hey guys sorry about the long wait!! here's chapter 8!!

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She looked at me, then over to Zane. Her amber eyes suddenly full of an emotion that almost looked like fear and sadness. Then her eyes turned back to me.

"He's Edward's isn't he?"

Chap 8 – Truth

IzzyPOV

I stood there shocked. I looked over to Zane who was still sitting on the floor playing with Kayla. I looked back over to Alice. "How did you know?"

She smiled. "His hair is the same color as Edwards and his attitude is almost the same. How did it happen? Why is he a vampire? I wanna know everything!" she said in a low squeal.

I pulled her behind the set and outside through the exit door. And I began. "Well Edward decided about a week before you left that we could drop 'some' of the 'boundaries' he had set. Well needless to say we both got 'caught in the moment' and well broke all of them. (Just go along with me here ok? BTW: i don't know the exact date of when Edward left)After you guys left I started getting the signs of pregnancy. I went and saw my doctor, who is now my 'dad', and he confirmed it. I was shocked because Edward had said that vampires can't reproduce, but somehow I was. Charlie wasn't too happy about it, neither was Renee but what could they do. I figured that at least I'd have a part of Edward with me. I was about 2 months pregnant when I saw Caleb again. I knew Caleb from when I lived with Renee. I was kind of upset when I left him. We were just friends but we had known one another since 3rd grade. Anyway, he remembered Jake and tracked him down and Jake brought him to me. I know that Jake wasn't too happy with another vampire being around but he knew Caleb to and knew he wouldn't hurt me. I was still depressed about you guys leaving. I felt as if I had done something wrong. After seeing Caleb again it gave me some hope. I didn't feel so lost. Charlie didn't seem to mind him either. He and Caleb sat around and talked and Caleb came to watch me at night like Edward had done. Zane wasn't supposed to be born until June 20th, Edward's birthday, but he came early. He was born on June 10th at 3:22am and weighed 7 pounds 8 ounces. Dr. Rendon said that he had some fluid in his lings that it was nothing to really worry about and I when I asked him if I could take Zane home he said yes, but he would be checking in on us to see how well Zane does. Well the next day I had tripped going up the stairs when I heard Zane cry and threw my back out. When Dr. Rendon showed up he gave me some painkillers but they made me drowsy. A few days later, after putting Zane down for his nap, I went to take a shower and being the idiot that I was I took one of my painkillers. I felt myself starting to get sleepy but I ignored it. I started swaying and I lost my footing and fell through the glass shower door and in the process ended up cutting my throat. Lucky for me Dr. Rendon had just showed up and he changed me. Luckily for me again, Charlie was off camping with one of his friends and Caleb had gone to see his family. Dr. Rendon stayed with me through my whole change. After that I moved into one of houses that he had a s a vacation house just outside of Wyoming." I said looking at the ground.

"But how did Zane become a vampire? And why so young?" Alice asked.

"Well when Zane 5, he began getting sick. He was completely human, don't ask me why, so at first I though he was just getting a cold. He was coughing and had a fever. I just gave him medicine and left it alone. But a day later I was watching a movie with him and he started coughing again. I patted him on the back and he stopped then I got up and went into the kitchen to get his cough syrup and I could here him coughing again. I went back into the room and when I pulled his hand away from his mouth it was covered with blood. I took him to see Dr. Rendon and after running some tests he told me that Zane had a form of the Spanish flu. I had already told him about Edward. He said that somehow a trace amount of the disease had imprinted itself into Edward DNA and it had passed to Zane. He told me that it was such a minuet amount that it wouldn't affect Edward at all because he was a vampire, but to a human, nonetheless a 5 year old, it would be deadly. He said that there was nothing that he could do and gave Zane about 2 months to live. He didn't sugar coat anything and gave me my options. Lose Zane or change him. I wasn't bothered by human blood at all so I changed him. I couldn't let the only part of Edward I had left go. And now here we are 65 years later. My other 3 boys are adopted but Zane's really mine."

Alice looked at me with a sad expression. "Why didn't you try to find us? And why couldn't I see you?"

"I figured that the last thing I needed to do was find you guys and tell you. I didn't want Edward to feel like he had to stay with me because of Zane. Jake surprisingly took a liking to Zane and was around a lot and once I was turned I was able to shut out other vampires powers."

"Did you tell Edward?"

"No. I'm not sure I should now. He looked happy with Kat when I first saw you guys. When Edward pulled me away he told me he still loved me. Like I told him, I love him too but I'm not in love with him. I'm not mad at him for leaving or because of Zane. Zane is the center of my world along with Darius, Gabriel, and Lucian."

"Do you know why he asked Kat to marry him?"

"No."

"Maybe you should ask."

"Maybe."

Alice gave me a big hug then back up and walked towards the door. "Well lets go back in. I wanna really get to know my nephew."

"Alice you can't tell anyone." I said looking at her.

"I won't." she said and we walked back in the studio.

As we entered the studio Zane looked up and ran over to me. "Mommy, mommy, mommy!! Can Kayla and I play with Eddie?"

"Sure." I smiled pulling a ball out of my pocket. Eddie thought he was a dog, he didn't really know that he was a 200-pound black leopard cub.

I watched as Zane and Kayla threw the ball across the room and Eddie ran to get it. I walked over and began talking to all the Cullen's.

WITH EDWARD AND KAT (KatPOV)

I pulled Edward out into the hallway. I saw the look he had on his face after leaving the meeting room with Izzy. He looked sad and confused. I looked at the floor.

"Edward what's going on?"

"Nothing. Why would you ask that?" he said stepping towards me.

I don't know why but I took a step back.

"Kat what's wrong?"

"You still hung up on Izzy." It was more of a statement then a question.

"Kat. I told you before that I would always love her, just like you told me you would always love Jeremy."

"Then what are we doing?"

"What do you mean?" he said his eyes searching mine.

"I mean what are we going to do now. The main reason we stayed together was because we both found comfort in one another. We both lost someone who meant the world to us. We helped one another with that loss. But what now? What we thought we lost has come back. I saw the way you looked at her when she first told you who she was, the way you looked at her pictures, the way you got upset with the one's with Caleb, and now the way you're reacting around her. I'm not going to lie to you, when I saw Jeremy again I had mixed feelings. Love, excitement, and sorrow. The exact same feelings that I saw on your face. So here's the question. Do we go back to the way we were before? Or do we go after what we've been missing all these years and try to get our old lives back? I could do either Edward. But it's up to you to decide. Who do you want to spend the rest of eternity with? Me or Izzy?"


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