Chapter 8
'You have come far since our first meeting in Rivendell. What was a hesitant woman about her place in the World, has blossomed into a woman of Middle Earth.' Gandalf began with a soft smile clasping his hands together, 'We still have must to learn about you and you about us. Yet it must wait until this chapter of Middle Earth has ended.'
'We have learned from Faramir that he has seen Frodo and Sam. They have been guided by Gollum to get into Mordor undetected.' Gandalf continued leaning back in his chair, 'I am glad to hear that he is alive and still making his way to Mordor but his trek to finish this quest will not be easy.'
'The meeting tomorrow we will be discussing if there is anything that we can do to help Frodo and Sam continue their journey without Sauron catching them.' Gandalf states
'I understand. It's good to hear that Frodo and Sam are still alive and still moving forward the best that they can do.' I reply happy to hear that things seems to continue to move in the direction I knew of.
'Yes, we are all relieved to hear. Now I wanted to talk with you and see if there is anything you wish to share about what you know.' Gandalf states getting right to the point
'At the moment, your idea to have a meeting to discuss the next step is a good thing, especially since we now know where Frodo and Sam are.' I begin taking my time to respond, 'I would like to see what is said at the discussion first before I say anything else.'
'Good…. Good. Is there anything else you want to discuss?' Gandalf inquires
'Yes I wanted to get your opinion on a thought I was having. I have been staying vague about where I'm from to those from Rohan. Should I tell them the truth or leave it at that? Also, should the rest of the Fellowship know about my knowledge now that I am more involved. Or what about Legolas?' I state
'That would be up to you on how much information you want to give others. I think it has been wise to stay vague, if they pursue more than you could bring more light to the problem.' Gandalf replies before continuing, 'as far as telling Legolas, has your relationship with him become much more serious?'
'Well it's getting more serious…' I reply feeling like I'm a teenager asking permission to go on a date, 'We both talked and agreed we wanted to continue to move forward.'
'Hm… well then you may tell him if you'd like.' Gandalf replies
'I am glad you asked us to talk because since catching up with guys at Helm's Deep I've been meaning to speak to you about my history as well as my last meeting with Lady Galadriel.' I begin
'Yes?'
'The night before I left I looked into the mirrors of Galadriel and it showed that Iluvutar had been the reason behind how I got sent here. It also showed an image of myself …. As an elf.' I state glancing at him.
'Yes even from the start it was clear that a purpose was made for you to come here. Iluvutar would be the reason behind the how…but the why is not clear yet. It is fascinating that the mirror would show such things.' Gandalf began with a far-off look
'Lady Galadriel states that it is possible that the reason behind why I was shown as an Elf is that Iluvutar sent me here and wished to allow a change should I find that it was for the best.' I piped in nervously 'However she cautioned that it would not be without pain and sacrifice.'
'Hm…this is indeed a curious outcome. Yes, it would be a painful transition and perhaps- this is a warning; meaning to not make this choice at a whim.' Gandalf replies analyzing me
'Aragorn and Legolas both know of this event. Neither would obviously give their own opinion about the vision as me as an elf.' I add wondering what Gandalf might say
'I am glad you brought this up. Fascinating how events evolve…. Well! I will ponder what you have told me today. I think it would be best for you to follow your heart on all that we have spoken of.' Gandalf states cheerfully clapping his hands in a fashion that reminded me of Harry Potter.
'May I ask was is funny?' Gandalf inquires after hearing me chuckling to myself
'Nothing really, at that moment you reminded me of someone.' when he gave me a confused look I waved my hand, 'Never mind, I'll tell you all about it later.'
We head back into the dining hall and find that many have left for the evening and what was left of the Fellowship hanging around. Legolas looked at us curiously, reminding me once again that he still did not know a major part of me. What to do….
'Legolas, could you show me the way to the healers? I wanted to go see Eowyn and Merry.' I ask glancing up at him
'Of course.' he replies
Soon after I am wandering the corridors trying to remember the path to get to the healers. Upon opened the wooden doors we are met with the sounds of the wounded.
'I'm sorry to bother you, do you mind pointing me in the direction of Eowyn?' I ask a nurse walking by. She nodded and pointed to a bed off to the side on the right, 'Thank you.'
Walking over to the bed she was sleeping still and Merry was close by and Pippin was sitting next to him watching over him. It was strange to see them this way. Legolas waited outside while I sat with them, whispering encouraging words and hoping they would wake. Legolas went to spend some time with Gimli and I went back to our room to just relax while I had the time.
I knew that I had a lot to think about. What would I do after the was ended? Is it in my best interest to become an Elf? Do I tell Legolas about my knowledge or do I let it become a part of the past? Where would I live after this?
Who knew that getting thrown into another World meant such tough decisions. Such life decisions…. It was almost as if I was in my World and trying to map out the path of life for me. Don't say that the grass is always greener on the other side.
