A/N: Awesome reviews! You guys are amazing!
This is what happened to Lissa when she lost the bond. I put this in now 'coz I'm still trying to decide what's going to happen with Dimitri and Rose on the plane. Should they kiss and make up or should Dimitri have to grovel for like, ever?
Disclaimer: I sadly do not own Vampire Academy or any of its characters. But Gabrielle's mine.
LPOV
"Can't I do anything?" I asked Hans when he walked into my room.
"Lady Vasilisa," The lady thing still annoyed me, "You were put into your sisters custody. While she is away you are under house arrest. And you're only allowed out for meals. You have to understand that compelling someone to sleep with you does have its consequences."
"Can you at least tell me where Adrian is?" I wanted to see him, with Gabrielle gone I knew he was the only person who'd even speak to me.
"Lord Ivashkov isn't here. He left a few hours after the Princess. But they'll be back soon. They don't want to miss the nominations. I believe they have a plan." With that Hans walked out.
I groaned and sat on the bed. Everything was so complicated. One mistake, one mistake could change everything. I should be grateful for Gabrielle, she got me out of a cell and into her custody but...I was so bored. I'd lost everything. Rose. Christian. My title. My reputation. I had absolutely nothing left.
But then everything changed. I knew that I'd done something wrong, I knew that I'd lost everything but I'd been clinging on to something. I always thought Rose would protect me. We had the bond. But...something was wrong with it, I was sure of it. Something was very wrong. Something really didn't feel right. I didn't feel right. Tears started to spill from my eyes as I remembered everything I'd done to Rose and Christian. I realised exactly what I'd done. I shakily stood up and walked into the bathroom. I found the razor blade and watched as the blood spilled out of my wrists.
I cried out in pain. It did hurt. But the pain was good. The pain...
"Lady Vasilisa!" A Guardian shouted coming in. She took the razor blade out of my hands and lifted me up.
I was carried through court until we reached the infirmary. I was sobbing into the Guardian's chest. I didn't know her name. And then I blacked out.
When I woke up I was still in the infirmary with bandages wrapped round my wrists. There was a rather anxious looking Tasha standing over me. Tasha! Why hadn't I thought of asking to see her before?
"How are you feeling?" She asked gently.
"Tired." I managed to sit up, "Can I leave yet?"
"Yes but…Gabrielle requested a car come and pick her and Adrian up from the airport. I figured you might want me to…distract your Guardian's so you can get in the car before it leaves." Tasha smiled, "I know you need to see her."
"You'd do that?"
"Of course." She smiled again, "With Christian gone," The smile faded, "You're the closest thing I have to family, family that'll talk to me that is."
"I'd love that if you could." I smiled at her.
Tasha helped me to sit up.
"The car's out front. It's a black Land Rover." She murmured in my ear.
"Thank you." I knew it was breaking the rules, I knew Gabrielle would hate me for it but…something was wrong. I felt really, really bad. If it was Spirit's darkness she could help and I'd missed her. I couldn't really last the ten minutes it would take for the car to get back to Court. I had no choice.
A/N: Ok so, I know it's really, really short but we went on a family day out today and I didn't get much time on the computer. Sorry!
I'd really love ten reviews again!
Chocorose x
