Tris POV:
It's been a long month of physical therapy to get my muscles built up enough to finally get released from the infirmary. Having been shot in my leg and stomach has been a tough recovery. Four has been trying to stay with me as much as possible,but he's been out on missions a lot to try and stop the attacks from the Factionless. They've attacked Dauntless twice this month. They keep coming to try and get guns. The Factionless who have captured have been taken to Candor and put under the truth serum. From what Four tells me none of them know why they are stealing guns. They are just doing it because they were told and following along with orders. This makes no sense to me. Four told me that him, Zeke, and Tori have been trying to figuring out what the hell is going on, but they have no leads on the situation.
I've been pushing myself in physical therapy so I can join the fight and stop the attacks. Thankfully no one has been killed since I shot those four men who were trying to steal guns in the first place. I'm thankful no one else has had to die, but I don't understand why these attacks are continuing.
I get up out of bed and walk over to the shower in my room. I'm happy to finally be able to take a normal shower without having to be careful of stitches. The ones that were on my stomach were the worse. I had a hard time bending over to put my socks on. The pain would shoot right thru me every time I tried to bend over. Then with my leg I just hobble around everywhere. I have to walk slow, but at I'm happy to be walking without having to use a walker.
The first two weeks after being shot were the worse. I had to use a walker to do everything. I couldn't hold up my weight on my own without leaning on something. So, when Four wasn't around the walker is how I go to the bathroom and physical therapy.
After my shower I put on my black sweat pants and spagetti strap shirt. I was nervous and excited to finally be able to get out of the infirmary and be able to see my friends and try to go back to my somewhat normal routine. I go back to my bed and lay down and wait for the doctor to come in and give me my release papers.
About a hour later I have my release papers and I'm ready to go. Four was suppose to meet me here, but I got released a little earlier then he was told. He was doing some training with Zeke and some other Dauntless members. I didn't want to stay in the infirmary any longer, so I started to walk to his apartment to see if he was there to surprise him that I was out of the infirmary.
On my walk to his apartment I can't help but think of how helpful and caring Four has been this last month. He made sure I was eating when I was suppose to, taking my medicine and going to physical therapy. He never missed a session and paid careful attention to physical therapist so he would know how to help me continue to get stronger outside of the infirmary. He has been amazing. It has been difficult for me to show him to much affection because I was told to stay in bed a lot. So, we've just been have a kiss here and there and he made sure to always hold my hand. It's been great having him with and knowing he was right there when I needed him.
I stop part way to his apartment because I need to rest for a minute it's been a long time since I've walked on my own without assistance. But, after a few minutes I'm ready to walk again. I get to Four's apartment and knock on the door.
Four opens the door without his shirt on. I blush immediately. He's so in shape. He has the perfect chest and abs. I just want to run my hands down his chest and run my fingers along the curve of his muscles. I gulp at my thoughts.
Four "Hey."
"Hi."
Four "Come in."
I walk thru the doorway and his apartment is how I remember it when he saved from the chasm during initiation. Nothing has changed.
Four "I thought you were going to be released at noon. Did something happened?"
"No. They let me out early, so I thought I would surprise you. Surprise!" I say that louder than I intended.
He walks over to my and pulls me in for a hug. He places a soft kiss on my forehead.
Four "I'm happy to see you Tris and this is definitely a surprise."
He leans down and give me a peck on the lips, but that it's good enough for me. I want to show him how thankful I am to have him. I want to tell him thank you for taking care of me. So, I stand on my tippy toes so I can reach his lips. He leans down and we start kissing. I depend the kiss and he gladly kisses me back. I start to massage his tongue with mine and he does the same. My hands start to explore his abs muscle and I start to kiss him even more. I want Four.
Four starts to pull away a little bit "Tris.." but I keep kissing him… "Tris…" I kiss him again. I don't care what he is trying to tell me I just want him. He slowly slides his hands down my arms sending shiverings down my whole body. He reaches for the hem of my shirt and slides his hands under it exploring my body as I am doing to his. He reaches for the hem of my shirt and pulls it over my head. He's pulls me closer to him and I can feel our body heat. He picks me up bridal style and carries me to the bed. He slowly lays me down and looks into my eyes. He tries to speak but I pull my lips to his and we continue to kiss. Four pulls back and start planting kisses on my neck down my collarbone to my breast. He slides his hands around my back to unhook my bra. He is having a little bit of trouble, so I arch my back up to give him better access. He unhooks my bra and slowly slides the straps down my arms. The way he is looking at me right now it making me want his lips back on me. He leans down and starts kissing me on the lips while his hands are exploring my chest. He has one hand on each breast and is squeezing and massage each one carefully. I can't help the moan that escapes my mouth. I feel him smile against my lips and slowly moves down to my chest. He starts sucking on my nipples which makes me moan more. He slowly slides his right hand down my stomach and slides it into my pants and under my underwear. When he touches my down there I feel a sense of electricity shooting thru me. He's being gentle and slowly starting rubbing my clit. I start to moan, so he starts going a little faster. I feel a sensation inside of me I've never felt before and I like the way it's making me feel. He stops and I look down at him. He's removing my pants and underwear. He moves his as well. I can't help but be nervous because here I am naked and laying on Four's bed. Four is so hot as he stands there in all his glory. His penis looks amazing. I've never actually seen one before, but his looks perfect. He crawls back on top of me spreading my legs open.
He takes the tip of his penis and slides it around in my wetness. He slowly starts to his penis in my vagina and I grab onto his arms hard. He stops and pulls out. Holy crap did that hurt. He looks at me. "Tris… I'm sorry… We should stop."
"No. I want this. I've just…...never done it before."
Four "Me either."
"Can you um…. Go slower maybe?"
Four "okay."
He starts kissing me again and the desire for him comes back quickly. He starts to enter me again and I just hold onto his arms tightly and he's slowly inching his way in. It's painful, but I feel like I'm adjusting to his size. Once he's all the way in I'm ready. He starts rocking his hips back and forth in and out and the pleasure I am feeling is overwhelming. I don't know what is going with my body, but I don't want it to stop. Four moves faster and the moaning sounds he's making must mean he's enjoying himself as well. He's moving even faster and I feel like I'm going to explode. The feeling I have right now I can't hold back whatever it is and just like that I feel a sense release and pleasure. Four said something, but I couldn't understand him. As I coming back down from my high I see Four kissing my neck. I lean down and grab his face and bring it mine and kiss him. He pulls back. "That was amazing."
He kisses my neck and slowly slides his penis back into me. I get excited. I hope he makes me feel that way again. He starts moving in and out of me fast. I feel myself building again and I let go almost screaming his name. I feel Four move a few more times as I'm coming down from my high and he screams out my name. I feel a pulsating feeling in my vagina and gets warm. These feelings are amazing. He lays down next to me and pulls me close to him. He whispers in my ear "I love you."
"I love you too." I feel exhausted and drift off to sleep in Four's arms.
