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After confessing to each other, Gray and I had decided to take things slow up until the mating ritual in three months time. I did warn him that I would change over the period coming up to it and I would want to be with him all of the time and be more protective of him, which he didn't seem to mind.

Everyone surprisingly took the news of us dating quite well. A lot of them were really surprised since we had not shown any signs of liking each other before, but after a week or so of us holding hands and kissing in public, they got over it pretty quickly.

The same however would not be said for either of our parents. We decided that so that we could hang out after school, we would start small and come clean about us being friends to our parents. I decided to go first and tell my parents last night over dinner. My Mum and my sister were happy for me but my Dad was fuming! He constantly told me about how he should not be in my life because of the "curse" that I placed on us but I shouted back and told him to bite me and walked away. For good measure before I walked away, I shouted out that Lucy and I were not together anymore and watched as my Dad's face turned even more to shock. Tsk that'll show him.

None of that was probably the best thing that I could have said at the time but it was enough for him to get the message.

Tonight was Gray's turn so I anxiously waited in my room, half reading a book and half staring at my phone waiting for Gray to call me.

I checked my watch. It's 9 pm! What is taking him so long! Has Gray told them yet? How have they reacted? If Gray could not tell them that we are friends, how are we going to tell them about the mating ritual?! Will Gray go ahead with it? What if he doesn't? I guess we could always wait until next year. There technically is no rush. But what about Sting? Oh Mavis what am I going to do about Sting? I need to hook him up with someone then he can forget about Gray so I don't have to worry about it. I can not let Gray out of my sight at school! At least I warned Gray of what Sting wants…. But what if Sting is who Gray actually wants? What if he wants to know what it's like to be with a guy and then leave me for Sting! How could Gray do that to me! I thought he told me that he loved me!

I am suddenly snapped out of my thoughts with Gray's face filling the screen on my phone. I shake my head in disgust. I can't believe my thoughts went that dark that quickly! I guess the dragon side of me is becoming too dominant for my own liking. I really need to learn to reign it in, infront of Gray until this is all over and I've claimed him properly.

Either way, I answer the call and hold the phone to my ear. Hello?"

"Hey flame-brain. Hows things in dragonsville?"

I chuckle "Not bad. My Dad is refusing to talk to me since last night so you know…the usual. Have you told Ur yet?"

"Yeah. She surprisingly took it well. She kind of knew it was coming since we were in the same school together and all so they didn't really mind at all."

"That's good. At least is Ur okay with us being friends again."

"To be fair, it's only your Dad that is against the idea. If they found out about—"

"Woah! Remember my walls have ears!" I whisper cutting him off.

"Even on a phone call?"

"Surprisingly the worst way to find out anything in this house. You can not have a single private phone call without the whole house listening."

"Oh the joys of dragon slayer hearing eh?" Gray joked and I laughed. After a few moments of silence I spoke again. "Do you think your Mum and Dad would have accepted it?"

"…..Probably not. Dad was the one who separated us in the first place remember?"

I chuckled "I guess."

"To be honest Natsu, it's been 10 years since they passed. I would like to have thought that they would think differently if they knew the truth"

A somber mood filled the conversation as that thought came over us. Ten years ago Gray's Mum and Dad were murdered by a mad man while they were visiting some family in their old village. Luckily Gray had been camping with me but the thought still haunts him every day that he should have been there. My thoughts were cut off suddenly hearing Gray's voice again "Listen if you want to talk properly, my house is free. Ur has gone out for her usual nightly walk before bed."

"But it's snowing outside" I complain

Gray chuckles "Well it is January flamebrain. Plus I'm an ice mage! This is nothing to me remember."

I grin "True."

"Anyway. My House. Now. You free?" He asked. I beamed with excitement

"I'll be there in 5."

"You remember where i live?"

"Pftt please!" I jest hanging up and grabbing my shoes and coat.

As I reach the door I see Mum sitting in the living room so I decide to walk in seeing her sitting on the sofa reading a book.

"Hey Mum. I'm going over to Gray's house"

She looks up at me "Okay. Be careful out there. Don't want you caught in the snow"

"Mum. I'm a fire dragon slayer. I can just melt the snow"

She giggles. "Of course. Have fun and don't be home too late!" I grin and I run out the door and make my way across the street to Gray's house.

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I knock the door and Gray answers straight away. "Waiting for me were you?" I joke

"Maybe a bit" He smirks. He stands to the side to let me in and shuts the door behind me. The next thing I know, I am slammed against the door with my hands being held tight above my head with one of Gray's hands while the other wraps around my waist. Gray's body is slowly rubbing against mine and his nose barely touching mine.

"I've finally caught you dragon" He whispers, slamming his lips onto mine.

We stay there for a few moments, lost in each other as our lips explore each others and those words flood my senses. Gray's one hand still holding mine in place and the other creeping up my back, lightly trailing my spine causing me to shiver. God this man is sex on legs. I felt his lips move from mine and they moved to my neck. I tilted my head slightly to give him more access as he slowly started to ride my shirt up to take it off. As my skin was exposed more and more, my dragon instincts kicked in and using what little sense I had left before it turned to putty in Gray's hands, in one swift movement, I shoved my hands forward to get them out of his grasp and grabbed the bottom of his t-shirt, ripping it off him exposing his oh so gorgeous abs that I have admired for years from afar. I chuckle to myself. I still couldn't believe my luck. The man in front of me is all mine now.

With that thought in my mind, I grab him before he gets a chance to again. This time I remove my own shirt and attack his neck with my lips, stopping my dragon instinct from biting him as much as I could in the process. I hear a slow moan resonate through him and I grin knowing I have him where I want him now.

"Natsu" he moans "Not here."

Before Gray says another word, he moves away and grabs my hand, dragging me upstairs to a small dark blue room. Before I get a chance to look around, I feel Gray's hand on my waist again and I am turned around, causing me to lose my footing and land straight onto the king size bed' black covers. In the same eye line, I catch Gray removing his trousers in seconds showing him naked except from his boxers which are struggling to keep the bulge in his boxers from coming out. He climbs on top of me, attacking my lips again and making his way down my exposed stomach which I laid there, eyes closed, enjoying in the feel of his lips on me in every way possible. Thank God I worked out I sighed in relief.

He kissed down my abs one by one going further south until he reached my trousers. I got up leaning back on my elbows watching his as he looked to me for permission to unbuckle my belt. No matter how much I wanted this, I wanted to do things right.

"Are you sure?" I ask. God I wanted this, but I wanted to make sure that he was doing this for his own reasons and not to try and make me happy.

"I wouldn't do it otherwise" He answers smirking, leaning up again to kiss me once more deeply. The heat around us rose and it took everything in my power to not dominate him and take him right there and then. But I was waiting for that moment. I wanted it to be something special and not rushed. As I continued kissing him, Gray set to work on unbuckling my belt and gliding his hand down my pants to my erection which was currently attempting to break out of my jeans.

"I like" Gray murmers in my ear "I think we should do this more often" I smirked. Gray and I had got into the habit of making out when I went to his, but we never got any further than the shirts coming off. Tonight was the furthest that we had ever gone since we started going out and boy, was I not planning on letting this moment go.

"Keep going" I pant as I feel his hand start to play with my cock, rubbing up and down my shaft slowly, teasing me.

"I think I've found out how to tame the beast" Gray smirked as my arousal started to pulse and my panting got a little heavier.

"Gray!" I moaned loudly as the pleasure he was giving me overwhelmed me and was bringing me close. I lean my head back and close my eyes, taking in all of the sensations around me. As a dragon slayer, my sense were already heightened and right now, I was overcome. I wanted this moment to last forever.

As I moan once more from the feel of Gray's hand around me, I just about feel the sensation of Gray pulling my boxers down freeing my erection. Grabbing one of my hands that was holding me up, Gray pulls it to grab his free erection. I gasp at the feel of it in my hand and in my wild state, I set to work quickly pumping fast up and down, making sure to hit all of the spots I know I like when I masturbate. While still in a dreamy haze, I open my eyes and notice black hair moving further down kissing my thighs, my stomach, all around the area that I am desperate for him to go.

"Gray" I whimper knowing that this man before me is making into a quivering mess with his touch alone.

"Ssh." He answers placing kissing on my body closer to my erection each time. As I whimper again, enjoying the feel of his hard on pulsing in my hand and his lips on my body, Gray grabs my cock with his other hand and suddenly leaves a peck on the tip of my cock. I jolt up in surprise. Wow it is sensitive as hell there! That felt amazing! I hear the bastard chuckle as he sees what his lips do to me and kisses me again.

"More" I moan lifting my hips towards his mouth more.

"Greedy as always are we?"

"Please!" I moan again a little louder. "Please I- OH GOD!"

Before I say anything more Gray's mouth enveloped my cock, moving up and down slowly, his lips tightening on my shaft. I jolt again as his cold lips envelope me again and again, moving faster and faster. My hand on Gray's cock continued to pump faster, his shaft growing thicker, telling me he was ready to come. And boy was I ready too.

"Gray… I'm gonna-"

Gray moaned around me in response, the vibrations being my undoing as I let go of everything, I fall flat onto the bed and surrender to my orgasm. I feel my body float up into the air momentarily, riding my orgasm to the max and as I float down to Earth, I open my eyes to see Gray lying on my stomach, panting.

"Wow" Was all I could say

"Yeah" Gray chuckled, moving himself slightly to lie next to me. Gray's chuckle resonates through me, lighting me up inside and causing me to laugh with him for no reason. As the laughter dies, we both end up staring into each others eyes. There is so much to those eyes I can not even begin to describe. There was an abyss in there and it took all that I could not to get lost in them for too long. I leaned my head forward and gently pressed my lips to Gray's. God I love the feel of those lips on mine. The cold smoothness of them always soothed my warm chapped lips. Given half the chance I could kiss them all day.

I move away slightly. Just enough so that I can look into his eyes properly so he could see the meaning of my words.

"What did I do to deserve you in my life?" I mutter, just loud enough for him to hear, while moving a bit of hair from his face.

"I should be saying that to you"

I smile and Gray smiles with me kissing me just as sweetly as I just did to him.

"I love you Natsu"

"I love you too"


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