"Dad you're scaring me," says Adam, "you need help,"
John ignores him but stares at Missouri for the answer.
"Your wife knows something I don't," says Missouri, "but we will find out,"
John's cell phone began to ring it read Sam before John threw it at Adam.
"What the?" asks Adam as he didn't expect the phone to be thrown at him and it hits him before it falls, "where are you going?"
"Out!" yells out John.
"To get drunk?" Adam roared back.
"Just answer the damn phone Adam," says John slamming the door.
SPNSPN
"John Winchester?" he heard Mike Gunther's voice say.
Just who he wanted to see the last time he had seen Mike he was threatening to call child services on him and then that's when he left Lawrence the last time.
"Damn it's been almost twenty-three years what are you doing here?" he asks and he orders a beer for John.
"Just visiting the old place," says John.
"How's Kate?" asks Mike.
"Good," says John hoping that he'd get the hint and leave.
"And how old's Dean now?" he asks.
"Uh 26," replied John and before he could ask, "Sam's 22 and my youngest is fifteen,"
"Youngest you got another?" he asks.
"Yeah Adam," says John, "you know I got to go,"
John placed ten bucks on the table before walking out. He turned to stare at the beer this was where he went the night after the fire instead of being with his kids he was here drinking.
He climbed into the car and before he made it two blocks Sam and Jess spotted him in Sam's car.
"Dad!" he hear Sam yell as Jessica yelled "Mr. Winchester!"
John sighed before pulling over and Sam pulled up behind him.
"Damn it dad you nearly gave us a hear attack and poor Kate fainted," says Sam, "what the hell were you thinking? Leaving in the middle of the night and taking your 15-year-old son?"
This reminded him of the old Sam the livid words from his mouth his angry expressions.
"Sam that's enough," says Jess holding his arm, "we're glad we found you Mr. Winchester,"
"Dad where's Adam?" asks Sam suddenly.
"He's with a friend of mine," says John.
"You just dumped him?" asks Sam appalled and taking his phone out and calling Dean.
SPNSPN
Within an hour John was sitting on a chair while his family sat on the bed. Kate had a kept a firm glance at him at all times.
"What the hell is going on?" she asks.
"Look I can't explain," says John, "but I have to figure this out,"
"Why?" asks Adam, "why do you need to figure this out?"
John stares at him for a moment was Adam like Mary? Had he known too?
"Yes honey," says Kate standing, "We can forget this go back home…..pretend it never happened-
"I'm tired of pretending this is my life!" roared John, "you're not my wife….I don't live in Windom…I'm not a mechanic I'm a hunter! My wife didn't die because of some hear attack she died in a fire in Sam's nursery!"
"Dad why'd you go looking?" asks Dean, "this life ain't perfect but it's better than what ours used to be,"
"You know?" asks John.
"Why'd you keep looking?" asks Sam, "please just turn around before it's too late,"
"This is the life you always wanted to see all 3 of your sons live in a house, with a loving mother and a father who was around right?" asks Kate, "the one who took them to play baseball? Not one who handed them guns?"
"This life….it's not real," says John.
"You've been given a second chance Mr. Winchester," says Jess, "I've been given a second chance….I love your son Mr. Winchester and Sam and I always wanted children….don't you want grandchildren?"
"Of course-
"Then don't take it away from yourself…..or from Sam and me," says Jess.
"Don't you like seeing me graduate?" asks Dean, "go to college like Sammy?"
"Dean of course I want this for you…but this isn't my life," says John, "how do I get back to my life?"
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