My Name Is Elsa

I thought that Olaf was going to say something about Jack and the thawed ice, but I guessed he just assumed that it was a delayed reaction or something. He never was the brightest. I looked over at Jack, afraid that he had realized what had really happened, but all who witnessed were oblivious.

I sighed with relief and worry. It was an odd combination of emotions, but I brushed that off and had a much better 'take two' of a snow day.

When we all approached my awful sled, Jack grabbed my shoulder. I was sure that I'd jumped my height.

"Are you... are you okay? You seem... off," Jack told me.

I swallowed my surface fear and smiled.

"Yes, I'm just acting a little off since the, uh, blood ice," I replied, proud of how steady my voice sounded.

Jack looked at me funny and nodded.

"If you say so."

...

I had to admit that we traveled to some pretty amazing places that I would have enjoyed if not for the incident earlier. That was always the issue with me. My fear always over powered anything else I thought if.

When we arrived at the Pole, Jack looked over at me.

"What?" I asked.

"Aren't you going to melt the sled?"

"O-oh," I said shakily, "Right!"

I cringed at how rushed my words were. I walked over to the sled and debated. Should I give my love for Anna another chance? Or should I use my... Oh, I couldn't even say it.

You KILLED him Elsa. Loving him would be brutal to both of you.

My conscious was right. However, I would fess up to it this once in my head just so that I could thaw the sled.

After that was finished, I turned to Jack.

"I'm exhausted," I said, masking my real emotions, "How do you keep up with this?"

Jack smiled arrogantly.

"Lots of talent." Jack replied.

I rolled my eyes and hit Jack's shoulder.

"I'm sure that natural snow days help."

Jack smiled and shrugged.

"Do you wanna go over to the ice castle tomorrow?" He asked. I wasn't sure that was good for me,

"Um... Isn't a bit cold for you there?" I asked.

"The fire crystal does its job," Jack replied. However, he seemed to flinch at the word 'fire'. I hadn't realized it before, but...

"Jack, does the crystal hurt?" I asked softly.

Jack didn't make an attempt to say anything at first. Jack looked to be thinking for a while and if all opened his mouth.

"Well, we've been going anywhere I want to go for the last, I don't know, 300 years was it? I figured you'd want to go to the one place that you got to choose, so I don't really care," Jack said.

I smiled and waved it off.

"Thanks for the thought, but if it hurts you, I don't want to try.

I felt like someone was watching us. I turned around to find North.

"Ah, Elsa! Just the girl I was trying to find. Come with me."

With that, North walked off expecting me to follow.

Jack touched my shoulder.

"We'll continue this later," he said.

"Thank you, but we are not going to the ice castle. There, I ended it."

"Elsa!" North called, denying Jack time to protest.

I waved and scrambled to catch up with North who was walking through the elves, er, yeti's toy shop. North was silent until we arrived in a room holding toys, tools, and (my favorite) ice sculptures.

North didn't bother with closing the door. Instead, he sat at his desk and turned to face me.

"So, Elsa, Sandy told me how to save Jack."

I struggled to stop thinkng about how funny that charades would have been.

"I see," I said.

"Yes, and I wondered if this had happened before," North said.

I became very serious.

"Yes, it has." I said simply.

North gave a careful nod.

"I see. Please elaborate."

I took a deep breath. Okay, not too hard. Say quickly and carefully.

"Anna, my sister, got a shard of my ice in her heart. She saved my life out of love, therefore an act of true love." There. That wasn't so bad.

"So you broke your own curse."

I cringed.

"It wasn't a curse, I mean, curses are deliberate. That was an accident," I rambled.

North looked at me.

"And why was that?"

I couldn't say it. No, I just couldn't.

North took a deep breath.

"Elsa, we have accepted you, even when you harmed one of our own. So I will cut to the chase. We believe that you are Jack's act of true-"

"Don't say it." I ground out to cut North off.

North looked at me in pity. I could tell he thought my denial was pointless.

"Elsa..."

"I can't love Jack! Don't you see the signs? Here! I froze the pond. Don't get it? I'll spell it out for you: I. Killed. Jack," I said.

A unfortunately familiar voice came from the doorway.

"You did what to me?"

A/N: Okay. I wrote this on my phone so this a) has a lot of typos and b) is short. But it's powerful... Right?

So pretty please review!

Love,

Sammie

P.S. I don't own ROTG and Frozen.