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Chapter 9 ~I Just Wanted You To Know

Elena's POV

My head pounds, my body aches.

The voice in my head fights to make me give up but I fight myself.

Klaus appears in my mind, "You're going to be ok." He whispers.

"What's happening?" My voice comes out shaky and hoarse.

"You're dying." He replies flatly before transforming into an image of Bonnie and Caroline.

"Elena!" They both hug me.

"Guys what's happening to me?" I ask desperately.

"Haven't you figured it out by now?" Caroline replies her voice now monotone.

"You're dying." They chuckle.

I'm suddenly awoken, I try to scream but nothing comes out.

The white lights blind me, "She's awake!" A male voice shouts cheerfully.

I recognize it almost immediately as Damon's.

I take a look around the room, I'm in a hospital. There's a mask covering my mouth, an oxygen mask.

"Thank god." Bonnie and Caroline hug me, I feel there tears hit my shoulders. I don't move, is this real? Or is this another nightmare.

"Where's Klaus?" I ask shakily.

"I'm right here love." His voice soothes my nerves. He steps up from behind Rebekah and Elijah.

Why were Rebekah and Elijah here?

"What happened?" I ask once he's by my side.

"Davina has been getting into you're head. Making you have the visions you told me about. She did a spell that almost killed you. I'm just glad Bonnie could get you into a coma before you died." He kneels down beside the hospital bed, looking my face over as if I would break if he looked me in the eyes.

I pull him into a hug, my tears hit his shoulder.

A gag sound is made from next to Damon. Klaus pulls away from me, Stefan stands glaring daggers at Klaus.

Klaus is in his face within seconds, "Do you have something to say Stefan?" He returns the glare.

"Yes. The only reason she is showing you any compasion is because you compelled her!" He shouts at Klaus. Still holding onto the thought I could never have real feelings for Klaus I see.

"I didn't compell her! She has made her own choices to be with me! You just can't handle the fact that she never really loved you!" Klaus shouts back at him, shoving his index finger into his chest.

Elijah moves to his brother grabbing his shoulder roughly. "Don't make this any worse than it has to be brother. You need to tell her."

Tell her? Who me? What does he need to tell me.

He turns to me slowly, "Elena," it's like my world came crashing down when he said my name that way.

Tears sprung to my eyes and I didn't even know why.

"When you fell down on the stairs and we first brought you to the hospital, they looked for anything humanly wrong with you." He pauses letting me take it all in.

"You were pregnant. Davina killed the baby not you." The tears spilled down my cheeks immediately. The fear of getting pregnant had always been at the back of my mind while having sex with Klaus, he was half wolf after all and they could procreate.

"It was yours wasn't it?" He held my hand, kneeling down beside me once more.

He nodded slowly, I watched as tears spilled on to his cheeks now. His free hand moved to my cheek and wiped away my tears.

"I want to kill her." I say through gritted teeth.

"You need to fully heal first love," he whispers to me.

I try to sit up but I realize I'm actually in a lot of pain.

"Just give me some of you're blood." I commanded.

"Elena don't you think we tried to give you vampire blood? It doesn't work you're body rejects it." His voice doesn't rise at my mean tone.

Bonnie comes to my side, it's just now that I see Caroline looking at Klaus. It's like he doesn't even notice her though because his eyes are fixed on me.

Bonnie holds my free hand, "Klaus said he was gonna take you back to his house. Tyler, Matt, and Elijah are gonna move all the nesscary medical supplies to his house so you don't have to stay in the hospital for months." She smiles weakly.

I squeeze her hand in thanks.

TIMEBREAK TIMEBREAK

After Elijah, Matt, and Tyler had moved everything to Klaus's house, everyone said goodbye and went back to their lives.

"How are you doing love?" Klaus asks walking into my room.

I slowly lift up my hand to remove the oxygen mask but, Klaus had already been there to remove it for me.

"Better, it still hurts." I reply hoarsely.

"It's terrifying to see you this way," He whispers more to himself then to me.

"Why is that?"

"Because I was so careless with you. I got you pregnant. I almost let Davina kill you right under my nose. And she killed the child. I now know what it feels like to truly loose someone you love." He sits on the edge of my bed.

"You didn't even know the child how could you love them?" I question as he reaches to put a stray hair behind my ear.

"You need rest. We don't need to discuss our deceased child love." He shuts me out.

"But Klaus," he sets the oxygen mask back into my face.

"Goodnight Love," He says before shutting my door.

I pull my hand up to face and pull off my mask. I take all my strength to sit myself up and walk over to the door. I head down the stairs and into the living room. I sit down on the couch, watching the tv.

It had been two hours since Klaus said goodnight and it was now one in the morning.

"Elena?" A familiar voice questions from behind me.

I turn my head and am surprised to see Elijah standing at the doorway.

"Elijah I didn't know you were staying here. Klaus didn't tell me I'm sorry did I wake up." I say apologetically.

He shakes his head and laughs lightly. "No you didn't wake me, Niklaus and I were just discussing something in his study. I should get you back up to you're room before he finds you though."

I hear his distinct footsteps and we know it's to late.

"Elena how the hell did you get down here?" He is by my side in seconds.

"Hey you don't need to keep treating me like I'm glass. I can handle myself Klaus." I push my luck.

"Yes I do need to treat you like glass because you're a small fragile human with lots of emotion! You feel to much! That is a disaster waiting to happen." His voice rises and I can tell by the look of regret on his face he wishes he could take it back.

"Get away from me." I gather my strength again and shove him away as I sit up off the couch and move up the stairs.

I turn my head to look at him one last time as the tears begin to form and roll down my cheeks.

I collapse onto my bed exhausted.

His words echo in my mind. Is that really how he thinks of me.

I knock interrupts my thoughts, Elijah peaks his head into the room.

"I came to check on you." He admits.

"Elijah I'm fine." I sit up on the bed.

"No your not, you need Klaus right now and he's pushing you away. Your heart broken." He shuts the door and walks further in the room.

"Can we please not talk about him." The tears fall onto my cheeks. His words keep repeating over and over again.

'You feel to much!' More tears fall and Elijah is soon by my side wiping them away.

"Of course, what would you like to talk about?" He smiles lightly.

"Well anything other than him. What was your past like?" I gaze at the handsome orignal. If I was still with Klaus I wouldn't have thought about Elijah this way but I just now notice how the orignal vampire looks so handsome and young.

"Well when I went off on my own I wasn't really alone I had a companion, Tatia. She was the first dopplegänger I had ever met. I had heard rumors about Amara the first dopplegänger but I'd never met her. Tatia was my first love and Niklaus's. We both fell for her, until she finally chose between us. She had chosen me but Nik didn't except that. He compelled her to love him more. Even through the compulsion she chose me." He pauses for a moment. By the look on his face his trying to remember everything about her. I remember seeing the expression on Klaus's face as he talked about his past.

"She was beautiful, like you. She wanted me to turn her into a vampire so we could be together forever." He smiles at the memory. I blush at his comment.

"But Nik got to her first. When we returned for my mother's funeral, Nik killed her because he hated seeing her with me. He then daggered me and left me desiccating thinking of her for years. It was awful the image of her dead body was still fresh in my mind when he awoke me." He had a stray tear and wiped it away immediately.

"I'm sorry for your loss." I say hugging him.

He hugs back softly, "It's fine, the pain comes and gos. It helps that I can still see her face. You know on you and Katerina. But something is different with you. When I met you in that house, I had to double take to make sure you weren't Tatia." He pauses, twirling a piece of my hair.

"What are you talking about Elijah?" 'Something is different with you.' The comment was probably nothing.

"I'm saying I feel a, attraction to you. Every time we're in the same room I just want to kiss you sweet Elena." He pauses again before slowly closing the distance between us.

He kisses me slowly and I think back to when Klaus had kissed me first. It was slow until I pushed him away. I didn't push Elijah away, I started to kiss back.

We're interrupted by a small knock on the door. I remember him as Luke, the young hybrid walks into the room.

Elijah pulls away from me fast so Luke didn't get suspicious.

"Yes Luke?" Elijah asks.

"Master has requested Elena's presence. I'm here to escort you to his study." He replies I hadn't noticed his accent until he speaks up.

"Oh, can you tell him I'm to tired to talk right now." I lay down on the bed.

Luke doesn't look convinced, "Luke please I'm sure you heard our argument please just tell him I'm to tired." I plead with him. His eyes waver on Elijah before nodding and leaving.

"I should probably leave you to heal." Elijah gets up from the bed.

"I'm sorry for kissing you Elena. You just broke up with Klaus and I took advantage of you. I was being foolish. You love Klaus not me." He speaks walking further to my door.

"Elijah it's fine. It wasn't that bad of a kiss. I do not love Klaus." I shake my head at his comment. 'You love Klaus'

"Yes you do. I can see it in your eyes. You want to please him but every time you do he pushes you away and it breaks your heart. I'll see you later sweet Elena." His words are soft and I miss his presence as I'm now left alone.

Guys I'm so sorry for when I don't post on time I forgot it was Friday and I was busy watching Truth or Dare at the movies last night! Awesome movie btw definitely recommend. But I'm so displeased with this chapter I'll probably be posting again sometime tomorrow or today I'm not sure but I'll keep on posting on Mondays and Fridays. Maybe posting inbetween to if I finish a chapter early! Enjoy and have a lovely day.