This shorter chapter is from Kaoru's point of view! It's mainly to shed light on Hikaru's feelings and spark the twin's romantic (:D) relationship! Yeah, I'm a twincest shipper haha! Also, this chapter's up quite late, so I'm sorry about that, my internet was down most of the day, it seems my internet carrier is updating stuff or going through matinence because my neighbor's was the same way. So if a chapter is late that's why and I'll try to get it up as soon as possible! Thanks everyone!


It was a warm night at the Hitachiin estate, it was late, but the sun had yet to break the horizon. Kaoru woke up to hear Hikaru mumbling to himself where he sat in their bed. From the sound of it, his twin was pretty upset.

Kaoru sat up quietly and wrapped his arms around Hikaru's shoulders, startling him.

"K-Kaoru! Sorry, did I wake you?" Hikaru asked him, blushing at the abrupt skin contact between the two.

"What's wrong, Hikaru? Can you not sleep, I know you don't like it when it's too hot, we can kick off the covers." Kaoru questioned his brother.

"No, it's not that really…" He looked away, shifting his shoulders a bit uncomfortably in his twin's arms.

"… You're jealous of Tamaki and Haruhi, aren't you… And you're probably mad she's pregnant too…" Kaoru assumed, acting on his feelings he got about Hikaru's thoughts, they tended to be right.

Hikaru looked startled by his baby brother's words, "M-Me? Jealous? Hurt? No-No way!" He stuttered.

"I can tell when you're lying, Hikaru." Kaoru knew very well that Hikaru had been hurting since the moment he'd found out. He had been able to see the silent pain in Hikaru's eyes, the pain that even Hikaru was trying to deny.

At that his twin burst, "How could they be so reckless? And how could he do such things to Haruhi?" Hikaru was yelling suddenly and Kaoru, in a moment of panic, kissed his twin to silence him.

Hikaru seemed stunned, they hadn't done things like this since they had experimented last year, and hadn't thought about trying anything more since Hikaru had realized he loved Haruhi.

"S-Sorry." Kaoru said shyly as he sat back, embarrassed. "You don't think of me that way… that was reckless of me…" He let go of his brother's shoulders and went to lay back down, feeling rejected.

'How could I convey my true feelings about Hikaru so carelessly? He loves Haruhi!' Kaoru lectured himself sternly, wondering what had gotten into him.

Hikaru suddenly grabbed his twin's shoulders, turning him and kissing him deeply.

Kaoru, shocked, naturally reacted and the two continued for some time before pulling apart.

"H-Hikaru, what-?"

"I love you, Kaoru. Please, stay with me, take my pain away." Hikaru pleaded, his voice soft and loving.

"I love you too, Hikaru, I always have." But Kaoru felt some reluctance. "But you love Haruhi…"

"I have no shot at her though, and I realized from those kisses, I have stronger feelings for you than a brother should have…" Hikaru was literally realizing all this and voicing his thoughts as he went. "I want to be with you."

Kaoru smiled and scooted closer, "I feel the same, but I don't want to be your rebound, Hikaru… lets take things slow and see what happens, ok?" His older brother nodded happily and pulled Kaoru close with a playful laugh.

The two fell asleep again embracing each other, and for the first time in a long, long time Hikaru felt that the empty hole in his heart was being filled.


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~SakuraHarunoGurl (Martina)