"This is stupid!" i said after only moments after Jo and Camille went to the canteen. I didn't understand why we all to wait outside the surgery. Its not like we would change the outcome of the surgery just by being there. It was all up to the doctors now.
I stormed out of the hospital and found the bench that i had sat on two days ago.
A tear rolled down my cheek. I do not cry. Why am i crying? All i have to do is wait. Kendall is the one who has it hard right now, fighting to live.
It hurts me that none of us can do anything to change what is happening right now. I looked up at the sky. When Kendall and i were little we used to sit outside in the back garden and look at shapes in the sky.
I smiled. I saw what looked like a hockey stick and a CD both of which remind me of Kendall.
A shadow loomed over me.
"Katie Knight?"
I sat up "Who are you?"
The man smiled "Just a man waiting to hear about a relative. Its so boring in there"
"How do you know my name?"
"I've seen you around hanging out with BTR" the man shrugged. "You're Kendall's sister?"
This man is creeping me out. He seemed too old to be a fan yet he seemed to know a lot about Kendall and me, nothing that you could know without spying or being around us. But I've never seen him before.
"Katie!" Mum called.
I stood up , dusted off my jeans "Coming mum!"
I walked over to where she was waiting in front of the hospital's side entrance I gave her a big hug. "I'm sorry mum i needed air"
She nodded "Katie who was that man?"
I looked back as he stared right as us. "I honestly don't know but he started saying this stuff about me and Kendall it was weird he creeped me out mum"
She put her hands on my face "Please stay inside the hospital i don't want him to come near you again i don't know who he is but please do this"
This would be the one time i would happily agree to anything that mum asked me to do.
Jen
Katie's outburst didn't surprise me in a way. I could tell what she was thinking. Why did we all bother waiting here for Kendall? The doctors said that it would be at least a couple of hours and then there's the time of Kendall waking up and that's if he survives it.
Katie probably just wants to distract herself from thinking of the dire consequence of Kendall not returning to us.
"Do you want me to go after her?" James asked
I shook my head "I think she needs time away from this"
My little girl was upset. I knew it because she never could hide her feelings from me. I always knew when she felt frustrated but she was always strong and independent and didn't rely on anybody else not even when she was three and should have needed me. As soon as she learnt how to learn to deal with a situation she never needed to be reminded. Kendall was the same only difference was he was a lot more emotional than his little sister. Saying that Kendall helped me out in the darkest days of my life.
"She can cope she always as" I said. "I'll check on her in a little bit. The best memory that i have about Kendall was when Katie was born. She was this tiny person and she screamed but Kendall took her from the nurses before they had chance to was her and rocked her from side to side and sung lullabies to her until she settled" i laughed "Kendall wasn't bothered that he was covered in blood or goo or anything like it and do you know what he said after that?"
They all shook their heads.
"he held her out to me and said 'don't worry mum i'm going to be the best big brother in the world. I'm going to play with her and rock her so she doesn't ever get sad like you are mummy"
"Did we miss anything?" Jo asked sitting next to me.
I shook my head "No honey Katie's gone out for some air"
Camille sat on the floor. "Let me tell you about the ice skating. Kendall promised that if i helped him to pick out something nice for Jo he would do something for me in return and it just so happened my manager wanted me to learn how to ice-skate for a perspective role in a motion movie. Unfortunately i agreed but i was rubbish so thinking that Kendall used to do hockey he might be able to help me learn. The only problem was my manager entered us in a competition to boost my confidence. We were rubbish though as you all saw. I kept apologising to Kendall and he laughed it off even with the swollen mouth and the broken foot. He said he would do anything to keep everybody happy because he genuinely liked to help everyone"
"I never knew Kendall not in that way" Jett said.
"Why are you here? You two never got along" Jo said.
Jett laughed "that's true i liked to annoy him about his feelings that he had for you. But seriously i had true admiration for Kendall during the pranks. He was so smart and we worked together to get rid of you girls. He taught us all to be cunning and to look after each other's backs."
I nodded. "That sounds like Kendall. I'm just gonna check on Katie"
I went down the corridor and out of the side door. I was looking around for her and then i saw her lying on the grass with a man that i recognised.
"Katie!" i called.
She stood up and dusted her jeans and came I over to where I was waiting in front of the hospital's side entrance .
She gave me a big hug "I'm sorry mum i needed air"
I nodded "Katie who was that man?"
Katie looked back as he stared right as us. "I honestly don't know but he started saying this stuff about me and Kendall it was weird he creeped me out mum"
That man won't leave me alone. Why won't he let me live my life in peace?
I put my hands on her face "Please stay inside the hospital i don't want him to come near you again i don't know who he is but please do this" i begged.
I didn't want to scare her but this man is the one person in my life that had made me hate myself. If it wasn't for Kendall and my unborn Katie then i think my life would have turned out for worse.
