They pushed my wheel chair out of the elivator and down the hall. This was not good maybe i could fall out and face plant. No i need my face for music. Maybe they'll just run me over with the chair. Would that be enough to put me back in the bed. Maybe i should of gotten her number. Would i ever see her again? Well it wasn't like i didn't know where she worked. I could always pop in and take her to lunch. Wait a minute what was i saying pop back in? Take her to lunch she was a gorgeous doctor what would she ever see in me? Nothing thats what, this was probably for the best. But it didn't mean it didn't stink or hurt like heck. They pushed me towards the automatic door and it swung open. They pushed me out to the Kevins car and helped me in. Nick returned the wheel chair and ran back out.
"So mom says i need to take you shopping for a new truck." Said Kevin. I sighed looking out the window. "Whatever." Kevin looked at Nick and they shrugged there shoulders. I was heart broken. Sure i'd liked girls before but never girls this amazing. I was thinking about her hair...her smile...her legs..."Dude were home." Said Keving nudging my shoulder. "Oh.." I said sadly opening the door and climing out. My little brother Frankie ran out. "Dude you're ok!" He hugged me tight. "Ow, yea i'm ok." I said releasing him from the hug. "Good cause i hate to tell you this i was about to take your spot in the band." He grinned. "What? You were already trying to replace me?" "Hey i can't help it the ladies love me." He said doing a spin. I chuckled but only for a bit. "That's look buddy." I said walking around him to the front door.
"Joeseph oh my sweet boy i missed you so much." She said hugging me and kissing me. "You just saw me last night." "Oh know that my sweet angel but i'm just so glad you're ok." She with tears in her eyes. She finally let me go and it was my dads turn to squeeze me. "Joe we are glad you are home son." He said releasing me and patting my good shoulder. Which still hurt cause i was pretty banged up. I winced. "Sorry son." He said smiling feebly. "Are you hungry? I bet you're hungry let me get you something to eat." "Hun the boy just walked in the door maybe he's tired." My dad said. "Thanks, yea i'm pretty beat. Thanks though." I said turning to go to my room. I was 18 and still lived at home because me and my brothers were all in one place and could talk band talk. Plus i was so busy i really didn't need my own place, but at least i got my own room.
I headed up the stairs and pushed my door open. It was still the same as when i left it three days ago. I saw some papers on my desk saying my truck was totaled and behind it a saw a check. "Great." I mumbled walking towards my bed. I rolled over onto it and let my mind wander.
"Joe, i hate that you left me." "Jessica?" "Yep i'm here to check on you." She leaned down and moved a stray strand of hair from my forehead. "I'm doing much better now. I missed you." "I missed you too, sorry i had to make you leave but now we can date." She said leaning over me again. She was wearing a doctors dress. It was short and low cut. "You werent wearing that the other day..." I noticed. "Yea, if you want i can put the scrubs back on..." "Oh no no that is more then fine." "Anything i can do to make you feel better?" "Well i think i hit my lips on the dash board." "Oh no you poor poor thing let me help you." She said taking the sides of my face in her hands and leaning down. "Joe?" She asked. As if i wasnt going to kiss back. I had my lips puckered. "Joe!" I felt my bed shake. "Ow stop that." I said then i shot straight up. Another dream. "Nick i'm gonna kill you! You always wake me up right before the good part." "Oh dude sorry, we need you. Mom's got lunch ready and we need to get to practice come on." He said shaking the bed again, then left.
I rolled over and pulled myself up out of the bed. Great another misserable day. I just keep thinking how i'm making myself this way but i knew i couldn't ask her out, i couldn't handle being turned down. I guess i'll just have to get over her. Starting next week... I walked into the kitchen my hair mushed on top of my head. I scratched. "Well he lives." Said my mother sitting a plate down on the table. "Yea Nick says he needs me." "Oh no no i told your brother only if you felt up to it." "Well i don't but i'll do it anyways." "Honey, you just had a horrific car accident nobody expects you to be ok today." She ruffled my hair down. "Thanks." I said taking a bite of the stew. The warm liquid made its way down my throat.
When i was finished i put my bown into the dish washer and headed back to my room i just wanted to fall back in the bed but i knew Nick and Kevin were waiting on me. I ran a brush through my hair and threw a shirt and some different pants on. I slipped by shoes on by the door and went to find my brothers so we could head to practice. "Hey i'm here lets go." I said bounding down the stairs and into the living room. "Oh great let's go." Said kevin holding the door open. Nick and i followed out behind him.
