A/N: Sherry n Tiffy rock x
Chapter 9
I spent the entire weekend in a depressed state. I wasn't much better by the time that I returned to school on Monday. In fact, I was so bad that the principle sent me home. Do you ever have the feeling that you are destined to spend your life alone? Yeah, that was me.
When I got home, I made myself a coffee and curled up on my window seat with my favorite book and a chocolate bar, trying to make myself feel better. However, reading about Sebastian and how he could make Talia come by boob stimulation alone really wasn't helping me. I wanted a Sebastian, a Faulk or even a Max. Why couldn't I find one?
At dinnertime I dragged myself downstairs to check my mailbox, where a found several bills and a letter from an unknown person. I didn't open the letter until I returned to my apartment. Inside was a picture of a girl who looked very much like me. She has the same dark brown hair and chocolate eyes. She could have easily passed as my sister, but Alice was right, we weren't identical. There was also a note.
To Bella,
I thought perhaps you would like to see what Claire looked like. I understand that you need time and we are more than willing to give you it. We will be here when you need us.
Alice x
I had to admit I was surprised that Alice had bothered to send me a picture after I had kicked her out of my apartment, but I appreciated it. Part of me would have always wondered what Claire looked like, but this didn't mean that I was willing to pursue anything with Edward, not that it meant he would even be willing to pursue anything with me. To me it sounded like he was still very much hung up on his ex-sub, was that the type of person I wanted to have an arrangement with? No, not really. I didn't want the baggage. I didn't want the drama that came with it either.
No. I figured my best bet was to forget all about Edward, Jasper and Alice and move on with my life. Clearly I wasn't destined to be a submissive. I would just have to carry on looking for Mr. Right.
A/N: Okay, so I thought I would let you know where the book boyfriends came from and if you wanted to you could check them out. ;)
Sebastian – In the Shadows Series by P.T. Michelle
Faulk – Commodity by Shay Savage
Max – Sold to an Alpha Series by Cara Wylde
