you quickly get dressed and throw corys clothes at him
you-get dressed...my dad would kill you
cory-got it, and i dont think you would be able to live without me
you-no i would die too, just get dressed
cory gets dressed
cory-do you think...we?
you-i have no idea
cory-if we did im so sorry
you-that would suck...we wouldnt even remember it...damn...ive always wanted to remember my first time
cory-same here
you-oh well i dont care...its not like the only time we will
cory kisses you
you pull away
you-your funny...not now
you go downstairs cory follows
you eat breakfast and so does cory and your dad runs downstairs
dad-hey good morning...i got to go gonna be late for work...[yourname] ill be in work late ill be home tomorrow afternoon
you-okay
dad-no parties please?
you-i dont know anyone here to have a party with
dad-good see you tomorrow...bye cory
he leaves
cory-ooh look who has the house to themselves
you-you dont live here
cory-really? cause all my clothes are here i sleep here...you live with me...what do you mean i dont live here?
you-to him you dont
cory-he sees me every morning and he doesnt think i live here?
you-he thinks your leaving with the cast
cory-why'd you tell him that?
you-cause you planned on that before we planned on moving together
cory-well, tell him im staying a little longer than them
you-ehh ill tell him later
cory-just tell him so he wont be mad when you come with me
you-he'll be mad no matter what
cory-ill be here with you...can we go back upstairs?
you-no...we need to figure out what happened last night i dont remember a thing
cory-i cant tell you we did or didnt do it
you-neither can i
cory-i dont know how we would remember ..or how could we forget?
you-we werent drunk...i dont know ...i need to call lea
cory-are you gonna tell her?
you-i tell her everything. she needs to know
cory-not every detail
you-i dont remember any details
cory-good..
you-do you?
cory-welll no...go ahead call her
you-thank you
you call lea
lea-hey
you-hi..
lea-whats wrong?
you-um you should probley come over
lea-okay...? can i bring jon?
you-um sure
lea-okay ill be there in about 15 minuets
you-okay bye
you hang up
cory-she coming?
you-yeah
you start to cry and cory sits on the couch and pulls you in his arms
you-wha-what if im pregnant.
cory-we dont even know if we did anything
you-im scared cory.
he kisses the top of your head
cory-its going to be okay
theres a knock on the door and cory opens it
lea-hey guys..whats wrong?
they come inside and sit with you and cory
you-well last night we were in my room and we watched a movie then made out..and we woke up with nothing on..we have no idea what happened..
jon-oh my godd..
you-i know! im so scared...
lea-ill go with you tomorrow to get a few tests okay?
you-what time?
lea-i dont know...how about in the afternoon..
you-my dad cant see, or hear about this at all. promise?
cory, lea, and jon- promise.
you-okay thank you..i dont know what im going to do if i am pregnant
lea-no abortions!
you-i wouldnt even think about it..trust me
jon-good cause lea would kill you if you got one...
lea-i would...hahaha
you smile
you-im glad i met you guys
lea-so am i
you-can i talk to you upstairs alone?
lea-sure..
cory-why cant i know?
you-maybe later...i dont know yet...its personal...come on lea
you both go upstairs and sit on the bed
lea-whats up?
you-if i tell you. you have to promise not to tell anyone..okay?
lea-okay...
you-well before i met any of you...even before lexi...i used to have these friends that were always bossing others aorund and i was with them bossing people around too..one day our 'leader' told us a bombshell..she was pregnant...we were only 16..her life was ruiened, and she knew it..
lea-that sucks
you-yeah..well she knew that she was gonna go from the most popular girl to the most avoided...she never had the kid..you know why?
she shook her head...
you-she killed herself...she jumped off the brooklyn brigde...i was the only one that knew because she made me go with her...i told her not to jump but she did anyway...she jumped..and died instently...she didnt care that noone would talk to her...only i did...when she died the school didnt even have a ceramony
lea-im so sorry
you-she was one of my best friends back then...i dont want to turn out like her if im pregnant...she told me the reason she wanted to kill herself is because she was too overwelmed with the hormones and everyone making fun of her..
lea-but that was in high school...your graduated...you even said yourself that yo might not even go to collegde...
you-i know...can we go get the tests now..instead of tomorrow
lea-you do realize that they wont be acurate till around two weeks after you did it
you-but were not sure if we did it or not..
lea-you need to wait im sorry [your name]
you-come one we need to go downstairs..
you get up and walk downstairs with lea and you sit on corys lap and kiss him
he pulls away after a few seconds..
cory-woah...whats up with you?
you-i got something out and i feel better.
cory smiles and whispers in your ear : tonight...even if we did it last night...is going to be our best night ever
you giggle, and feel butterflies and jon and lea look at you weird
lea-what?
you-oh...oh ..um...nothing
jon-weirdd...well lea..we better go...we need to get to new york for the weekend..
you-your going to new york?
lea-yeah...jon insisted on a spring awakening reunion again..so this weekend is when were gonna have it.
you-well have fun if i dont see you earlier
you hug her and jon while you are still sitting on corys lap
you-love you guys.
they left and cory smiled
