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Mrs. Edward Cullen 4ever
Chapter 9
BPOV
Today was the day. The Cullens were coming. I had come to a conclusion on what I would do. The doorbell rang and I was sure they would have smelt me by now. Kate hurried to open the door.
I waited in my room, not wanting to join the festivities. My plan was set in my mind, I had it ready, waiting to prance into action. I decided to use my vampire hearing to listen in on the conversation happening below me.
"Hello! The Cullens, how good is it to see you again! We've missed you so much!" Kate told the Cullens.
"Hi Edward, you missed me? We could always go for some private time, alone, in my room." Tanya, of course.
All this time I didn't hear Alice talk at all. I could tell she was lost in thought, she was always quite when she was thinking or having a vision. Suddenly, a large squeal was heard throughout the house, this squeal could only be produced by that pixie-vampire. After that I had known she had a vision. It was probably something she likes, probably me telling somebody something. Suddenly I could hear Edward swift movement, I heard him taking the steps, flying past each one as if it were air. Then it stopped, he didn't move and I knew he was in front of my door. He knocked once and entered, not waiting for my response.
"Bella!" he cried happily
"Its Izzy know." I told him sharply. He didn't deserve my behavior, but all in all he did.
"Oh well, Izzy, umm…" he was getting nervous, he almost never gets nervous. I decided to end this before we both said something we would regret. I didn't give him a chance to talk, I ran out of the room and out the house deep into the forest. Behind me I heard the cries of Emmett, Rosalie, Carlisle, Esme, Kate, Jasper, Alice and Edward yelling my name. It didn't matter anymore.
He broke his promise, that's the second time. He promised me I would never forget him ,and yet he's all I could think about. He told me he would never see me again, but yet, we always find a way to meet. I kept running, know sobbing. I ran and ran until I reached my favorite place. A little meadow nestled between two giant mountains. I would stay here for a couple of weeks, until they leave, this would be my home. I am running away from my past. Something I hoped I would never have to do again. "Everything is going to be alright, " I lied to myself. Of course I still loved him. There wasn't much of an explanation to why I did that. But deep down inside of me, I knew the reason was that I didn't want to have my heart broken again. I doubt I could take that pain, the hurt and the overall feeling he left inside of me.
2 weeks later
I felt that it was about time for me to go back. Surely they were gone by now. I mean, who can stay over 2 weeks. I can't say I wasn't nervous. I wasn't sure how Tanya, Kate, and Tony would react.
I made my way over to the to the house, my house. I opened the door and the first one to greet me was an overactive hyper Alice. Ok they didn't leave yet. Oh no, now I was panicking. I could tell that Jasper was feeling it. His facial expression was changing every 5 seconds or so. Oh no! ok, my plan was foiled. Time for plan B (A/n: literally plan B).
"umm….Who are you?" I asked
"You don't remember us? Bella? What's wrong?" Alice asked me, worry streaked across her face.
"Nothing wrong with me. Is something wrong with you? My names not Bella, it Izzy. I don't know any Bella's. And who are you?" I asked. Kate gave me a knowing look, she saw my plan. I gave her another look, not to think of it, because of Edward.
Edward was up next.
"bella, I mean Izzy. You don't remember us?" He asked he sounded concerned
"What do you mean remember? I have never met any of you in my life!" I said my words harshly, hoping they would get the message. Suddenly , Edward's face lit up, as if he got a vision or a thought from somebody, as if he was finally in the loop. He was looking at Kate in a "I get it" look. She told him! I was mad. But then, his face dropped, I guess he explained. At least he knew how felt. Whatever, now I could only ignore him more.
"umm….could you please introduce yourself? I still have no idea who I'm talking with?" I said in a very impatient tone. I replayed it in my head and I sounded horrible, I bet I thought that I was taking lessons from Tanya.
"of course, " Edward began, always the gentleman, god I loved him so much! " That's Rosalie and her husband Emmett, Alice and her husband Jasper, Carlisle and his wife Esme and I'm Edward," As their name was said each of them waved to me.
"what Edward, no pretty girl capture your heart?" I asked him. At this point the whole family left the room.
" Yes, one girl has, and she will always have it"
"really? Why isn't she with you?"
"I left her, but it was the stupidest mistake I have ever mad, something I will never forgive myself for. By doing that, I hurt myself and her in multiple ways that can't be taken back. I have tried to talk to her, but she won't give a chance."
"why did you leave her?" I asked him, my voice broke multiple time, I was at the verge of having an emotional breakdown. That was the one answer I had been waiting for , for over 110 years, why?
"well you see, she was human, and I didn't want to endanger her, being in love with a vampire has its downs"
"well falling in love with a vampire also has its ups,"
"as does everything. But the day I left her, I said something I will never forgive myself for saying, something I lied about completely, when I said it, I told her I didn't love her" I let out a breath I didn't know I was holding, and looked into his scorching eyes, he was dazzling me, and it was unfair.
"Edward!" I ran up to him and kissed him with all my might. "I've missed you so much!"
"Will you forgive me?" he asked me
"You are forgiven 100, but the question is, will you forgive me? I did things that are for sure unforgivable!" I asked him as I kissed him once again.
"you are forgiven, even though, I had no need to forgive you. You did nothing wrong, ran away from the horrible monster I had become."
Now all of the Cullens clan and the Denali clan were behind us, clapping and sobbing. Everyone was happy except for Tanya and Irena who were giving me evil glares.
Tanya gathers up courage and says,
"Edward, when you said that you had a love, and you ran away from her, it was Izzy?"
"Yes, but her names not Izzy anymore, its Bella!"
"Tanya, when you were showing me everything about Edward-" Everybody started laughing until Tanya gave them an evil glare"- I had already experienced it, I loved him and I know understand everything!" and Edward I must say something. I love you, I always have and always will, that's a promise. When I said I hated you, that was the blackest kind of blasphemy."
I kissed him and hugged him until, I felt like we had made up for the past 110 years.
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