"Dad?" I whispered at the man I called my father.

"Payson." My mom whispered wiping away her tears.

"You want to kick me out?" I asked staring directly at the man that I looked up to.

"He doesn't mean it." My mother said talking quickly and walking over to the sink. My mom always washes the dishes when she's stressed.

"Well?"

"I think you should move out." My dad said looking me right in the eye.

"No!" My mom cried dropping a dish and letting it crack in the sink.

"I'll give you a half an hour to pack your things and find a place to live."

"No, please!" My mother sobbed leaning against the counter.

I stood there speechless as I registered what has just happened. I looked away from my mother who was sobbing on the floor begging my father to take it back. I looked at him and wished this was a dream. I closed my eyes and opened them to see the same thing. I wasn't dreaming, my father was kicking me out. Tears formed in the corners of my eyes as I turned around.

I walked to my room and grabbed my phone and dialed Nicky's cell.

"Hello?"

"Can you pick me up?" I said with my voice quivering.

"Are you okay?" Nicky asked with concern in his voice.

"No."

"Pay…"

'My father is kicking me out." I sobbed as I fell on the floor.

"I'll be there in 3 minutes."

The phone went dead as I looked around my room. This will no longer be my room, just another empty room. I stood up and grabbed my suitcase underneath my bed as I began packing my clothes. I left behind the ones that no longer fit me for Becca. I cried as I looked at our family portrait from last year. With one swift move, I threw it across the room only to watch it shatter against my closet.

I didn't even notice the door open as I began throwing all my things into my bags. I felt a pair of strong arms wrap around my waist. I admittedly knew it was Nicky and I turned around and began sobbing into his chest.

"Shhh." Nicky whispered holding the back of my head in his one hand as the other one rubbed my back.

I looked up at him and noticed the sympathy in his eyes.

"I'm sorry." He whispered placing a kiss on my forehead.

"Can we just go?" I asked grabbing my purse and one suitcase.

"Sure." Nicky nodded grabbing my other bags as we headed towards the door.

"Payson." I turned around to see my mother there looking like she was torn from being a mother or a wife. "I'm so sorry." She whispered.

"Me too." I whispered.

My mom walked over to me and wrapped me in a hug.

"I need you to leave Payson, not for your father but for yourself. He's going to need time to calm down and I don't want you or my grandchild around that. I need you to be okay." She whispered into my hair.

"I'm going to miss you mom." I sobbed as I tighten my grasp on her.

"I'm going to miss you too sweetie. I'll try and visit whenever I can and we can call each other all the time. I promise."

"I love you."

"I love you too, we'll be together soon." My mother smiled pulling away. I smiled at how brave my mother looked standing there with tears staining her cheeks.

"Go be in love. I'll see you soon." My mother said opening the door. "Take good care of her."

"I will." Nicky said giving my mother a hug.

"Bye mom."

"By sweetie."

I walked out with Nicky's hand on my lower back as we walked towards the car. I threw all my stuff in and sat in the passenger seat looking out the window to my mother. She stood there in the window with her hand over her mouth with sobs shaking her body. I starting crying at this sight and waved. Nicky started his car and pulled out of the drive way just in time to see my mother wave back. We continued down the street as I watched the house that I called my home fade in the distance as we drove to Nicky's.

Nicky opened the door to his room as I placed my stuff down on the floor.

"My dad said you could sleep with me since you're already pregnant." Nicky smiled trying to lighten the mood.

"Thank you for doing this." I whispered laying on the bed.

"It's nothing." He smiled laying down next to me and pulling me into his embrace. He looked me in the eyes and kissed my forehead smoothing the wrinkles that were there. Nicky placed a gentle kiss on my lips and he laid on his back so that I was lying across his chest.

"I love you."

"I love you too." I whispered snuggling into his chest. That night I fell asleep in my boyfriend's arms in this new place that I had to call home.