(okay guys this is the last chapter, in italics are the lyrics to the song (its lacramosa in english by JellybabyProductions on you tube and the bold is kuro's (uh thats the right story right...) thoughts)

as i entered the house i had in habited for nearly a year now, what came before my eyes was the ball room. once emptie and hollow fealing, it was now full of laughter, people danceing around. sebastian soon was leeding me onto the dance floor as an almost haunting tune filled the hall with music and a beautiful voice filled the hall with a blooming sorrowful fealing.

My future and my despair twine themselves

Into a dark and sinister tune

The grief fights its way to the surface

By the bitter glow of the moon

the moon on that night.. was beautiful, the full shineing moon that once mocked me

Faithful through and through

I will hold your secret tight

Silent air, haze of blue

I stride into the night...

yes faithful... that he was, my sebastian you have been fathful this past year spinning around and around i felt my self begin to feel happy again

Lacrimosa broken heart

Feels the horizon's pull

I want to love; I want to feel

This dazzling world

I want to be

Free from dreams that cloud my sight

Dreams I hide within my eyes

Never to rest, never to heal

'Til my withered heart

Feels the touch of your tears.

i felt all of my burdens from the past begin to fade into nothingness and i felt as free as a bird. before i knew it i was no longer in the ball room, no, i was some where else entirely. not any rom in my home, past or present, not the lilly field that had been my saviour but an island. the haunting music still echoed dimly in the back round of this hazy place.

cool hands run down my face one stops caressing my cheek, the other moves the the back of my neck, sending shivers down my spine. the icy cool hands undid the black silk necklace with the golden pendent and let it fall to the ground.

i felt a sharp pulse of pain

it grew

and my vistion faded

the world i knew

and loved and hated

all of it

the boy from the flower stand

the under taker

mother, father

and even the shinagmi

dare i say it yes and theat brat, ciel

all of it came to white and nothing ness

and suddenly i was back in that field from before, but this time around they where spider lilies, red the coler that blazes the earth . maybe eturnity isn't so bad in this drream...

well guys thats it... i finnaly finished one of my stories... WOOOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOO! i think that if i had delayed and more then my caricters would have come out and forced me to write...