Kye kye – hi all here is a new chapter keep in mind that while I love it when you favorite my stories and put them on alert I would really love it if I could read what you think. By the way I am on a bit of a FROZEN ride with this story so lets see how many references you all can find in it should be easy
Helga's mind
Helga looks around to the most calming seen she had ever seen in her life. She was standing on the top of a mountain and was looking down at the forest that was covered in ice crystals that gleamed in the sun light sparkling like diamonds, and for the first time in over eight years a real smile found its way across Helga's lips and a laugh escaped her throat and was happy to feel no pain
she looks down at her self the smile never leaving her face to see a form fitting spaghetti strap blue dress that was dark at the bottom and got lighter as it went up until it was white with a slit that went up to her hips on either side. Helga ran her fingers through her hair having it down for once in years.
A since of freedom and piece filled her being and she fell backwards into the snow. Helga Shivered as the snow cooled her skin through the thin dress, but not in an unpleasant way,she closed her eyes and relaxed
"Helga.." Helga opens her eyes and looks around but sees nothing "Helga..." The soft voice rings out behind her now and Helga not wanting to sit up tilts her head back to see some one vaguely familiar this woman had dark brown hair and eyes bluer than her own she was beautiful. She was around the same age if not a few years older than Helga was and she was smiling down at her
"Who are you?" Helga asks finally sitting up
The woman pouts playfully "Don't you remember me Helga?"
Helga tilts her head to the side and her hair spills over her shoulder into the snow "You look familiar but I can't place a name with your face"
The woman giggles "Its okay I didn't expect you to remember me any way. It was a long, long time ago" The woman sits down next to Helga "My name is Elsa, at least that's the name you gave me"
"Elsa? You mean my imaginary friend from when I was like four?"
Elsa nods "the one and the same"
"But you were, are just a figment of my imagination right?"
"Well yes and no Helga, my real name is Estella and I am, for lack of better terms known as a ghost"
"A Ghost? Does this mean that I am dead? Is that why I am seeing you again?"
Elsa shakes her head "I'm not entirely sure at the moment Helga this is a place called limbo this is your limbo its a place for those on the edge of being alive and dead and for those who are dead and cant seem to move on. I am not sure witch you fit in at the moment. You could be dead or you could be dieing"
Helga nods the information that she could be dead or dieing not really surprising to her giving her life up until now "SO why am I seeing you again?"
"I am here to tell you why I was there when you were younger" Estella says "I wasn't there to be your imaginary friend, you weren't even supposed to be able to see me"
"Then why could I?"
"I don't know but the reason I was there was to haunt your father the man who killed me"
Helga's eyes widen "Bob killed you?"
"Yes"
"Why?"
Estella frowns and looks down at her hands "Before he met your mother Bob and I used to date. I grew up with him and I Thought I loved him for a while there but..." she looks off of the cliff with a look of longing in her eyes
"But you fell in love with someone else"
Estella nods "Yes"
"Did you cheat on Bob?"
Estella shakes her head "No I didn't at least not physically. I didn't want to fall in love with that other man but it could not be helped."
Helga looks over the cliff "I know this is going to be a strange question coming from me but what was wrong with Bob back then?"
A haunted look over takes Estella's face "The same thing that's wrong with him now"
Helga looks over at Estella "You mean.."
She nods "yes Bob was an abusive boyfriend but this guy I was in love with was kind and caring and every thing Bob was not. I never acted on my feelings for the other man because I knew he didn't feel the same way. His one true love was travel and I would have had to let him go"
"Did Bob Know?"
"He eventually figured out that I was in love with someone that wasn't him but I refused to tell him who. I was raped by Bob Multiple times. He seemed to taunt me telling me that whom ever it was I was so entranced by would never want someone as filthy as I was and how he enjoyed destroying my body and making it worthless, thus making me worthless"
"Why did he kill you?"
"I tried to leave"
"I'm guessing you didn't get very far"Helga mumbles, then smacks a hand over her mouth quickly "I'm sorry I didn't mean to...
Estella laughs " Its okay, your right I never told him who I was in love with but he figured it out. A few weeks earlier I had found out that Bob had gotten me pregnant, I didn't blame the child or hate it because it wasn't its fault. But I didn't want my child to grow up with a man like him, so I had asked the man I loved if I could travel with him for a while" A smile fills up Estella's face "He agreed and I was so happy even though I knew I could never have this man, I knew at least my child would live happy.
As soon as I was leaving to meet him Bob stopped me and began to beat me I tried as hard as I could to protect my child but I knew as soon as his foot connected to my stomach and the blood that escaped me afterward that he had killed my baby..." Tears escape Estella's eyes and she rubs her tummy "After that he held me down and strangled the life out of me my last thought before I died and every thing went black was how much I hated this man so once I left my body I followed him I did what ever I could to mess things up for him. I never wanted him to have a child of his own after he killed mine so I manipulated Miriam into falling for some one else and cheating on Bob thus the production of Olga"
"SO that was all your fault? Miriam cheating I mean"Estella nods "I'm not happy about that cause when Bob Found out Miriam had cheated he beat me more, but I cant say I don't understand why you did it. I have a question though why didn't you do the same when she got pregnant with me?" Helga asks
Estella shakes her head "I couldn't do that to Miriam again"
"What do you mean?"
"That was the start of Miriam's drinking, she felt so guilty that she turned to Alcohol... I just couldn't hurt your mother like that again, she was not the one I was after. Soon I stopped trying to get back at him, only because I didn't see him doing to Miriam and Olga what he did to me. I thought he was a changed man so I left. I came back a few years later to check up on things and found Miriam trying to kill her self.
That's when I knew what had happened, Bob finally showed his true colors and raped her. Miriam had almost succeeded if I hadn't taken over and managed to stop her. But the unexpected happened when I was stopping her the baby that Bob had killed in me left my body and merged with the dieing baby that was inside of Miriam. I was so happy even though I was not alive my baby would live on in a weird twisted way but they would live"
Helga shakes her head "Wait are you telling me that in a since that I am also your daughter?"
Estella nods "Yes"
"I don't believe it " Helga says laying back down on the ground not even feeling the small touch of cold
Estella shrugs "That's your decision, Any way you were not an easy pregnancy for Miriam. You made her so sick the doctors thought she wouldn't live through the pregnancy, it was so bad to the point that it was suggested that she abort you to save her life"
"No one ever told me that not even Bob and you would think that he would have used that to hurt me after my mom died" Helga whispers
Estella looks at Helga in shock "You mean he never told you?" Helga shakes her head "Damn I guess he does have some form of a heart"
"He never blamed me for her death...at least not to my face. Bob was honest in his insults if nothing else. I know I'm ugly I know I'm not very smart and that No one will ever love me and.."
"STOP!" Estella yells jumping to her feet causing Helga to back away in fear "YOU WILL NOT DEGRADE YOURSELF IN MY PRESANCE. YOU ARE A BEAUTIFUL, SMART, INTELEGENT, YOUNG WOMAN WHO DESERVES ALL THE LOVE THIS WORLD HAS TO OFFER! YOU ARE THE MOST KIND ANGIVING PERSON I HAVE EVER HAD THE PLEASURE OF MEETING, AND IF THER IS ANY ONE OUT THERE WHO CAN NOT SEE THAT THEN THEY DON'T DESERVE TO BE IN YOUR LIFE!"
Helga had backed her self to a tree eyes wide with fear and breathing heavily, she had her hands close to her throat as if she was trying to protect it. Now her voice was gone again but she felt no pain other than the mild difficulty she had while whispering "I'm sorry I'm sorry" over and over again. The environment around them started to change, the soft snow turned to hard ice the beautiful ice crystals turned into large sharp Ice sickles and they sky turned dark and gloomy
Estella puts a hand to her mouth and sobs "Oh Helga I'm so sorry I didn't mean to snap at you like that" She reaches out to touch Helga who only flinches away "Please Helga I would never hurt you, its not you I was mad at. I am mad at Bob for filling your head with such lies." Helga doesn't respond and slowly every cut and bruise started to show back up on Helga's body
Estella puts her head in her hands and falls to her knees in the snow, her eyes widen and she grabs a hand full before smiling "Helga...do you wanna build a snow man?"
Helga's haunted eyes clear up just as the bruises on her neck and busted lip returned "A snow man?"
Estella nods "Yes we used to build them all the time when you were little"
Helga nods with a blank look to her face "why did you leave me?" Helga whispers
Estella looks at Helga in shock "what?"
"I needed you back then I was so alone, why did you leave me?"
"You were not alone any more when I left you had friends. The kid with the funny head I think you called him Football head. You loved that boy so much, and you had that little Asian girl."
"I still needed you I had no one at home why did you leave?" Helga whispers again not looking at Estella
Estella sighs "Do you remember how you treated that kid you loved so much?" Helga nods "Well you claimed to love him so much but you hurt him so bad you became so angry all the time and I couldn't be around that...I couldn't stand to watch you, some one I love so much turn into some one I hate. From were I was standing you were turning into Bob"
"I was nothing like Bob!" Helga yells, though with her voice all messed up it only came out as a harsh whisper
"I know looking back now I can see that, but I'm here now and I'm not going any were. I..I mean your mother and I will always look over you"
"My Mom? You Mean you have seen her?"
Estella nods "She passed through here as well" she looks down at Helga who had come out of her little ball and stretched her legs out into the snow again. Her body had started to cool being here her cheeks no longer held that rosy glow that came with life and her lips fingers and toes had started to turn purple and gray. If Helga stayed here any longer she would no longer be able to return to the land of the living. Estella didn't want Helga to die but she also didn't want to let her go "You know Helga you could stay here with me and we could go to your mom when ever we felt like it"
"What do you mean?"
"Helga you haven't noticed it but your body is cooling off here"
"Is that bad?"
Estella looks at the now dark sky "Helga it means your dieing"
Helga's eyes twitch "I thought you didn't know what state I was in"
"When you first arrived I admit I did not but seeing you now...you are on the edge... well just barely on the edge now its completely up to you do you want to stay here with me forever or do you want to go back. The decision is yours and yours alone"
Helga looks away from Estella and down at her hands. Why should she go back? No one actually even remembers her. If she stayed here then she could see her mother again and reconnect with someone who actually cares for her and remembers her. So what was keeping her from just staying?
Phoebe's voice enters her head "Helga Please Don't Go I Need You Please!"
"Phoebe?" Helga Whispers clutching her chest feeling longing and pain developing in her chest and the over wellming since of protectiveness "Phoebe" she whispers again looking around frantically. The Pain in her chest increases and she try to find were the sound of Phoebes voice was coming from. Helga then turns to Estella "Were is she were is Phoebe?"
Estella looks confused "Phoebe I'm sorry Helga I'm Not sure I know what you are talking about Phoebe is not here there is no way she could be here"
Helga quickly calms down and looks at Estella "I know what I want even though I'm gonna have to deal with more pain"
Estella nods and pulls Helga into a hug "I knew you would go back. You may not know it but there are a lot of people out there who care about you... and I know you care about them"
Helga gives weak smile "I only know of one and right now she needs me"
Estella nods and Kisses her on the forehead "I'm so proud of you and I love you my daughter. I shall always look after you"
Helga smiles and the world around her disappears
Last time-
"I have information on Helga Pataki" A masculine voice rings through out the waiting room. Every one turns to see one of the doctors from earlier.
"Yes please is she ok?" Phoebe asks desperately
The doctor takes off his glasses and rubs them with a cloth "we did every thing in our power for Miss Pataki and we thought she was stable we had never expected her heart to stop when it did" The doctor sighs "Helga Pataki is..."
This time-
"Helga is..." Phil edges on
The doctor smiles and looks at the group of people in the waiting room "Helga G. Pataki is completely stable and is awake" The room come's alive with cheers and and tears "She is asking for a Miss Heyerdahl
Phoebe Jumps up and rushes over to the doctor That's me can I go see her?
The doctor nods Yes but you are the only one no one else is allowed into the room until the police have questioned her
Arnold steps forward But I...
No Buts No one else is entering that room any violation of this will result in you being removed from the facility in cuffs is that understood?
The room nods most to happy to care as they watched the doctor lead Phoebe away Arnold slumps down in a chair and places a hand over his eyes She's alive thank goodness shes alive
KyeKye- Hi all I hope you all enjoyed the chapter The next in in progress and I should have it out soon please read and review.
