EPOV

Disclaimer: No I don't own the characters or the concept, or that yummy boy in my 5th hour. Damn! Why can't I own him?

Author's Note: Bring on the disappointment! I know this is super short but I will have the reason for that at the bottom. Read and review people!

EPOV

I knew there was only one thing I had to do. I had to see Bella. I needed to make her see that I was willing to do whatever for her. On our date I couldn't believe how hard it was to keep my hands to myself. Every other thought in my mind revolved around touching her and kissing her and holding her. But the last thing I needed to do was scare her off by going too fast.

All I really wanted to do was hold her in my arms and tell her how deeply I was falling for her. I wanted to be with her every waking moment, I was thinking about her every moment I was awake and I was dreaming about her when I was asleep. I knew I had it bad after Emmett came into my room to tell me to shut up because he heard me moaning Bella's name in my sleep. And since then he hasn't let me live it down, and probably never will.

"Dude, I thought you actually grew a pair and had her over. This is just sad, you're whipped and you barely have her," he had said after he had woken me up.

I promptly told him where to shove it and threw a book at his head. He dodged it and let the room laughing.

At dinner Bella had seemed like she was looking for something, I don't know, more. More of what, I have no idea. By the time I dropped her off at home she seemed pretty irritated and I definitely knew that it was not the time to try to kiss her. With how unpredictable she was sometimes she could have either jumped me or punched me in the face. I decided not to try my luck because it would probably have been the latter.

I would have asked Jasper what to do with that little situation but surprise surprise, he wasn't home. He had been spending all his time with Alice. When he was home it was normally to get some fresh clothes or to eat half the food in the refrigerator. I was happy for him though. He finally found someone for him and seemed pretty happy so I wasn't about to rain on his parade with my problems.

Emmett had seemed pretty distant the last time I had seen him at our apartment. I assumed he was probably going threw the same thing I was since he went on that date with Rosalie. I thought it ended pretty well since he came home with hickies all over his neck but for once, he didn't elaborate on his little sex party. I really wasn't going to try and pull that kind of information out of him though.

I didn't want to hear about anybody's sex life unless it was mine and Bella's, not that we had one. I shuddered at the thought of sex with Bella. Yeah, it had definitely been too long since I had gotten physical with anyone.

I started thinking about sleeping with Bella, actually making love to her. I dreamt of all the things I would do to her, and that she would do to me. It often left me rock hard and leaving myself to my own devices. It worked for a little while but I knew that nothing would compete with feeling Bella tight and hot around me.

It wasn't that I just wanted to sleep with Bella. I wanted to always be around her, to comfort her when she was upset and take care of her when she was sick. I wanted to be the person she would come to and lean on after a hard day. I wanted to be her everything, because god knows she was already mine.

Slow down that thought, I was starting to sound like I was in love or something. That could not be possible. I hardly knew her, we had only met a few weeks ago and I was already wanting to be her everything? Well, I sure as hell didn't want anyone else being her everything. But why was she my everything?

Granted she had me wrapped around her little, delicate, gorgeous finger, but still. But who was she to go and get me all wrapped up around her? It just has to be the fact that it's something new, like a new toy to a child that wares of it's novelty after a month. But something about this felt right. It made me happy to be around her even if it was awkward at times. But love? Can that even be possible after this short time? For a girl I hardly know that I haven't done anything more then hold hands with?

"Oh my god, I'm in love with Bella," I said to myself astounded.

I picked up the phone and called Bella to ask her if we could talk. I needed to tell her that I felt something real for her. I didn't want to go as far as to say I loved her, not yet. It's too soon for that and I would surely scare her off. But I needed to stake my claim. Make her see that she was the only one I wanted to be with and pray that she felt the same.

On the phone she was a bit difficult. Asking me why I wanted to talk and about what. I wanted to explain in person. Persuade her to see how sincere I was. I got a little irritated by all the questions because I just wanted to come see her and finally hold her in my arms. I was getting overly anxious to the point I couldn't even sit still anymore. Finally she told me to come over so I quickly changed into some new clothes and rushed downstairs to my car to be on my way.

The whole way over to her house I kept running threw different scenarios in my head. I wasn't quite sure how, or what I was going to tell her when I saw her but I had to do it. I didn't want to make a fool of myself so I went threw things I could say to her when I saw her.

"Hey Bella, so I just realized that I'm in love with you…" Too much.

"I'm fully dedicated to you to the point I would jump in front of a speeding bullet to save your life," Also probably too much.

"I'm all yours baby." No, she'd hate that.

I had no idea what I was going to say to her so I decided to just go with the flow and say whatever came to mind. Normally I pulled it off so I decided to take a shot with that.

When I got to Bella's it was damn near impossible to find a place to park. Since both Alice and Rosalie were home I couldn't park in her driveway and for some reason every single spot on the street was full. I circled the block looking for a place and finally found one within sight of Bella's house. As I pulled up to it I noticed her front door was open. There was a man standing on the porch and by the color of her hair, I could tell Bella was standing in the doorway.

I pulled into the spot but didn't get out of the car. I had no idea who the guy was but I didn't want to interrupt whatever they were talking about. I could make out what she was wearing from where I was sitting and my god, she looked amazing. It was an outfit I would have never expected Bella to wear but she really did know how to work it. With the amount of skin showing I wanted to bolt from the car and take her right in the doorway but that was pretty barbaric so I decided against it.

It made me smile that it seemed she had gotten dressed up for me. I mean if she didn't want me to see her dressed like that she surely would have changed so it made me glad because it seemed like we were almost on the same page with how we felt for each other.

As I thought about this I watched Bella with the man. I figured he was just some salesman or something but then I saw something that made my heart sink. Bella embraced the guy in a full hug and then kissed him on the cheek. As she moved aside to let him in I could see the huge smile plastered on her face. She turned to walk back into the house without looking over at where I was parked. For that I was thankful.

I sat behind the wheel of my car seething. So maybe the outfit wasn't for me? Then who the hell is this guy? Is Bella seeing other people besides me? How close are they? Was this why she had seemed so irritated at dinner? When the hell was she going to tell me?

The last question stuck in my head the most. I couldn't believe that she was seeing other people without making it clear to me. Or maybe she did and I just didn't pick up the hint. I couldn't make heads or tales of what was going on and it steadily was pissing me off to no end. I sat in the car debating what I should do.

I thought about just leaving, calling it quits and not calling her again. I thought about going up to her door and asking her what the hell was going on and beg for her to choose me. I finally decided there was only one thing I could do. I had to go to her house, see who the hell this guy was, and make sure he understood that I was the right man for Bella. And if I needed to use my fists to get the point across, then so be it.

I got out of the car and slammed the door shut behind me. I walked straight up to Bella's door while thinking of a million ways to kill whatever son of a bitch that was probably holding her in his arms right now. I basically marched up the stairs to the porch and lifted my hand to knock on the door.

I pounded a little too forcefully but I didn't give a damn. I heard someone stumbling to get to the door and then fiddle with the lock. I head Bella laughing in the house and I swear, if possible there would have been steam shooting from my ears. The door opened and in the doorway was my angle, the devil herself, slung over the shoulder of some guy, looking guiltier then hell that she had been caught.

Author's Note: I know, it's short and a cliffy. I just really wanted to get something up. I really wanted to do more but I felt that this was enough to process for one chapter and I know some people are hating me right now that it wasn't Edward at the door. Cry me a river. Ok so here's the deal. I was going to post earlier but I've been in a sort of funk or something and really upset and depressed for no reason at all. Then there's this really hot boy in my 5th hour, and yes I'm robbing the cradle since he's a year younger then me, and well, listen to Katy Perry's Hot N Cold and you'll understand what the hell I mean. And to top it all off my homecoming absolutely sucked and I left after an hour and a half. And I received an IM from my ex boyfriend (we're still really good friends) and he told me his dad (who he's really close to) committed suicide last night so it's one big giant mess right now. Hopefully I'll get out of this weird state of mind and post more soon but no promises. Leave cute reviews though to make me feel better please.