This is part 1 of the last chapter guys, hope you like it, I love you all, so make sure to read my next fan fiction, it is probably going to be about Rachel and Jesse. Idk though, Review! Review! Review!
I was airless.
Living in the best of dreams.
In this gorgeous meadow of soft golden light, and a rainbow of flower colors, there was Kurt and I.
We laughed and frolicked.
We played in the flowing streams of the purest blue water.
We slept in grass that was up to our shins.
We lived there, peaceful and serene, never wanting or hinting to leave.
But something stirred inside Kurt.
After we kissed he looked at me with frightening eyes.
Telling me there was something wrong.
He told me that he was scared.
So I shut my eyes.
I wouldn't let him see them.
It was safer that way.
So we lived together like that for awhile, and he got less scared.
So he told me to open my eyes.
And I did.
He laughed and said nothing was wrong.
It felt amazing to be with him again, he not scared of me, nor I of him.
Then when I awoke the next morning he was sad.
He told me this wasn't real.
I waited for him to explain.
He sat there eyeing me.
I asked him what I could do to make it better, what I could do to make him happy.
He wouldn't listen.
He insisted it was a dream.
He knew it wasn't real.
He sat there, with sad accusing eyes and asked me how to get out.
I told him I didn't know, I asked him why he would want to get out.
This was paradise.
The river was sparkly blue, and tasted amazing.
The food was fresh, and we never had to work for it.
The meadows were golden, with tall grass and beautiful flowers.
The weather was whatever we wanted to be.
We could make something appear with our imagination.
We could be whatever we wanted to be.
But he insisted.
Told me that he loved me, but he had to leave.
So we spent a little time together.
And we slept.
And when I woke up he was gone, leaving me in this beautiful place with no one to share it with.
So I ran around.
I shouted his name, looking for him.
He wasn't there.
So I sat there in my beautiful world.
Until it wasn't so beautiful.
It started out slowly, so I wouldn't notice, but the sky started turning gray.
The light was sharper, it was ugly.
The grass became hard, and white, like snow.
So I went to sleep in my own personal Hell.
And when I woke up, I was met by the most searing pain I could ever imagine.
