Butterflies
I was totally confused, with whole new feelings inside me... All of the sudden, I heard a knock on the door…
"Anne, open up, it's me... what happened?"
"It's nothing David, I don't wanna talk right now!"
"But I must say... I saw the tape by accident... I saw Kim with Matt, I believe you! You were right this whole time, she's not worth anything! Open the door, so we can talk!"
But I didn't move.
"And now you think just an apology will solve everything? I didn't show you the tape because you were supposed to trust ME, without needing any prove! But you chose to believe this whore that you don't even know than to believe me, who knows you your whole life!"
"I know I made a mistake, but please forgive me! For our friendship!"
He keep talking and talking for a long time, and then I was kind of considering to forgive him. I opened the door...
"Thank you for giving me another chance, you are my best friend, I missed talking to you so much, you know... but tell me what's up with you, we haven't spoken in so long..."
"David, when are you going to stop pretending that kiss didn't exist?"
"It did…."
He was looking everywhere but me, and seemed speechless...
"So, you're saying you felt nothing on that moment?"
"No..."
"You were shaking..."
"It was cold..."
"You were sweating..."
"That happens when I get nervous..."
"So, you were nervous, that's something…"
"Just nervous... what about you?"
"I felt as the world had stopped for a moment…"
"That much?"
I realized that conversation was pointless.
"David, I'm kinda tired, go home, we talk later, ok? I'm gonna try to get some sleep..."
He was a little confused, but agreed. When I was closing the door, I said in a whisper "He didn't understand anything…."
I thought he hadn't heard it. I was facing the other way, and the next second I heard the door opening again, I felt someone grabbing my arm, turning me around, and I felt nothing else, just those arms holding me tight, that beard was rubbing against my skin and his lips were on mine, so intensely as I had never felt before….
Holding me with one arm, he closed the door and pushed me against the wall, making the light turn off…
I just didn't know what to do, if I stopped that so things wouldn't get worst, or if surrendered to that amazing kiss... but when I felt his hot breath on my neck, I had no more doubts…
I put my hand under his shirt... and I felt the soft skin of his back... he was having chills...
The tension was gradually fading and we were becoming more relaxed with that situation... He was holding me tightly around my waist, against his chest, and walked with me towars the bed... the window was open, I could only see his profile through the moonlight, his arms, his hair, I wish I could look into his eyes, touch every piece of his body...
And then, I heard someone knocking on the door...
"Anne, are you there? We're home already… let's go out and get something to eat?"
It was Matt's voice...
