Hello lovely readers (:

Here's the next chapter!

I should probably warn you that they're a lot of eff- bombs (aka fuck) so be warned xD but it's Johanna so you should probably expect it :p

OH YEAHH if I have any computer artists among my readers please feel free to make a cover for this story! I really wanted to make one but I don't have time (or photoshop :P) sooo yeahh!

ANYWAYSS

Hope you enjoy

And have a magnificent Monday :D


Johanna

Angry and betrayed. Those are only two things I feel as I see Gale sucking face with Madge. I see Peeta run past me, tears already in his eyes. Well fuck that. I'm not gonna cry over lowlifes like these.

Angry and betrayed.

The first I can handle, I'm used to feeling pist. But betrayed, no. Johanna Mason does not feel betrayed. By anyone or anything. We're not even going out I think bitterly as I take a can of beer. You can't feel betrayed when you're nothing officially. I take a swig of beer and look around the huge house. I see dozens of kids from our school, fully clothed (or completely naked) jumping into the pool outside. I see another bunch dancing with the DJ on full blast. And another handful making out on various couches. On one of those couches I see a familiar looking braid and then I catch sight of her shoes, her converse.

"What the fuck?" I say, trying to catch sight of the boy. Then it hits me like a bag of fucking rocks. The strong, huge build. The blonde hair. Cato Lennox and Katniss Everdeen are having the make out session of their life, made obvious by Cato's pitched tent.

"What the actual fuck?" I say again but ignore it otherwise. I feel a tap on my shoulder and turn around, on my guard. A tall boy is standing there behind him. I vaguely recognize him from the soccer team but can't remember his name.

"Would you like to dance?" He asks. I look at his lean figure, his light colored hair, his green eyes. Nothing like Gale. I smile and take another swig of beer.

"Sure." He leads me onto the dance floor and I get as close to him as possible. We dance a couple songs but it's not making me forget. I need something else, I need more.

"How 'bout we go sit somewhere a while?" I whisper in his ear suggestively. He smiles and lets me guide him to a relatively empty part of the house. I push him down on the couch and kiss him full on the lips. He tastes like tequila and cherry but I don't care. I kneel on top of him and his hands go to my waist. I wrap my arms around his neck and bite his lip teasingly. In response, he sticks his tongue in my mouth, sliding his hands progressively lower down my back.

"What the fuck are you doing?" An angry voice yells behind me. I turn around and see Gale, drunk as fuck, standing there.

"What the fuck does it look like?" I yell back.

"Why are you whoring around?" This pisses me the fuck off and I stand up, though Gale is still taller than me by almost a foot.

"So it's okay for you to suck face with Madge, who just so happens to be FRIEND, but I can't make out with him?" I say pointing at the kid still sitting at the couch. Gale takes notice of him and starts screaming even more.

"Marvel? Why the hell are you fucking my girl?"

"I'm not your girl, obviously!"

"Fuck off, Hawthorne," Marvel spits back.

"Marvel?" A quite voice asks. I look towards the speaker and see a lean girl with huge, amber eyes and fire red hair.

"Julia, I swear, I can explain!" He exclaims. She just shakes her head and runs off, hurt clearly written in her eyes.

"That's what happens when you're with other girls!" Gale yells at Marvel.

"You would fucking know!" I yell back, the alcohol making me louder than usual.

"Shut up Johanna!" Gale yells, shoving me a little.

"Don't push her!" Marvel says, shoving him back.

"You don't need to protect to me!"

"What's going on here?" Cato says, coming in with his arm wrapped around Katniss. Gale looks at them confused.

"Katniss?"

"What Gale?" Katniss responds, sounding embarrassed.

"Why are you with—"

"CATO!"

"What the fuck do you want Clove?"

"Why the fuck are you with her?" That Clove girl yells, eyeing Katniss with fiery hate.

"Why do you care? I thought we were just fuck buddies?" He tells her with a devious smile on his lips. She glares at him.. If looks could kill, he'd definitely be dead.

"You're gonna pay for that you bastard," she says darkly and stomps off. We all stare off in her direction, dumbfounded, until a crying Annie runs into my arms.

"Annie, what's wrong?" I say, clearly alarmed. No amount of alcohol would ever make me forget my motherly duty toward Annie.

"Fi-Fi-Fin," she manages to blubber, but it's enough for me to understand.

"That fucking bastard," I whisper. Annie trys to tell me something else but I shush her. I motion Katniss toward me and place Annie in her arms.

"I'll be back," I tell her then I turn toward Gale. "And I'm not fucking done with you," I say darkly. I run out of the room full speed, looking for Finnick. I finally spot him, Glimmer grinding on him in the fucking sluttiest way. I push him away from her and sock him straight in the jaw.

"What the hell are you doing?" Glimmer yells at me in her fucking annoying-ass voice.

"Shut the fuck up Blondie!" I yell and shove her aside.

"What the fuck did you do Annie?" I yell. I'm so fucking pist I can feel the blood boiling under my skin.

"I didn't do anything! Why would I ever hurt her!" He tells me.

"Annie? Oh the crazy girl," Glimmer says with a smirk.

"Don't ever fucking call her that," I say, picking her up by her shoulders. Fear clouds her eyes before Finnick pushes me back rather gently. He pulls me away from Glimmer, pushing distance between us and her.

"What. happened. to. Annie?" Finnick tries to ask me calmly but he sounds so afraid, so strangely protective.

"I don't know! She came crying into my arms blubbering your name!" I burst at him.

"Shit, shit, shit," he mumbles. Glimmer comes to us, her mouth already open to start screaming when Finnick catches her short.

"What did you do to Annie?" He yells at her.

"Why the hell do you care? She's just a frightened whore! I can't even believe you were talking to her last night!" She smirks at him. "Yeah, wipe that surprised look off your face. I know things, Fin baby. I have my ways." She caresses his face teasingly. He looks at her with fury in every of his features.

"Fucking contract," he mumbles.
"What contract?" Her stupid blonde self asks.

"Nothing, just.. nothing" he says, dread replacing the fury. He walks away and I follow after him.

"Yeah, what contract Odair?" I ask him.

"Nothing Johanna. Forget it. Where's Annie?"

"Why should I tell you?"

His answer catches me up short.

"Because I love her."

I just grab his arm and pull her to the room I left Annie in.

As soon as Finnick sees her, he runs at Annie full speed and takes her in his arms. She molds into his body almost perfectly and he whispers into her ear. Katniss leaves toward the bar (or Cato, I don't actually know).

Staring at Annie and Finnick, I see their perfection. How it seems they're meant to be. I see Gale off in the corner and my thoughts immediately turn dark.

Fuck love! I'm over that shit.